Tweak

InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "Tweak says!"

Username: 
Password:    
Remember Me
  • Create Account
  • IJ Login
  • OpenID Login
Search by : 
  • View
    • Create Account
    • IJ Login
    • OpenID Login
  • Journal
    • Post
    • Edit Entries
    • Customize Journal
    • Comment Settings
    • Recent Comments
    • Manage Tags
  • Account
    • Manage Account
    • Viewing Options
    • Manage Profile
    • Manage Notifications
    • Manage Pictures
    • Manage Schools
    • Account Status
  • Friends
    • Edit Friends
    • Edit Custom Groups
    • Friends Filter
    • Nudge Friends
    • Invite
    • Create RSS Feed
  • Asylums
    • Post
    • Asylum Invitations
    • Manage Asylums
    • Create Asylum
  • Site
    • Support
    • Upgrade Account
    • FAQs
    • Search By Location
    • Search By Interest
    • Search Randomly

Olivia Hughes ([info]_olivia) wrote in [info]thefield,
@ 2009-02-16 14:54:00

Previous Entry  Add to memories!  Tell a Friend!  Next Entry
Entry tags:arlo, olivia, z - 1st tribe - day 07

I'm not a bird. I don't belong in trees.
Who: Olivia & Arlo
When: Day 7 - evening
Where: The climber tree
What: Finding a spot to sleep
Rating: PG-13 (for language, mention of self harm)

Perhaps it was a personal choice, but Olivia would rather risk getting eaten alive by sleeping on a lower branch, than risk falling to her death from a higher branch and being eaten alive while she was in too much pain to fight back. Air was like water. It provided no support. If you're falling water and air don't lend you a helping hand to get you back on your feet. If it wasn't for solid ground you'd keep falling and falling and never stop. So therefore, solid ground was the nicest thing in the world.

But everyone had made the importance of sleeping in a tree rather clear and so Olivia had forced herself to climb up onto one of the lower branches her first night there. She hadn't gotten any sleep, but that was common for her. On the streets she was always alert, which meant she was a light sleeper. While some other homeless people had become heavy sleepers so they could sleep through the sound of traffic and whatever other noises filled New York city at night, Olivia had done the opposite. She was always prepared for an attack and most often, an attack came. Her nights were always filled with pain and fear, which was probably why the sound of the Laughers a few feet below where she had been sitting wasn't so frightening.

That night she had planned to spend her time on the same branch and as long as she was silent and perfectly still nobody would notice where she was. Quietly she pulled herself up onto the lower branch and settled down against the thick tree trunk. She then wrapped her tiny arms around the trunk, because no even though she wasn't very far from the ground, it was still the scariest thing in the world. She could handle the abuse, the fear and the pain of living on the streets, but get her off of the ground and she was the most frightened thing in the world.


(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)


[info]_olivia
2009-02-16 05:59 pm UTC (link)
"Be-because I won't know," Olivia stuttered weakly. "I-I'll be f-falling and I w-won't know what's going to hap-happen. When people hurt me, I-I know it's going to hur-hurt. But if I'm f-falling I-I won't know wh-what's going to happen until it's already hap-happened."

She had put a lot of thought into this. She hated the unknown. The thought of experiencing something new was frightening. Her entire life was a routine. Wake up on the street, find something to eat out of a trashcan, go to the park, go to a hotel with a strange man, go back out onto the street and sleep. If she changed her routine, would somebody take her place? If she climbed the tree and fell, would she die? That wouldn't be so bad. What if she didn't die? What if she broke both her legs? She'd be alive, but useless.

"I-I'm from New-New York," she added as she slowly inched along her branch, closer to where he was standing. Curiously she leaned to look at him more closely in the darkness, her dark hair falling across her black eye and swollen cheek. "Are you a bad man?" she asked simply, as if she was asking him something as normal as the time.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]boss_fisher
2009-02-16 06:13 pm UTC (link)
"What are you jabbering about? I already said I ain't gonna hurt you, you want me to stamp it on my fuckin' forehead for your reference?" Bad man? What was she, nine? He remebered telling Laurel never to talk to strangers in case they were bad people. That if someone ever tried to hurt her he'd kill them. Flat out. This girl had obviously never had that. He ground his teeth. People ought to take care of their children, not abandon them. Leave them lost without last names to get covered in nasty bruises. Scum. He pulled himself onto the branch to join her, wincing slightly at the effort - he was in decent shape sure, but he was still pushing 40, and a love of Texan cuisine hadn't exactly given him washboard abs.

"You don't know what'll happen when a Laugher gets you, either, sugar. You'll be ripped into tiny pieces, sure, but how long's it gonna take? They gonna be chewing down on ya while you're still alive? You even got a weapon that would work against 'em for sure? It's a whole new world of danger. It's not pretty. Now are you going to get into that tree or not? It's gettin' dark and I wanna get up there myself. We gotta keep sensible fuckin' heads on our shoulders in this place."

