Robert Frobisher (sincerely_rf) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-07-16 22:00:00 |
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Entry tags: | !trigger warning, audrey, draco malfoy, luisa rey, merlin, pansy malfoy, robert frobisher, zuko |
It's official, I hate this place terribly.
All right, the OC hasn't done anything wrong but it's the general fact that I regrettably must live within the same county as the people who I should supposedly refer to as my family.
Don't even know how it started. Suppose we've been tip-toeing around it for ages, since Adrian and all, but it's finally built up and cracked between my father and I. Been working like a madman between, well, work, and offering my playing skills, and trying to write this bloody song while trying to forget there's a Luger sitting in my desk. Father came down to say something or another. Next thing I know he's saying things I've only ever heard him say in my dreams (awful things) and he's kicking me out for good.
"You're a disgrace to the memory of your brother."
So kind of him to inform me. I've got until Saturday to get out. He's cut me off from everything (uncertain if this is permanent or temporary), mom's a weeping mess but a few drinks and she'll forget it. Sisters have never looked smarmier in their lives. Thought about dropping out of school, but with one semester left to go and enough money saved and scholarships, should be able to finish on my own. That'll show the bastards.
Regardless, I'm done with them. Can't find it in myself to even care. Never wanted me for a son, I can tell, not in this life or the dream life, and I certainly don't need them.
Dream-me had it right. “People are obscenities. Would rather be music than be a mass of tubes squeezing semisolids around itself for a few decades before becoming so dribblesome it'll no longer function.”
[Filtered to Robert's friends.]
Would any of you care to help me move? I'm not really bringing much, but I'm taking the piano whether they like it or not. And my music collection is very heavy.