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Steve Rogers/Captain America ([info]kicksnaziass) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2008-10-26 12:08:00

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Who: Steve and Psyche
What: Walking on the beach
Where: Ocean Beach, San Diego, CA
When: Saturday evening



It was a slightly chilly night but that didn't keep Steve from wearing knee-length shorts on the beach. He was barefoot, with only a San Diego State sweatshirt on to keep him warm (an intern had purchased it for him, after she'd seen him looking cold in the office). Obviously the man was troubled as he walked through the moonlit sand, eyes shifting from the ground at his feet to the glittering ocean. Some nights he just couldn't fall asleep due to the fact he couldn't stop thinking. Maybe it was a silly thing to suffer from but it was what he had to deal with.

In his mind he kept seeing Tony, the few moments he remembered before he died. He could see his friends - his fellow super heroes - being hurt, apprehended and made into the villains. It seemed almost worse than what Hitler had done to the Jews in his time. Almost. All the memories kept him from sleeping so he took a port key to San Diego, Ocean Beach specifically, since he found the ocean soothing. Calming.

He took out his cell phone and left a message on the boards for Psyche, a faint smile crossing his lips when she said she'd be there. Pausing in his walk he turned toward the ocean and stared out at it's glistening waters, thoughtful.



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[info]kicksnaziass
2008-10-28 02:17 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah. Before I joined the avengers, though, when I first became Captain America I fought in World War II. I still have nightmares about that but they tapered off after I was thawed out and working with the avengers." He sighed. "But then the civil war happened and I had to fight against Tony and the people I'd worked with..."

Steve glanced at Psyche.

"I'm rambling but...I've been having nightmares and they trouble me."

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[info]sleepswithlove
2008-10-28 03:05 pm UTC (link)
"Wait...thawed out? And no, you're not rambling. I want to know about you."

She was beginning to wonder if it wouldn't have been easier simply to read his past. But no, she wanted to hear it from him.

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[info]kicksnaziass
2008-10-28 07:48 pm UTC (link)
"Well, when I died in World War two I fell into the Atlantic wherein I became frozen in a block of ice. S.H.I.E.L.D got me out of the ocean and un-thawed me all these years later to use me for the Avengers." Steve explained.

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[info]sleepswithlove
2008-10-29 06:47 pm UTC (link)
"Oh. Wow." She looked down and was silent for a bit, digesting that. When she looked back up, she was smiling, but her eyes were still full of questions. "You've had a pretty eventful life, haven't you? And Tony is the friend that talked to me right? You fought him?"

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[info]kicksnaziass
2008-10-30 03:30 pm UTC (link)
"I guess. Really I just wanted...to fight for my country. Everything else that happened was a mistake. A fluke and yes, Tony is...my friend. He was my best friend. Is my best friend I guess. It's just awkward now between us because...well, he let me die." Steve frowned faintly.

"That, and he's moved on with his life. He's got Pepper, and a baby coming and no room for me anymore."

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[info]sleepswithlove
2008-11-01 01:01 am UTC (link)
"He let you die?" Psyche stopped walking and turned to look at Steve. She cupped his cheek with her palm. "You're not alone, Steve. Don't ever think that."

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[info]kicksnaziass
2008-11-01 03:44 pm UTC (link)
"He didn't...want it to happen. It just sort of did and he didn't stop it in time." Obviously Steve was only a bit sore about it and had, for the most part, forgiven Steve. However when Psyche cupped his cheek he closed his eyes and leaned into the touch.

"I feel like it sometimes."

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