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Tweak says, "Obey me, minion!"

Chris Keller [Oz] (willkillfortoby) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-03-10 01:20:00

Entry tags:

chris keller, tobias beecher

Who Chris and Tobias
What Chris legally kidnapped Stabler's daughter and Toby is making a 'thing' out of it. Jeez.
Where Beecher's place in California
When After Chris' adventure with Liz
Warning K for Keller? Language, sexuality and violence. Viewer discretion is advised.

Pulling in to Toby's driveway, Chris had a grin on his face. All fucking with Stabler aside, he didn't mind hanging out with the kid, taking her for a ride. Though, the fact that it would freak Stabler out, shake him up and let him know that Chris could do things like that without warning did amuse the man. Greatly. The guy still didn't even know Chris had been in prison, for Christ Sakes. It was something to laugh about.

Taking off his helmet and getting off the bike, he headed to the house, glad to find the door open for him as he stepped in. Kicking off his boots, he stashed his keys in his pocket and walked into the house in search of Beecher. He figured the guy would still be on about his little outing, but oh well. It wasn't like he didn't know how to deal with Tobias.

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	willkillfortoby 2008-03-10 05:22 am UTC (link)
	"Would you like me to find someone else, Beecher?" As if the option of fucking with no one was plausible. Beecher was right, Chris got an itch. He had been working angles, pulling scams and all that shit all his life. Of course he got antsy playing house after a while. "You want in or not?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-03-10 05:27 am UTC (link)
	The voice in the back of his head was screaming at him to try and work this out, to keep Chris from giving in to this. But then he realized- it'd only be a matter of time, if he he tried to stifle that edge of Chris, before it was turned back on to him, leaving him in danger. With an us/them mentality, the choice was easy. "Fine, I'm in." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 05:35 am UTC (link)

Chris waited a moment, looking the man over before he gave a nod, "Alright," He put his beer down and moved to get up, putting himself back down beside Beecher, closer, all to add to the idea of Chris going after Stabler being an alternative to him fucking with Toby. Odd thing was, he didn't want to fuck with Toby. He wanted to fuck him, sure, but besides lying and the like-like most normal men would do once and a while in a relationship-and a bit of manipulation, he didn't want to mess with the man's head. Toby already loved him. He didn't need anything more from him.

"I want to show him what it's like to not be the one in control," He said softly, leaning close to Toby, "Fucker has been in the army, been a cop, you know, was the law. I want to break him down and show him how weak he fucking is."

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 05:40 am UTC (link)

His knee-jerk reaction was to ask 'why', but he bit it down quickly; he wouldn't get an answer, and... well, he was supposed to know, right? Be heling out, not just some fucking follower. And then it hit him, and he could help but make a face.

"You're going to fucking prag him," He tried to keep the initial flippancy out of his voice, stay neutral; he had to trust Chris. This wasn't about him and his shit, it was... scratching an itch. Keeping the man from deciding he did feel like killing. He could handle that, nodding a bit- mostly for his benefit.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 05:46 am UTC (link)

Seeing the man's face, Chris put his hand on the man's neck, stroking it lightly, "Come on, baby, it's not what you think," Though, when he thought about it, maybe..."He already is a fucking prag, Toby. You saw him. He just fucking pretends, fucking poses as anything but. I just want to take him down a peg, let him know someone fucking knows how fucked up he is," Chris nodded a bit, as if trying to get the man to agree. He knew about Toby's shit, but he just didn't see the connection. Chris had been a prag himself, and it was something he got past-arguably, seeing as he was a bit fucked up-but then he supposed Tobias had gone in after a lifetime of being in a normal world of problems. Chris had started off damaged.

"He's weak, Toby. He needs to know that."

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 05:53 am UTC (link)

Toby winced at the touch, but didn't pull away- not a product of Chris, but of the general content of his thoughts right then. He'd been fucked up, severely, by what had happened to him that first year in Oz. He still had dreams, infrequent as they were, about shit that happened to him. How fucking weak he'd been, what he'd gone through-

But he'd gotten stronger. He had Chris now. He'd killed the man that did this to him, and he was better for it. In a sick, fucked up way, the Aryan fucks had helped him survive.

They'd be knocking him down, so he could pick himself up.

"You're right. He needs it," A glance over at the man, face a hell of a lot more determined than he felt, "What's the plan?"

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 06:01 am UTC (link)

Glad the man didn't pull away, Chris just edged closer, their legs against one another as he smiled at the man's words. His hand smoothed down Toby's back and he nodded, "We're going to break him," He said, continuing on, "Stabler's been asking after me, been wanting more since that first night. He already fucking wants me. Wants what I have to offer," Control, pain, someone to hurt him, "We're going to give it to him. You can't tell me you didn't get a rush when he fucking did as I said that night, baby," Chris's hand moved along Toby's leg as he spoke, moving towards his groin as his head bent to speak in the man's ear, so close his breath could be felt, "We're going to give him what he wants, that's all."

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 06:09 am UTC (link)

He nodded, even as a instinct had him grabbing Chris' hand as it approached his groin, holding it still near his hip. "You're playing me, Chris." There wasn't a hint of anger, or judgement. It was an observation.

