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Jeremy Gilbert ([info]savedbythering) wrote in [info]valarnet,
@ 2021-04-19 21:37:00

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Entry tags:alice bell, jeremy gilbert, klaus hargreeves, lily evans, nico di angelo

So I've been an EMT for a couple of months now and I actually enjoy it a lot more than I thought I would at the start. The only part I really dislike, which I would think is the same for doctor's, is when the person we're called for dies. That happened last night and I don't know if it's because I've been talking more about being a Medium lately and I've let my guard down, but I saw the man's ghost just after he passed and it shocked me for a minute since I don't usually see random ghosts. I can usually control it and it's usually people I know that I see or people I've had a connection to.

It reminded me just how much of a shock it is to see them unexpectedly and while I sometimes act like an expert on the subject and like it doesn't affect me, that's clearly not true like I thought.


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[info]curiousalice
2021-04-20 02:19 am UTC (link)
Is that why you were so quiet last night when you got home? Are you okay now that you've had time to process it?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-20 03:02 am UTC (link)
Yeah. I think I was just thrown off by seeing him.

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[info]curiousalice
2021-04-20 10:30 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad that's all it was. Even if I don't like the idea of you being surprised by them.

You know you can just tell me if that happens right?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-23 03:26 am UTC (link)
I know and I will. Like I said, I was mostly just so thrown at suddenly seeing one out of the blue.

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[info]curiousalice
2021-04-23 06:12 am UTC (link)
I know you were. Maybe I've picked up on some of his skills from Dragon knowing when something's bothering me and I just need him to sit there with me.

Or didn't know how to bring it up when you got home last night to ask if you wanted to talk.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-27 03:06 am UTC (link)
If you ever think something is bothering me just ask. Sometimes I might not know how to bring it up either so just ask me. It's probably the easiest way.

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[info]curiousalice
2021-04-27 07:17 am UTC (link)
I'll try to keep that in mind. You do that for me too?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-30 04:09 am UTC (link)
Of course I will.

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[info]angelsbreath
2021-04-20 02:23 am UTC (link)
You tune them out?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-20 03:07 am UTC (link)
Well I don't usually see them at random often, but yeah, I can usually tune them out.

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[info]angelsbreath
2021-04-20 10:51 pm UTC (link)
I need to figure out how to do that with some of my powers. Pretty sure that Will would like me to stop accidentally shadowtravelling.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-23 03:30 am UTC (link)
Shadow travelling sounds interesting.

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[info]angelsbreath
2021-04-23 06:18 am UTC (link)
It can be when I do it on purpose. Falling asleep in bed by him and then waking up someplace near our old apartment because I guess I thought about it in my Dreams? Not too fun.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-27 03:07 am UTC (link)
Yeah, no that doesn't sound like a good thing to have happen.

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[info]angelsbreath
2021-04-27 07:20 am UTC (link)
At least I can normally get a cab home so that I don't wake him up.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-30 04:10 am UTC (link)
Well that's good. But yeah, you probably want to try and get a handle on that.

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[info]angelsbreath
2021-04-30 06:21 am UTC (link)
Working on it.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-05-01 12:28 am UTC (link)
Can you control it in your dreams?

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[info]angelsbreath
2021-05-01 03:52 am UTC (link)
At times?

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[info]aimed_curse
2021-04-20 03:03 am UTC (link)
Did he say anything?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-20 03:10 am UTC (link)
No. He looked pretty surprised though, which is understandable.

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[info]aimed_curse
2021-04-20 11:04 pm UTC (link)
Definitely understandable. Did you say anything to him?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-23 03:32 am UTC (link)
Couldn't really do that with other people around. Don't want them to think I'm crazy. Crazy isn't a good look for an EMT.

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[info]aimed_curse
2021-04-23 06:24 am UTC (link)
Makes sense.

Do you think you'll see him again?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-27 03:10 am UTC (link)
Probably not. It's usually only the ghosts of people I know, like my parents, that I might see on occasion.

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[info]aimed_curse
2021-04-27 07:25 am UTC (link)
The school I attend in my Dreams has ghosts but they aren't people any of the students know. They've been in the Castle...forever apparently. I think they were attached to it somehow in their lives? It's a little fuzzy to me there.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-30 04:12 am UTC (link)
That makes sense if they had some sort of attachment to the school.

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[info]aimed_curse
2021-04-30 06:22 am UTC (link)
And then there's the Poltergeist, Peeves, but he's not a ghost in the true proper sense apparently.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-05-01 12:29 am UTC (link)
Shit. I'm glad we've never had any poltergeists in my dreams. That movie scared the shit out of me as a kid.

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[info]aimed_curse
2021-05-01 03:52 am UTC (link)
I never saw it until I was an adult but...it's terrifying.

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[info]hatesbeingsober
2021-04-20 03:44 am UTC (link)
Oh man. Not you too. Come on, now!

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-23 03:36 am UTC (link)
Seeing ghosts isn't exactly new, but I just haven't seen them randomly in awhile.

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[info]hatesbeingsober
2021-04-24 02:49 am UTC (link)
I see them practically every day now. It's annoying.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-27 03:11 am UTC (link)
It can definitely be annoying if you can't control it.

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[info]hatesbeingsober
2021-04-27 07:17 am UTC (link)
I definitely do not have control. Not over this.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-04-30 04:13 am UTC (link)
Have you tried anything to try and gain control?

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[info]hatesbeingsober
2021-04-30 06:00 pm UTC (link)
What would I even try?

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[info]savedbythering
2021-05-01 12:29 am UTC (link)
I've used meditation sometimes.

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[info]hatesbeingsober
2021-05-01 12:34 am UTC (link)
I'm not someone who can sit still for too long.

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[info]savedbythering
2021-05-01 02:03 am UTC (link)
Is there anything you do in your dreams to control it?

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[info]hatesbeingsober
2021-05-01 03:19 am UTC (link)
Nothing that I'll do here. Dream me is a druggie and alcoholic. Just to make them go away.

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