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Vanessa Van Helsing ([info]theirlasthope) wrote in [info]valarnet,
@ 2020-10-17 12:15:00

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Entry tags:axel miller, elsa of arendelle, vanessa van helsing

So, these dreams everyone has been talking about. I finally had one and it's... interesting. Definitely a doozy on top of it. I'm not even sure how to handle it. Seems like being... bit woke me up. From a coma. How does being bit wake someone from a coma?

Dream me was worried about Dylan and didn't even know who Axel was. Or whoever was with him. Which is understandable.

Also, some chick wanted answers that I couldn't give and I'm pretty sure she wanted me dead. And being told that your daughter is dead, that just...

I'm going to go hug my daughter now.

Also, Axel's trying to keep me there and the other marine is trying to get me out of there. All of this is just downright crazy. And THAT hurt. Like a bitch.


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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-17 06:50 pm UTC (link)
...I had the same dream. More or less. And it felt so real. Like it really happened. And I know my brain is misfiring, I know the wiring got borked when I was overseas. But this...I don't even know how to process any of this. I feel like I'm losing a little more of my mind every second.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-17 06:53 pm UTC (link)
I'm trying to ignore what in the hell happened in the dreams. Right now? All that matters is Dylan and the fact that she's fine.

I'm just glad what happened there didn't happen here. I mean, a coma?

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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-17 08:14 pm UTC (link)
I don't even know Dylan in the dreams.

But she's fine. She's healthy and happy and fine.

And so are you.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-17 11:07 pm UTC (link)
Our daughter is healthy, happy and fine.

Am I, though? I had a knife go through my hand, Axel.

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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-19 02:18 pm UTC (link)
I know. But it healed up, right? It healed in the dream. I saw it happen. I can't explain it, but I saw it.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-19 07:22 pm UTC (link)
I know it healed in the dream. There's not a mark on my hand either. It's like it was never there in the first place.

Which is downright weird to me. Why would that even be a thing?

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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-20 11:07 pm UTC (link)
I don't have an explanation. But in the dream, it didn't really surprise me. I mean, sure, it was unexpected, but. So was the guy crawling back up through the trash shoot. He was dead. I know he was dead, when we threw him down there.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-21 05:52 am UTC (link)
I want to know why it wouldn't surprise you. He crawled back up the trash shoot?

... The guy that bit me, right? How was he alive if you know he was dead?

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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-23 04:15 pm UTC (link)
I don't know. I think I've just seen a lot, and not much really surprises me anymore.

I mean, I've been watching over you for three years while you were in a coma.

The whole thing is just...strange.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-23 09:29 pm UTC (link)
More than strange.

Three years. That's a long time to watch over someone.

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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-24 10:14 pm UTC (link)
I know. It's how long I was away from you.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-24 10:38 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, I noticed that too. It's how old Dylan is.

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[info]igotfirstwatch
2020-10-26 10:30 pm UTC (link)
I don't think that's a coincidence.

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(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-27 06:59 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-28 12:25 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-28 02:02 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-28 04:31 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-28 06:33 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-29 03:17 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-29 03:36 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-29 08:34 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-29 09:08 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-30 12:20 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-30 12:26 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-30 07:21 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-30 07:23 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-31 03:57 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-31 03:59 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-31 04:48 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-31 04:53 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]igotfirstwatch, 2020-10-31 05:09 am UTC
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[info]show_yourself
2020-10-19 10:24 am UTC (link)
There might be a little magic in your dreams, if a bite could wake someone from a coma.

I get that needing to hug someone after a dream though.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-19 07:27 pm UTC (link)
I'm not sure if I'm the type to really believe in magic, much.

I just... You can't tell me that my daughter is dead and not expect me to want to hug the hell out of her the moment I wake up.

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[info]show_yourself
2020-10-20 12:23 am UTC (link)
I felt the same way when I thought I lost my sister.

And magic is real.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-20 02:54 am UTC (link)
Only time I've ever seen magic is from stage magicians.

That dream just felt far too real.

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[info]show_yourself
2020-10-20 03:36 am UTC (link)
Orange county makes it real. But hopefully just that.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-20 05:54 am UTC (link)
What do you mean Orange County makes it real?

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[info]show_yourself
2020-10-23 05:04 am UTC (link)
I mean that there's more to these dreams than at first glance. I dreamed of magic, and now I have it.

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-23 05:59 am UTC (link)
You dreamed of magic and now you can do magic? That's... interesting.

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[info]show_yourself
2020-10-23 06:30 am UTC (link)
And if you tell me your nearest cross streets I can even prove it!

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-23 07:19 am UTC (link)
Slater Avenue and Jefferson Lane.

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[info]show_yourself
2020-10-23 07:26 am UTC (link)
You should see it's snowing now!

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[info]theirlasthope
2020-10-23 07:28 am UTC (link)
That's amazing. I also think you just made my three year old little girl's day.

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(no subject) - [info]show_yourself, 2020-10-23 07:33 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-23 05:54 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]show_yourself, 2020-10-23 08:41 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-23 11:56 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]show_yourself, 2020-10-24 12:29 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]theirlasthope, 2020-10-24 07:44 am UTC

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