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Tweak says, "Tell me it was great."

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-05-02 09:38:00

Entry tags:

bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), ezekiel jones, gabrielle delacour, henry fitzroy, jake stone, lois lane (new earth), maya lopez / echo (616), natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), peggy carter (mcu), rogue (616), sam wilson / captain america (616), sam wilson / falke (au), steve rogers / captain america (mcu), trish walker (mcu), tyler lockwood, wanda maximoff / scarlet witch (mcu)

I need a new breakfast place, I can't deal with the sorry excuse for pancakes JJ's has. Recommendations?

And has anyone seen this asshole around? He answers (when he feels like it) to Kap.

[ FILTERED TO TRISH WALKER & MAYA LOPEZ ]
Thank you for letting me stay at the townhouse and thank you for letting me grumble at wood on your rooftop. I should be done your rooftop retreat within the week.

[ FILTERED TO PH, FAMILY, & FRIENDS ]
So The past couple of weeks I've been working on reworking my go to outlets for when things get frustrating and for when I can't handle a situation anymore. I think I've set up some strong methods with dealing with this that don't involve spiraling down bad paths, so I'm ready to go home and resume my life.

I'm going to work on finding a job next, so if you have any recommendations, hit me.

[ FILTERED TO TEAM AMERICA HOUSE ]
If you guys are ready for it, I'd like to come back home.

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	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 12:08 am UTC (link)
	I believe the classes are being charged for as well. You pay her a small fee to hold it there and any members that wish to take your class or have you as a trainer pay you as well. There are several store fronts if you want to do retail though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky whatthebucky 2018-05-03 12:14 am UTC (link)
	Yeah? Alright, maybe that's something to consider if nothing else pans out. Nat offered me a patrol job with the base too when I'm two armed again. How are you doing, by the way? With all of that administrative bs? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 12:16 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to do patrols at the base, Bucky? I'm not making copies and coffee so I can't complain too much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky whatthebucky 2018-05-03 12:19 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. I know I'd be useful there, but I'm not thrilled at the idea. But I don't know what else I could do. No, now you have people to make copies and coffee. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 12:21 am UTC (link)
	Then don't take it. You have time to figure out where it is you'll be best suited here. Take a breath and see what really seems like the path for you. Its rather nice. Still irritating, but nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky whatthebucky 2018-05-03 12:32 am UTC (link)
	I still have time to figure it out, I just don't want to drag down the house by not paying my share of the bills. Rather be out in the field, is that it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 12:43 am UTC (link)
	Clean. Do laundry. Make sure dishes are done and the rubbish is taken out. Do those things and you not having a job right away won't matter much. I would, yes. Not that there is much field to be out in right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: peggy/bucky

whatthebucky
2018-05-03 12:48 am UTC (link)

I'm not used to taking care of them, that's the thing. Back home, I made sure people had some place to be, some place to eat, took care of all of that. I did my share of the household stuff as well, still planning on doing that, but it's rough feeling like I'm not taking care of them. That's just a me thing though, I'll figure it out and probably bite the bullet about the patrol thing if I gotta.

I get it. I used to get itchy and make Rhodey send me on missions. Steve hated it, was afraid I'd get hurt, but I felt like I was actually doing something there whereas at the PI job, I was just stalking cheating lovers and doing paperwork.

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	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 12:51 am UTC (link)
	I can always blacklist you from patrol if you truly need that done. On the one hand I'm helping new arrivals and working on trying to determine what transpired here. One the other though that equals a lot of sitting around and doing absolutely nothing. We're not made to be idle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: peggy/bucky

whatthebucky
2018-05-03 12:57 am UTC (link)

Nah, don't do that. It's just...I'm tired of fighting, you know? Tired of putting the arm on and being a weapon. Patrolling isn't that, but it's close enough that it makes me itchy. But I'll do it if I can't be useful anywhere else because the other part of me hates being useless and sitting around.

Because you're right about that - we weren't created to be idle.

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	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 12:59 am UTC (link)
	Give yourself a month before settling on that then. See what else is out there for you. There is no reason for you to perpetually feel uncomfortable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky whatthebucky 2018-05-03 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Yes, ma'am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 02:21 am UTC (link)
	At least someone remembers its best to do as I say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky whatthebucky 2018-05-03 02:24 am UTC (link)
	Someone remembers having to clean all the Commandos' gear when they didn't do as you said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky myvalue 2018-05-03 02:33 am UTC (link)
	It got the point across rather well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: peggy/bucky whatthebucky 2018-05-03 02:44 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, yeah, you were a hardass. I remember that much well enough. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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