Do YOU believe in Harvey Dent? (flip_a_coin) wrote in valarnet, @ 2012-12-29 12:08:00 |
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Current mood: | tired |
Entry tags: | harvey dent (two face), j'onn j'onzz (martian manhunter) |
Last night, a variation of two of the dreams I've had, that first one, and the most recent one, kinda melded all together in my head and gave me, maybe not more details but more context. More disturbing context.
Batman guy? If you're still around the way you were this summer? I really don't have any intentions of 'becoming the villian' and shooting you, at random people, or putting them in hostage situations. I don't know what kind of level of fucked up I am in those dreams but they're just dreams, right?
I mean...I can't think of any good reason something like would happen in my sane and rational real life as real as the dreams seem. People just aren't like that, right? Nobody becomes the villain as easily as I said. I mean it's screwed up and there have to be complexities I'm missing but they're not the complexities of here, I'm pretty sure.
It...that's not justice. I couldn't DO that. I don't hate myself because it hasn't happened yet, but I sort of despise dream me for having what looked like everything and succumbing I guess? I'm so confused by what I've gotten so far. I also woke up around four after the second time around with that second dream, where my face was half destroyed and I was insane so I'm tired and really not thinking clearly. I tend to avoid the heavy stuff here for the most part, but...really. I don't get this at all, and seeing what I might become on top of that is kind of baffling and worrying.
How do you people avoid becoming what you see there, if that happens?