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Tweak says, "Touch me... I dare you."

Doug Ramsey (decypher) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2017-04-17 12:33:00

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doug ramsey (cypher), groot, hazel levesque, kate beckett, kitty pryde (shadowcat), nina pickering, xena

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These dreams really feel sometimes like they are almost normal, and then they turn around and that changes in an instant.

One minute I'm dreaming I have minor superpowers and am a hacker and the next, I end up dying in my dreams. Full-out being shot and bleeding out death. Like, feeling yourself leaving your body kind of thing and all.

I still feel cold, even now, days later. It felt as real as anything I've ever felt in real life, and it's...

...between that, and my dream self being completely different from my day self, these dreams are really kind of freaking me out.

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	decypher 2017-04-22 03:07 pm UTC (link)
	Ow. I'm sorry, that sucks! Not a nice feeling, I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2017-04-24 03:08 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, it's okay. I didn't take it well when it first happened, but I've accepted it now. It's unfortunate because there were things I would have liked to do in that life that I didn't get to do, but I can't really do anything about it so I try not to dwell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-04-24 08:31 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe you will be surprised and things will not turn out bad after all? I've been told I will come back, eventually (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2017-04-27 04:09 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. If I do, that's great but if not I've pretty much reached a place where I'm okay with what happened. It wasn't how I would have wanted things to turn out, but that's how life goes sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-04-28 03:17 am UTC (link)
	Very true. Pretty wise, there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2017-04-29 03:48 am UTC (link)
	Oh, don't be impressed or anything. It took me months to get to that point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-04-29 04:27 am UTC (link)
	Still impressed. That kind of insight is something I don't think I would get without a lot of help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2017-04-30 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, I've had a little therapy in my life. Maybe that's why I got there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-04-30 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	Heh. Maybe. Not a bad thing at all. You're pretty cool. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2017-05-03 04:05 am UTC (link)
	I don't know about that. But it's nice that you think so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decypher 2017-05-03 04:06 am UTC (link)
	I know so. I am an expert on cool. Or I used to be, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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