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Tweak says, "A dingo ate my maybe!"

There's something wrong with Parker. (thethief) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2010-01-22 21:41:00

Entry tags:

eliot spencer, parker

I never write private things but I.. can't stand it anymore. Everyone just leaves and comes back and acts like it doesn't matter. Hardison just disappeared. So did Wade. And Eliot went off with his.. wife, and she disappeared. And Nate has Sam and Sophie. Everyone just left me by myself. I was fine by myself dammit. I didn't need anyone and now I'm upset because people left. Then they just come back like it doesn't matter. They had family. They have family. Everyone has family. But me.

I'm just always going to be by myself. I guess I deserve it. after all. I killed mine.

Job's done. Nearly wiped the casino out. Don't know what to do next. Maybe retire. Still hate this place. Can't I go home?

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	thebearclaw 2010-01-23 03:54 am UTC (link)
	You seem to enjoy it? I don't know; why do you do what you do? [Parker] And why aren't you supposed to have emotions? Everyone has emotions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thethief 2010-01-23 04:00 am UTC (link)
	Because I like cash. [Peter] Just not good at them. Not good at anything but stealing things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thebearclaw 2010-01-23 04:55 am UTC (link)
	Then do it because you like money. It's as good a reason as any, right? [Parker] You seem to be better at talking to people than I am. And you can work to be better at things you want to be. Part of the good thing about this place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thethief 2010-01-23 05:07 am UTC (link)
	I have a lot of money. [Peter] I'm really not. I don't know what to say or how to say it. Nah, I'm not good at things I want to be either. I don't want to be anything. I just want to go home. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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