Not that her sex often found being sensible was something they could do. Olivia was clearly no exception. A timid bag of bones, too stupid to take care of herself.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]_olivia
2009-02-16 08:51 pm UTC (link)
Olivia drew back again when he pulled himself up onto the branch. She had a firm belief that anyone within a foot of her was only that close because they wanted to hurt her in one way or another. Nervously she fidgeted, unwrapping her arms from the tree as she slowly slid her fingers under one of the sleeves of her jacket, just enough to dig her sharp nails into her wrist. Pain was a familiar feeling, and while she did not enjoy it, it helped to remind her that even though she was in a different place, some things were still the same.

"I-I have a knife," she said in response to having a weapon. She slipped a hand into the pocket of her jeans, pulling out a handful of dried flowers along with a small pocket knife. Carefully she put the flowers away, before holding the knife out for him to see. It wasn't exactly the best weapon in the world, however it was covered with blood that had dried and caked off in some spots. Unfortunately it was all her blood, as she never would dare to hurt another person.

"You-you can go up, but-but I'm going to stay here," she told him in a soft, yet stubborn voice.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]boss_fisher
2009-02-16 08:57 pm UTC (link)
He eyed the knife. Blood. That was, uh, not great. But she was hardly threatening. He very much doubted there was ever going to be a girl who managed to stick him like a pig. Especially not one as wretched as this.
"You stab someone? Hell, never mind, don't even answer that - you don't need that here though, alright? Give me the damn knife, doubt you even know how to work it properly. Shit."
He held out a hand to take the thing from her. Her having it made him uneasy not because he thought he might stab her, but because he didn't like to see a person who was so blatently a useless liability armed. It seemed like a waste or something. And he was also damned if he was going to let her sleep down here on this branch - but that was an issue he'd address after the blade.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]_olivia
2009-02-16 09:41 pm UTC (link)
Olivia quickly hugged the knife against her chest, not willing to give it up easily. "But.. but it's mine," she said, as if the knife was her most treasured possession. It most likely was, as it was the only thing she owned. "I-I didn't stab any-anyone," she adde, even though he told her not to answer.

"I-I know how to use.. use it," the brunette explained, drawing away as he held out his hand. Her entire body flinched as if she had just been hit. "Do.. do you want to see?" she asked, before easily opening the blade of the small knife with one hand, while she pushed up her dirty and ripped Army jacket sleeve with the other. Her slender wrist was covered in bruises, scars, cuts and scratches, all of them different ages. She extended her arm, as if to let him admire her knife skills. "If.. if I give it to..to you. wh-what will happen when I'm b-bad?" she asked weakly.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]boss_fisher
2009-02-16 09:47 pm UTC (link)
He stared at her arm rather blankly. That was a stupid thing to do. She was obviously insane. Arlo could only really think how ill-equipped he was to deal with a crazy girl. He didn't know a damn thing about her, how was he meant to calm her down?

He sighed.
"Well there's a sure fire way to prove you don't know how to work it. The point is you get the sharp part in the other guy. You're beyond crazy, sweetheart. Now let's get you up this tree."
Not unkind, but no-nonsense. Impatient. Arlo was sick of her. He'd have words with Helena as soon as he got the chance regarding Olivia - someone more fucking maternal ought to keep tabs on this sort of bullshit.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]_olivia
2009-02-16 09:59 pm UTC (link)
Olivia pulled her sleeve back down over her arm. Her head tilted to one side again as she heard him sigh. That was a sure sign that she was bothering him. Tears welled in her lifeless eyes as she looked down. "I-I'm sorry," she told him faintly as she nuzzled her bruised face against the tree again, enjoying the feeling of the cool surface against her injured skin.

"I-I would never ever hurt some-somebody," she told him honestly. "Girls aren't supposed to hurt anybody," she added, not stuttering for once. She had heard those words so many times that they had been brainwashed into her head.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]boss_fisher
2009-02-16 10:03 pm UTC (link)
Well, okay, good. There was something they agreed on at least.

"Yeah. They're not. Girls oughtta do what they're told - shame you don't ever find one that does. So if you're so hellbent on being a good girl, just...do what I say. Climb the tree. I don't wanna ask again."

He gritted his teeth at how abysmal he was at this kind of thing. Placing a hand on her arm he tried to sound comforting (but probably sounded more awkward and weird) "Don't cry?"

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]_olivia
2009-02-16 10:19 pm UTC (link)
Olivia blinked, as if she could stop crying just because he had said to. And in a way she could, because the fear of what would happen to her if she wasn't obedient was much more frightening than the reason why she was crying.

"I'm s-scared," she whispered, drawing back as he placed his hand on her arm. She didn't like being touched, even if she was a prostitute. "I-I don't w-want to go up there. It's too high."

(Reply to this) (Parent)


(Read comments) -


Home | Site Map | Manage Account | TOS | Privacy | Support | FAQs