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Soren Elias Chappu Skwigelf ([info]twiceloved) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2009-10-18 00:11:00

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Entry tags:cassidy turner, soren skwigelf

Who: Soren Skwigelf and Cassidy Turner.
What: Impromptu road trip slash dinner date.
When: Saturday night.
Where: Here and there.
Warnings: They are going to try very hard to keep it PG-13.



Soren pulled on a pair of clean jeans and - shock! - a t-shirt with sleeves. It was one that Cass had bought him a while ago, and Soren figured it would be good to look nice if they were eating somewhere. Tugging on his boots, he tried to clear his mind, tried not to think about fighting with his uncle, tried not to think about the pesky itch in his fingertips that he just knew would be assuaged if only he had an X-Acto knife. That wasn't an option anymore. He wasn't that person anymore. He was better.

He moved downstairs to meet Cass, wallet already in his back pocket, sitting down on the floor and snuggling Dog while he waited. So far, in the five days of his and Cass' No Sex Experiment, Soren had only chafed himself while jacking off once, and he hadn't even had to call Teja yet. So far, so good. But he did, however, notice himself losing his temper more often. He was acting a lot more like his father, if anything else.

Sighing a little, he picked Dog up, holding him aloft and making motorboat noises as he guided the dog to his face, laughing when the animal kicked all of its legs and tried to kiss him.



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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 05:27 am UTC (link)
Cass laughed as he walked back in through the door, "Car's warming up, we can get going as soon as you and Dog are done with whatever it is you're doing. I've already told Henn we're going out. She warned us to be on our best behavior 'or else'," he said with airquotes, running a brush through his hair one last time before leaving the house. He'd already spent an hour or so with Henn to get rid of the pesky sexual frustration that led to his bad mood. He was proud of himself just at the moment, and had decided to leave what he and Miniver argued about where it was - in the past.

He had on his usual array of dark clothes. A long-sleeved black velvet shirt snugly fit around his torso and arms, clinging to a form that, when he'd bought the thing, was at a level of skinny that was worrisome. Now, it looked better on him since he'd put on weight again. He wore a pair of black pants with D-rings sewn onto various places, and between four of them, were some bondage straps that criss-crossed behind him. It wasn't exactly dressed up, but for Cass, it was more dressed up than he'd gotten since he'd started school again. He felt that he owed it to Soren to look his best, and had spent half the day preening and obsessively grooming himself, because he had nothing better to do with that time.

He jangled the keys and then picked up a squeaky ball to toss down the hall so Dog would go after it, and he winked at Soren. "Where do you want to go, direction-wise?"

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 05:33 am UTC (link)
"Dog was keeping me company while I waited." He grinned, holding Dog up enough so that the animal looked very much like he was swimming in midair to reach Soren. "Of course we'll be on our best behaviour, though I admit part of me really wants to know what that 'or else' is." He chuckled. While Cass had been with Henn, Soren had been napping, then idly emailing back and forth with his agent, discussing possible covers for his new book. It probably wasn't as effective as what Cass had done, but Soren didn't want to go bother Teja just yet.

When he looked at Cass, he sighed and bit his lower lip, shifting a little as he sat. Once Dog was flailing and yipping to go after the ball, Soren let him go, chuckling as he ran as if his life depended on it. Standing up, Soren shrugged. "Doesn't really matter, as long as we've got music and some food, eventually." He stretched and yawned. "I'm hungry as balls."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 05:38 am UTC (link)
"Balls get hungry?" He idly teased as he bounced down the stairs and slid into his car, buckling in. He didn't know why, but today he wanted to drive fast enough where Soren was back to being edgy and nervous. Even if Soren was getting more used to driving - and riding in - cars, Cassidy still always had the desire to see how far he could take things. He waited for Soren to get situated before he drove in a northern direction. "Let's see what we find beyond the metropolitan. Do the honors, luv," he said, motioning vaguely to the mp3 player in the center console.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 05:40 am UTC (link)
"As balls is a modifier, doof, like as fuck." He grinned and hopped into the car, sitting down and buckling his seatbelt. He nodded a little bit, liking Cass' idea of getting out of the city. Soren was more comfortable in cars than he had been a year ago, to be sure, but he still hated London traffic. Smiling, he selected something upbeat but not too loud on the MP3 player, just for while they were still in the city. Leaning his head against the window, he looked at Cass. "You look really... yeah. Really good. Tease."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 05:46 am UTC (link)
"You smell incredible," Cass said with a sigh. "Two more days and it'll be a week, which is longer than I predicted you'll last. If I can get two weeks without, that will be a surprise. I'm really proud of you, Soren." He rolled down his window part of the way and pulled a cigarette out of the silver case in the center console, and put it to his lips. "I'll try to take the side roads so we don't run into much traffic."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 05:51 am UTC (link)
"To be honest, I'm just working way more and sleeping when it gets unbearable and I'm glad I can heal chafing." He shrugged and smiled a little. "I like sleeping with Henn, I do, but she's not you. And I haven't gone to Tej yet. I won't unless I'm dying - he's got his girl, and I don't want to mess him up in the head too badly." He shrugged and took a cigarette as well, lighting Cass' before his own. "I appreciate it. ... I honestly don't know if I can go a month. Is it cheating if I have Sadako remove my sex drive for the rest of the time?"

