Lover...
Jesus I feel like such a fucking loser for doing that but man... I don't even know where we're going anymore or what we're looking for.
what do I tell Anne? And Bill and Jack? They TOLD me I could go but I didn't wanna disappoint them like that. What if they decide I really am just some fucking bum after all and disappear? I feel like I owe them something for helping me out so much before you got here when I was REALLY alone.