It... was almost Chris' right, wasn't it? He was right- he did get a rush out of Chris taking control, watching the relative danger without it being directed at him, for once. And he'd been so... loving, alternately, to Toby while he was playing with Stabler (playing- that's what they'd called it. He had liked it. Craved that sort of attention. Was that so wrong? He didn't konw, anymore.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 06:16 am UTC (link)

Eyes flashed with confusion at his hand being stopped-what on Earth was the problem now?-and he shook his head at the man's words, "I'm not playing you, Toby, why would I be playing you?" He questioned, letting his confusion show for a moment, letting down his smug act over the man wanting to play along with him. Sometimes he just didn't get Toby's logic. The man was nuts.

Oddly, Chris didn't see the pot/kettle argument there.

His head leaned down so he could kiss the edge of the man's jaw, "Come on, baby. You know I love you," Maybe that was playing Toby a bit, but chris didn't think there was harm in it. He did love the man. He just chose to say it at sometimes when it would benefit him. So what?

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 06:25 am UTC (link)

The confusion made him pause, looking at Chris just in time to get the kiss. The confession of love was a ploy, without doubt, but the logic behind that was quickly stifled down by the touches, the words. "I know. I do," He turned to give Chris a kiss, leaning into the touch.

"I trust you, baby. It's not you. I'm just being fucking..." He waved his hand a little, looking down.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 06:32 am UTC (link)

Taking a moment to just enjoy the little kiss, Chris then looked the man in the eye as he spoke, waiting until he finished and lowered his gaze before he shook his head, "No, come on, tell me what's wrong, Toby, so I can fix it, we can fix it, together," He wanted the man in on the plan, really. It would make it easier. The hand being held by Toby's at the hip stroked it's fingers a bit against the man as Chris leaned into Toby's side, kissing his neck then his jaw again, "Come on, Baby, you got to start opening up to me if you want me to help. If you want me to try." Again, another ploy-Tobias had to tell Chris everything or Chris would just slide back into his old ways all the more. Stabler could fix it, could give him the rush he thought he needed, but he might need more if Beecher didn't trust him more. Or so he implied. He just wanted the man to want to share with him. He wanted to be everything to Toby, his friend, his lover, his whatever the fuck else he needed.

"Come on, Toby. You can trust me."

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 06:40 am UTC (link)

Toby tensed at the ultimatem, half of his brain still fighting the good fight, telling him how wrong this was. Why he wasn't listening was anyone's guess. A second later, he let out a breath, forcibly relaxing himself. Chris hadn't been the one to break him. He'd played with the pieces a little before putting him back together- and kept a few for himself- but ultimately, the blame wasn't on him. Tobias tried to cling to that, to make this all make sense.

Finally, he just shrugged a shoulder, moving to lean fully into chris, shoulder to shoulder. "It's nothing you haven't heard before. Fucking nightmares, a flinch now and then. I- I need to get my control back. That's it. Holly showing up fucked me up a bit. I- I need to get it together for her," Well, there was justification for you- do it for the kids.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 06:56 am UTC (link)

Chris relaxed as well when Toby did, his hand rubbing the man's back in slow circles, "You need to get it together for yourself, Toby," He murmured, shaking his head. He truthfully didn't want the man to be fucked up. Not in the way he was, at least. Not by that bastard Nazi. Chris got thrills every time Beecher got stronger over the years, every time he stood up to him, every time he stood up to someone else-He didn't want the guy broken. Though, watching him build himself back up while still loving Chris? Had been admittedly something Chris would never forget. He hadn't been lying to Sister Pete when he said he wanted uncoditional love. And Toby gave it. As much as they fought and fucked each other around, Toby loved him no matter what. Chris could not get enough of the proof of it. It was his drug.

"This will help you, baby. This will show you the other side of it. What did Pete always used to say? Walk a mile in the fucking other guy's shoes? And it's always the guy you wronged, right? This time, baby, you get to walk a mile in the fucker's shoes who hurt you so bad. You get to feel the power, you get to be the strength, and you get to set the limits. I'll help you. And after it's done, you'll be the same Toby, just stronger. You'll know your own strength, but you'll still be the man I love," Not like Chris wanted to lose all his sway on Toby, so he wouldn't exactly make him beyond his own control. He had a feeling even a strong Toby wouldn't be able to stare him down-he hadn't ever in Oz-if he really tried. But he did want the guy to be okay. Love did that for a person-It was known that Chris wanted Toby happy.

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 07:03 am UTC (link)

He nodded through what Chris said, seeing the truth in it; that small part of him- his 'conscience', he realized- saw the manipulation. Sugar coating. But he was past the point of caring, of being indignant. If nothing else, he was fascinated. Tobias was literally the only person here, who knew of Chris' true self. The killer, the tortue artist. And still, he found himself getting suckered into this. Imagine what he could do to the unsuspecting public.

He had to laugh at the sick little thrill the idea sent through him. "'Love you back, you crazy ass." Shaking his head a little, a bit of Toby's manic side showed through, as he turned to kiss Chris hotly, leaning back just enough to make room to speak. "Alright. What's step two, in your fuckign cunning plan?" 'Kidnapping' Stabler's daughter had obviously been the warning shot.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 07:15 am UTC (link)

The kiss made Chris moan softly, the built up excitement that he had to stifle to calm the man down, to get him in, pouring into it for the short moment it lasted. His hand cupped the back of the man's neck again and he kissed him again after the question before answering.

"Convincing him that he still wants to be my friend after this. From what I'm told, Stabler's got a rage problem and he's more than likely going to fucking flip at me over this. So, step two is talking my fucking way out of step one, baby," He laughed at how great it was, how much fun he would have, a scary idea, really, for outside parties, but whatever. Chris was the guy who laughed at violence, who grinned when insulted because he knew how great it was going to be when he got a person back for it.

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 05:52 pm UTC (link)

Toby let himself believe that the excitement in the kiss was just as much for him, as Chris' plan. That was why he was doing this. To see the man happy, and maybe have a bit of that directed back at him. It was selfish, sure, but considering all he had here was his life, his daughter, and Chris (although, arguably, Chris controlled all three of those things more than he'd like to admit)... well, it was the only option, as far as his priorities went.

He nodded along with the rest of the plan, actually smiling along with Chris' laugh, before pressing into him again, kissing his neck.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 06:10 pm UTC (link)

Chris just wanted to have Toby want to be part of his plan and not worrying about it. He wanted the man to be excited, by into it. It wasn't like he was going to kill Stabler. He was just going to mess with him, break him down, let him build himself back up. He had done it to Beecher, after all. Mind, he had screwed up in a way, falling in love with Toby, but he was certain that wouldn't happen this time. He already had Toby, after all.

Chris moved his hand against Toby's hip again, sliding it along a little as his arm behind the man's back tightened and pulled him closer still. The warmth of his body through his shirt was perfect, and Chris was basking in the high of the man not only wanting to be a part of this but also wanting him so eagerly over it. He could get behind this being a kink for them.

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 06:26 pm UTC (link)

"Chris," The name was a breath against the man's neck, as he shifted to put himself in the man's lap. He groaned at the feel of Chris' hand on his hip, moving to try and encourage the grope; something about all of this was getting him hot and bothered, and he was content not to overanalyze it. He was with Chris, and they were on good terms. Fuck what that meant for everybody else.

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	willkillfortoby 2008-03-10 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	Smirking over how much Toby seemed into the idea, Chris just got into the groping, his hand moving to cup the man through his pants and press against his groin. He bent his head to get a kiss from the man, tilting his head up with a bump of his chin against Toby's jaw. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	otherofoz 2008-03-10 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	Toby felt the smirk and followed it with one of his own, letting his hips roll up into Chris' palm with a grunt- not exactly a passive submission, but Chris did have him by the balls. Literally. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 07:09 pm UTC (link)

Chris put an arm around Toby's waist, laughing slightly into the kiss as he squeezed his hand. He enjoyed the man crawling into his lap, wanting his touch, and he arched his hips up a bit to press into the man's ass with his own erection.

"Baby, hey," He pulled away from the kiss, a hand smoothing down Toby's back and along his ass, "Want to fuck right here on this couch?" He grinned wolfishly, raising his eyebrows. Hey, they hadn't got to have sex in many different places. He was still having the novelty of sleeping in the same bed afterwards. And doing it in a bed big enough to fit them both was nice, too.

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	otherofoz 2008-03-10 07:12 pm UTC (link)
	His grin grew to match, and he nodded, bowing his back so he could slip his hands between them, to start working on Chris' fly. Leaning in, he nit at the man's earlobe before whispering to him, voice breathy. "I want you wherever you'll have me, from now on. I just want you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 07:20 pm UTC (link)

"Oh fuck yeah, Toby," Chris turned his head to catch the man's lip in a hot kiss, the declaration making him all the more eager. For all the manipulation Chris did, Toby certainly knew what to say and when to say it. His hand grasped at Toby's ass and pulled him forward a bit even as he was having his pants undone. His fingers moved to Toby's fly and he started working and shoving the pants off him even as he was trying to keep the kiss going.

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otherofoz
2008-03-10 08:11 pm UTC (link)

Toby managed to keep his balance, after years of learning to undress them in odd, cramped positions. It was by the merit of that alone, that he managed to get Chris' pants down without getting off his lap. He finally had to stand briefly, to kick his own off, but once that was done, he pressed himself flush against Chris, skin on hot skin, at least from the waist down. It wasn't hard to see he wanted it.

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willkillfortoby
2008-03-10 08:36 pm UTC (link)

Chris might have been surprised that he was suddenly pantless without really thinking about it, but hey, he was pantless without really thinking about it. Who was he to complain?

Feeling the man's erection push against his, Chris huffed out a breathy laugh as he reached between them, guiding their cocks together, "Oh, fuck baby, you're so sexy when you're like this," He muttered as he leaned up for another kiss. His hand let go and moved to lift Toby up a bit, trying to urge the sex along.