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Dude, if they can't understand how hard it is for you, then they forgot how it is to be fucking human. Fuck 'em.
I know you feel indebted but you know what? If they're your friends, they'll know better than to let some douchebag adventure be more important than your feelings.
There's always next time, baby. And anyways, I ain't lettin' you say no on this. This ain't a decision.