Tweak

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Tweak says, "I could kill you with a tray."

sasha james (theonebraincell) wrote in valloic,
@ 2021-02-16 19:53:00

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!: network post, ₴ inactive: dean winchester, ₴ inactive: sasha james

[dean winchester]

I haven’t done anything wrong, have I?

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	agentplant 2021-02-17 02:19 am UTC (link)
	You said something a few days ago when you were high. Did you mean it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 02:44 am UTC (link)
	When I was high? Oh hell, I think I said a lot of things so you might have to specify. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 02:45 am UTC (link)
	That you loved me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 02:47 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 02:48 am UTC (link)
	~~You know that I don't~~ Okay, well, that's good to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 02:51 am UTC (link)
	Is that why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 02:52 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, that's why. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 02:53 am UTC (link)
	Right, okay. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 03:17 am UTC (link)
	I don’t expect you to say it back, Dean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	You don't even know me, Sasha. You know like one tenth of who I am and you don't know about the darkness. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 03:36 pm UTC (link)
	Alright? That doesn’t mean I can’t feel this way about you while still getting to know you. That’s sort of how this tends to work, from my experience. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 06:16 pm UTC (link)
	What if I'm some evil psychotic sociopathic axe murderer? I mean, I'm not, but I was kind of psychotic at some point. Fuck, I'm probably still psychotic at times, who am I kidding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 06:19 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not oblivious or ignorant to the fact that you've done bad things before, Dean. You've told me some of them. I don't think psychotic is the right word for any of it, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, Sasha. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	I just don't know what you expect me to say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	Nothing, it's fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	If you say so. Would you prefer if I stop coming by the bunker? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	~~Yes~~ No ~~Yes~~ I didn't say that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	I know you didn't say that but it's obvious enough you're trying to push me away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	No, I don't want you to stop coming to see me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, good. Then what do you want? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	For you not to keep getting hurt or almost die. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	I can't make promises because this place is weird like that, but I can certainly actively do my best to avoid situations that might put me in danger. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 08:44 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe it's just the curse of feeling the way you do about me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 08:44 pm UTC (link)
	The curse? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	There's not an actual curse. It just feels like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	That bad things happen to people who love you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	agentplant 2021-02-17 09:54 pm UTC (link)
	To people I care about. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonebraincell 2021-02-17 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	It's going to be okay, Dean. Bad things were happening to me long before I knew you, so I don't think my bouts of bad luck are because you care. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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