I never write private things but I.. can't stand it anymore. Everyone just leaves and comes back and acts like it doesn't matter. Hardison just disappeared. So did Wade. And Eliot went off with his.. wife, and she disappeared. And Nate has Sam and Sophie. Everyone just left me by myself. I was fine by myself dammit. I didn't need anyone and now I'm upset because people left. Then they just come back like it doesn't matter. They had family. They have family. Everyone has family. But me.
I'm just always going to be by myself. I guess I deserve it. after all. I killed mine.
Job's done. Nearly wiped the casino out. Don't know what to do next. Maybe retire. Still hate this place. Can't I go home?