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 05:57 am UTC (link)
"Wanting is part of the waiting, Soren," sighed Cassidy, blowing smoke as he did. "But really, we never had sex half as often as we have been. It was really becoming focal in our lives. We've missed out on other fun things, too. Parties. Going out and having fun. I mean, not just with each other but others as well. Maybe uncle Miniver is right and we're entirely too insular. I hope this will at least... bring back into focus what we're missing out on."

He took another drag of his cigarette and continued to drive, tapping his fingers on the wheel along to the beat. "And we really should be considering what we should do for our girl, you know? Her birthday's under two weeks away and I really do want to surprise her. Give her something she'll remember."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 06:03 am UTC (link)
"Says the guy who didn't chafe himself this morning." Soren grinned and shrugged, rolling his window down and sighing. "He does have a point, though it's sort of a half-assed one. I want you to be focal, just not your cock, and yeah, I do love sleeping with you - don't ever mistake that, because seriously, I'm going to break you after this month's over - but honestly, I feel like we were making up for lost time. We were doing everything we should've been doing when we were seventeen. I agree with you, though not so much about the parties, because I'm more of a homebody for you."

Soren chuckled and grinned, slouching in his seat to get more comfortable. "I've already got part of my gift set up for her. I found a huge hill pretty close to home. I think she'll like my idea. Teja already said it's stupid, so it must be fun."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 06:10 am UTC (link)
The part about Teja saying something was stupid got Cass to huff a chuckle. "I don't think he ever learned the lesson of play, poor Teja. But I agree, we are making up for lost time. However, we're missing out on the now. Your brother called me up during lunch the other day and scolded me for being a workaholic who only enjoys sex. It was weird, coming from a Skwigelf. Skadi never would have said something like that."

He flicked the ash out the window and took another drag of his cigarette, contemplating what Sindre had said. "So maybe we should get out more often, do things that we've always done. Sex is really only tertiary to enjoying your presence, to enjoying life."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 06:13 am UTC (link)
Soren smiled a little. "Sin's a lot... I really do like him. He's a lot like what I wanted when I was a kid." He squeezed Cass' hand. "I like sex too, but um. After this month, we get to do it again, right? Maybe not all the time, you have a point, but I refuse to be a monk, you know." Almost to himself, he murmured. "I should take Sin out for lunch too, actually. I worry about him a lot."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 06:21 am UTC (link)
"Are you daft? We're not going to just stop and cut off all sex just because this month's just a test of our endurance. It's just gotten a little crazy, that's all. And you should. I don't know if he eats much more than what Brend brings him, and that's not enough, generally speaking." He took a turn and started onto the highway once they reached the city limits, purring a little because he could speed up. "Mmph. Man, I love the handling in this machine, I rarely get to drive it to its full potential. It's like spitting in Ares' face if I don't, though."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 06:23 am UTC (link)
"No, I'm not, I just wanted to double check. Maybe you had some sort of life changing revelation and that included not touching me anymore." He shrugged sheepishly. "I get paranoid easily. And I think honestly that he really does forget to eat. He's kind of scatterbrained, you know." Soren bobbed his head to the beat of a song that had come on the MP3 player, and due to the car being quiet, didn't even realize that they'd sped up until he looked out the window and shrieked.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 06:28 am UTC (link)
Cass laughed and shook his head, "Aw, where's your sense of adventure, Princess? It's just four miles over the speed limit. I swear, you're the reincarnated soul of a little old bitty who never took her car over 40 KPH." He took Soren's hand and squeezed it. "I promise, you're just fine."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 06:29 am UTC (link)
"That is way more than four miles over the speed limit, you nutter." Soren clapped his free hand over his eyes and squeezed Cass' hand with his other. "You know, I love you more than anything. I like sex with you, but this? Just as good. Seriously. You make me laugh." He smiled and shrugged - but kept one hand firmly glued over his eyes.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 06:32 am UTC (link)
"Open your eyes, Soren, I promise it's just fine. Let me have my hand back." He took his hand back and shifted gears, accelerating even more, since the road was entirely deserted, and Soren really needed to stop worrying. "I've got full control, baby, don't worry about a thing."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 06:35 am UTC (link)
Peeking out from his fingers, he let Cass have his hand to control the car. That made sense to him. Plus, he could put the other hand over his eyes. Seeing less meant less chance of the car suddenly exploding. "It's lees me worried about you, Cass, it's more me worrying about one of the tires popping and us suddenly careening out of control and flipping and you in a wheelchair and hating yourself more and more because you can't do anything you love so that one day in about five years you ask me to kill you because you can't walk anymore." Soren's voice was breathy, just this side of controlled panic. "I know. It's crazy. Don't have to tell me."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 06:47 am UTC (link)
He was certainly thinking it loud enough, though. "Soren, look. Don't worry. Nothing will happen. These tires are practically new, the road is smooth, there's not another car in sight. It's perfect. Just relax, baby. Take three deep breaths, feel how calm I am, and then look again."

