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Tweak says, "Nowhere special..."

Tiffany Maxwell doesn't give a fuck what you think (dirtyandsloppy) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2013-07-17 13:37:00

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pansy malfoy, river tam, thea queen, tiffany maxwell, wall-e, yuna

I woke up and there were a bunch of pill bottles by my bed. Unopened. Rx stuff.

[TW: Comments will no doubt deal with psychological issues and medication.]

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	to_zanarkand 2013-07-17 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	That's more than a little concerning... It's probably common sense, but definitely don't open them. Do you dream about taking prescription medication? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-17 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, like anti-depressants and tranquilizers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

to_zanarkand
2013-07-17 08:44 pm UTC (link)

That's probably what's in those bottles... though I'd have to have you read the labels and write down the names to be sure.

People seem to... sometimes... get things that they dream about having. I actually... had a staff that I remember dreaming about holding, it showed up in my closet the other day.

Still, I wouldn't even go near those without making sure you actually need them, and then only with a psychiatrist's backing.

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	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 02:03 am UTC (link)
	Fucking fantastic. I threw them in a drawer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	to_zanarkand 2013-07-18 02:21 am UTC (link)
	If you don't want them around, I could recommend a few pharmacies that take in old medications and safely get rid of them. I'm an RN, and we deal with questions about things like leftover medications and expired ones all the time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 01:04 pm UTC (link)
	You're an RN? And in your dreams you have a staff? What the hell are you in your dreams? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	to_zanarkand 2013-07-18 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not really sure yet. Someone the people around me are depending on. Someone who seems to be very sad. But I don't... seem to be dreaming in an order that makes sense to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	My dreams come in order. Like, first I'm getting married, then I'm trying to have a baby, then the husband... get's killed... and now the ensuing depression. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	to_zanarkand 2013-07-19 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. That's a lot to handle, and I know it bleeds into real life. Just try to remember that... it seems callous to say, but they are still dreams. You don't have to become that person you dream about. You don't have to take on her burdens, or her depression. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-20 01:23 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know about your dreams, but I'm definitely the same person in mine. Which is why this is so frustrating. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

to_zanarkand
2013-07-21 05:26 am UTC (link)

There are similarities, yes, but she remains someone I only dream about. I just think... it's a hard distinction to make, but an important one, if you can.

But perhaps this gets harder the more you dream. I already feel like sometimes this other woman is going to consume me. I think it has to be a conscious choice, but I'm not trying to say that it's an easy one.

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	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-21 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	It's like she and I had the same life up to a certain point, and then things diverged. Same person, different circumstances. So I feel like I've seen my breaking point. But maybe the dreams continue past this and I come out on the other side OK. It's all I can hope for. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	to_zanarkand 2013-07-21 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	I will hope this for you, too. And that you don't break, here. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	isagift 2013-07-17 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	Who's name were on them? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 02:03 am UTC (link)
	Mine (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isagift 2013-07-18 04:25 am UTC (link)
	But you don't remember picking them up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 01:04 pm UTC (link)
	No. I dreamed about them and then there they were. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isagift 2013-07-20 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	What was your dream about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-21 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	Being miserable (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isagift 2013-07-21 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Are the pills for depression? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-22 12:53 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isagift 2013-07-22 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	In your dream you might need them. I guess it's like the people that have been gaining powers. It shows up because it's part of your dream life. Do you feel depressed now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-23 12:58 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want to talk about it anymore (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isagift 2013-07-24 01:47 am UTC (link)
	Alright. You don't have to talk about it. I'm sorry for all the questions. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	strongsilentype 2013-07-17 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	You ok? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 02:03 am UTC (link)
	Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm a bit freaked out (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strongsilentype 2013-07-18 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I can tell. Anything I can do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	I dunno. Just come over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strongsilentype 2013-07-18 08:09 pm UTC (link)
	On my way. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pansymalfoy 2013-07-17 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	Shit, man. What... what kind? Are they yours? Do you need me to come get rid of them? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-18 02:05 am UTC (link)
	I can't remember the names. I just tossed them. My name's on them all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pansymalfoy 2013-07-19 04:13 am UTC (link)
	Crap. These dreams are such bullshit. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Private: besticoulddo 2013-07-19 04:40 am UTC (link)
	Vicodin? I've got the cash and I'm a legal adult if you're worried about that kind of thing but if you don't intend on keeping it around, I'd buy. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Private dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-19 02:38 pm UTC (link)
	No. No painkillers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private besticoulddo 2013-07-19 03:52 pm UTC (link)
	Ah well. Worth a shot! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-19 04:36 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty ballsy of you, asking for meds just like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private besticoulddo 2013-07-19 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, take what I can get, or try to. Figured if it was something decent and I had the cash... might've worked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-19 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	Hm. I don't know if I hope you have a real reason for needing them or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private besticoulddo 2013-07-20 05:46 am UTC (link)
	Depends on what you mean by real I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private dirtyandsloppy 2013-07-20 01:24 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, I don't want to judge. Hope you stop needing them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private besticoulddo 2013-07-20 01:48 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, thanks. Doing my best, I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent)