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Pickles the Drummer (notgherkin) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-05-25 00:11:00

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miniver cheevy, pickles (dethklok)

Dude okay I'm reallyreally drunk right now so er... I don't really know you know.... if there's like... supposed to be...

okay I can do this.

Is it the present yet? Can I like, you know.

STOP drinking for a second? You know because like...

I'm pretty drunk.

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	miniver 2008-05-25 06:21 am UTC (link)
	I WANNA COME HOME NOW. The other timeswitchings were kinda fun but SPACE IS REALLY FREAKY AND SCARY AND I DON'T LIKE BEING BACK IN THE TIME I WAS BORN AND I WANNA GO HOME (Reply to this) (Thread)

	notgherkin 2008-05-25 06:26 am UTC (link)
	Oh dude I totally know how you feel like... Dude. Come on. This shit's getting a little bit fucking too much. I miss you. I wanna just like, curl up and be like, hermits from the world and stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	miniver 2008-05-25 06:30 am UTC (link)
	yeah. that sounds awesome. really really really awesome. I wanna hold you until I forget who's who and stay there til we fucking feel like moving again and not have to worry about anyone MAKING us. ;_; (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Miniver notgherkin 2008-05-25 06:36 am UTC (link)
	Baby, you have no idea how much it hurts to know you're out there right now, and I can't just come over and hold you in my arms and make it all better. When you come back, I'm not letting you go again. Fuck the pirates, they can find someone to take your place, because dammit, you're irreplaceable to me. They can find another poet, I can't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Sean

miniver
2008-05-25 06:43 am UTC (link)

I got plenty idea. I worry about you all the damn time and this ain't like touring when I know I can go home whenever I want and tell my robot guy to fucking fuck whatever I got scheduled and just be with you if I need to but I CAN'T and jesus I get so scared about shit it's just STUPID but...

fucking fuck I can't even breathe sometimes. This ain't even like being with my band. I knew those guys and we could, y'know, be there with each other. This is way more like being kind of alone. I can't even go see Bill whenever I want to. it's okay when I'm busy and don't think about it but every time I DO it gets worse and

i just miss you.

I miss hearing you talk and I miss falling asleep next to you and I miss everything so much...

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Baby

notgherkin
2008-05-25 06:48 am UTC (link)

Blow it off. There will be other adventures, baby. There ain't nothin' worse than knowin' you're over there, feeling lonely.

If you don't come home soon, I'm coming out there and I'm stealing you. Fuck what they say, a man's duty ain't to his captain first, it's to his own damn self. And your own damn self is breaking.

I swear to god, even if Anne's a good lady, I'll kick her ass to get you back.

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Lover...

miniver
2008-05-25 06:51 am UTC (link)

Jesus I feel like such a fucking loser for doing that but man... I don't even know where we're going anymore or what we're looking for.

what do I tell Anne? And Bill and Jack? They TOLD me I could go but I didn't wanna disappoint them like that. What if they decide I really am just some fucking bum after all and disappear? I feel like I owe them something for helping me out so much before you got here when I was REALLY alone.

jesus I don't know what I'm doing anymore. FUCK.

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Min

notgherkin
2008-05-25 06:55 am UTC (link)

Dude, if they can't understand how hard it is for you, then they forgot how it is to be fucking human. Fuck 'em.

I know you feel indebted but you know what? If they're your friends, they'll know better than to let some douchebag adventure be more important than your feelings.

There's always next time, baby. And anyways, I ain't lettin' you say no on this. This ain't a decision.

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	Rose-Red miniver 2008-05-25 07:01 am UTC (link)
	i keep telling myself it's like, just because I'm going into a downswing now? ...but it's always been really hard for me to get through those without you anyway. so i dunno what to do. guess I really should just tell bill I can't do this anymore. fuck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	It's gotten that bad, hm. notgherkin 2008-05-25 07:04 am UTC (link)
	I'll give you back to him once you're not feeling vulnerable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maybe a little yeah miniver 2008-05-25 07:10 am UTC (link)
	you don't have to... um... lemme think about that later. I just tried and it makes me all dizzy. :( I hate this. fuckit baby I don't feel good. I hope it was just that stupid glitterbooze. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Babydoll notgherkin 2008-05-25 07:19 am UTC (link)
	A knight in rusted armor, Shaking his fist at the pouring rain, Never content, Laments, "All gods are bastards." Yeah okay that's it, get our assassinchick to take you home. Tell her I'll fucking PAY her to do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sean miniver 2008-05-25 07:20 am UTC (link)
	okay i love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cheev notgherkin 2008-05-25 07:23 am UTC (link)
	I love you too. I'll be waiting. (Reply to this) (Parent)