That much was true, Cass was almost at a state of Nirvana, he was so calm. His endorphins were high, and his body almost felt lighter due to the speed. He decided that if Soren continued to be a chickenshit, he'd slow down after a minute more, but for the most part, he knew he had control of the car.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 06:51 am UTC (link)
Closing his eyes, Soren drew deep breaths, focusing on filling his lungs for four seconds, and exhaling for three. He remembered how his mother had taught him to cast his first few spells, how she'd taught him to visualize what he wanted, then manifest it into being. He focused on calm. He focused on how assured Cass was, how far he'd come in his own life. Opening his eyes, he blinked and slowly drew his hands down. "Well. They put these things through crash tests for a reason, I guess."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 06:59 am UTC (link)
"And furthermore, this car's got an anti-skid system and airbags everywhere, not to mention it's built out of the finest materials. In the event of anything going badly, we'd likely wind up doing more damage to the road, than the road would do to us." He smiled at Soren for a moment, winking, before turning to concentrate on the road once more.

"Not to mention, the bloody thing is pure electric. I'll never have to refuel."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 07:04 am UTC (link)
"Not while you've got me around, if you can't find a plug, I could always zap it." He leaned back a little and let his head rest against the back of his seat. He turned his head to look at Cass. "Do you see what you just did? Helping me break out of stupid old fears that are really just habit - and all you did was talk. I don't get why people say we're bad for each other. Sure, we're still figuring stuff out, but all couples do that. You're great for me. You get me out of my head, and I really need that." He smiled and leaned over to kiss Cass' shoulder - a fairly innocent spot, and it was through the velvet of his shirt. Soren wasn't cheating.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 07:11 am UTC (link)
Cass smiled and tossed the cigarette out the window. He slowed down just enough where it wouldn't scare Soren for him to take a hand off the wheel before ruffling his hair. "We're only as bad for each other as anyone is bad for themselves. Mm, we're coming up on a town." He slowed up even more at that, and brought it back down a gear.

"Soren, if any one thing could be said about your impact on me, is that you've never failed to bring me out of my own head, too. It helps incredibly, mostly because it's a spooky place there."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 07:20 am UTC (link)
"I like your head, you know. It's comfy." He smiled a little bit, taking Cass' hand and kissing his wrist. He was sure to stay away from sensitive finger areas. "I wonder if there's food here? It sounds like there's a gnome in my stomach that's going to kick its way out."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 07:26 am UTC (link)
"I'm sure there's a pub or something," Cassidy said with a purr. Again, the thought did cross his mind to cheat just a little bit tonight, but he shoved it aside almost immediately with an adamant 'NO!'

It didn't take long before he found a fast food restaurant, at the very least. He drove slowly into the parking lot and looked over at Soren, "Go in, or drive-thru? I'd prefer the latter, means we don't have to be seen in one of those places."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 07:30 am UTC (link)
"Drive-thru!" Soren bounced a little in his seat, scanning the menu and squinting. "Okay. I need a double cheeseburger, large curly fries, large vanilla shake, and um. Some extra ketchup." He blushed a little. "I probably won't eat anything else today, and I might go for a jog later."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 07:39 am UTC (link)
Cass drove up and then nodded, memorizing what Soren wanted before driving up to the little box and speaking into it. He ordered Soren's food and then his own, which consisted of a fish sandwich meal with proper fries and a sprite. He did, however, large size his order, if only for the large drink. Driving through to the window, he raised his brow at Soren, "I've my wallet, but it's oddly empty. I didn't have the time during the week to get to the bank. Could you?"

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 07:44 am UTC (link)
Soren rolled his eyes. "You don't have to ask." He pulled out his wallet and handed Cass some cash, taking the time to sneak in a kiss on the cheek. "What's mine is yours, you know that." He took the time to close his eyes, really trying to listen in on Cass' mental wavelength, just enjoying being near him. "We should take this and have a picnic, I can light a fire."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-10-18 09:28 am UTC (link)
"That's a brilliant plan," Cassidy concluded, handing Soren the bags as they were handed to him. He closed his window before driving back onto the road, smiling faintly. "Where do you suggest we go? Back the way we came, or further up the road, into shepherd's territory?"

He was mellow and content, and having Soren there by him made the experience somehow more satisfying. Cass couldn't think of a single moment where he was more relaxed without Soren around, than when he was with. He leaned back in his seat and made grabbyhands for his fries.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-10-18 09:33 am UTC (link)
"I have those sometimes," Soren grinned. He took the bags and focused on drinking his shake, sucking hard through the straw, brow furrowing in concentration. Once he'd gotten a proper sip, he shrugged. "Shepherd's territory sounds nice. Oh, maybe we'll see a sheep! They're adorable and delicious at the same time." He made quiet little nom noises in the back of his throat, mostly to tease Cass.

Grinning at his husband's grabbyhands, Soren took out Cass fries and held a couple out so Cass could keep both hands on the wheel and still munch. "So, since I'm helping Pappa and playing for him before those shows, maybe we should renew our vows and take our honeymoon during that downtime between the US tour and the European tour? I figured I'd leave that up to you."

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