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AGENT 13 [Sharon Carter] (agent13) wrote in thedoorway,
@ 2013-10-26 14:00:00

Entry tags:

!network post, howard stark, sharon carter / agent 13 (616), steve rogers / captain america (616)

Well, it looks like I'm doing this for the Halloween party. Which leaves me about five hours to find violet coveralls.

Anyone have some goggles I could borrow?

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	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	It's something so impossibly strange to think about. A world ending. Like the last page of a book. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	I wonder where all of that matter goes, when a universe ceases to exist. What happens to it. If the laws of physics still exist outside of everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	It must go somewhere. The energy, all of it -- it can't just... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Cease to exist? ~~Like the people who leave do?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Nothing just ceases to exist. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	What about the people who leave here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	Do we even really exist? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	Well. I'm confident that at least I do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	You're an exception, not the rule. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	You should be, too, shouldn't you? I mean, you think, therefore you are. Your own existence is the only thing that you can be entirely sure of. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	I think I'm a character from a book. I think, maybe one day, this'll end and you'll wake up and you'll remember it all. But I won't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	I don't accept that. Maybe you were a character from a book, maybe the tesseract made you from spare atoms and a blueprint in someone's mind, but you're more than that now. You have your own mind, your own thoughts, your own memories. There is so much more to you than was written in the pages of that book. And anyway, I don't want to wake up without you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think I'd be if it weren't for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe, maybe not. But I'll always want you to be here. So I guess we'll never have to find out. I'll tell you what. If we ever find a way to leave and get far, far away from the tesseract, I'll bring you with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 11:46 pm UTC (link)
	Do you promise? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	I promise. And if I ever wander off, you can install my backup hard drive in the other Tony Stark. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-26 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	Well -- you'd best keep it up to date! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-26 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	I'll set it up to sync over iCloud. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-27 12:00 am UTC (link)
	How big is it? How many Gigs does it take up, you memory? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-27 12:14 am UTC (link)
	I couldn't tell you right off, but I believe it was measured in exabytes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-27 12:15 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what they are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony tonystark 2013-10-27 12:18 am UTC (link)
	A gigabyte is 1000³ bytes. A terabyte is 1000⁴ bytes. A petabyte is 1000⁵ bytes. And an exabyte is 1000⁶ bytes. So.. circa Extremis, when I was also using my brain to run my armor systems... several billion gigabytes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-27 12:24 am UTC (link)
	That's another thing I'm not going to be able to comprehend for a while. I understand it, but the scale -- what it means. I'm not there. You must think differently, don't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dorian | Tony

tonystark
2013-10-27 12:51 am UTC (link)

Honestly, it's all deeply weird, and very confusing, and brains don't really work like that, since information affects the way neurons grow together and synapses are connected &c &c &c. So for most people, asking how many gigabytes their brain stores is like asking how many gigabytes the ocean stores. It's sort of meaningless. But mine is... weird.

It's hard to say, since I have little to compare it to. But I know that my mind has worked differently ever since Extremis. It rebuilt me on a cellular level. There's still hardware in my brain, my body from what I used to be. It kind of freaks doctors out, which is fun. I can still run the operating system now, if I need to. It's just not my primary OS anymore.

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	Dorian \| Tony doriangray 2013-10-27 01:00 am UTC (link)
	It isn't really something I've thought much about, how brains work. Either neurologically or psychologically, and certainly I haven't really dwelled on yours. Obviously it's a part of who we all are, but the systematic breakdown of it all has always fetched me as being far too impersonal to me. If that... makes any sense at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)