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Tweak says, "In Latin, it's Christo."

ᴍᴜʀᴘʜʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴀɴ (uprise) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-02-05 22:50:00

Entry tags:

!network post, bella hartley, bellamy blake, clarke griffin, john murphy, johnny storm / human torch (616), melissa gold / songbird (616), penny adiyodi, rick jones (616), ron weasley, tina cohen-chang

Who else does karaoke?

[Bucky (ph)]

I am freaking the fuck out. I think. I feel it in my chest.

[Johanna]

I'm going to be out for awhile.

[Bellamy & Clarke]

Okay. I am admitting right now I am not doing so well.

[Ron]

I don't think I'll be going to the suite tonight. You got free reign of the living area.

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	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-09 01:01 am UTC (link)
	Some of them, yeah. But they're like roaches, they keep coming back. Have you tried talking it out with the people you pissed off? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 01:25 am UTC (link)
	~~Raven calls me cockroach.~~ Even cockroaches can die. No. I just figure they don't really want to talk to me. I figure no one really wants to talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-09 01:35 am UTC (link)
	They can, I just never managed to get rid of all the Nazi ones. That's not true. I want to talk to you. You might be letting your self doubt get the best of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Nazi roaches are the worst. Yeah, Clarke said something about self sabotage. Blah blah psychology shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-09 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Clarke sounds like she knows what she's talking about. I'd listen to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 01:41 am UTC (link)
	~~I don't want to listen to Clarke.~~ Yeah, I guess. Who do you listen to? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: MURPHY/BUCKY.

whatthebucky
2018-02-09 01:50 am UTC (link)

I had a therapist. I also listened to my Steve, my sisters Tina and Thalia. I had a partner in my PI business who was more like a brother - Mick. He was good to talk to. My best friend Darcy was the one to give me the swift kick in the ass I needed. And then I had a couple of facetwins that I considered brothers that all took turns pulling me out of my own head.

But I think the one that really brought me back from the messed up shit in my head was a little girl named Mindy. The most foul mouthed little girl I'd ever met, but despite her body count, she gave a shit, was vulnerable about it, and that brought me home. Reminded me that people actually cared about whether I was okay or not.

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	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 02:28 am UTC (link)
	Damn, you had a lot of people. I'm an only child so I don't have any brothers or sisters. I'm kind of glad I don't. I'd end up like Bellamy, maybe. I don't have too many people and I'd rather no bother anyone with my bullshit, you know? Like if I can't handle it myself then why burden other people with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 02:54 am UTC (link)
	It took me a few years to get this kind of support group, but it took work. Family just isn't blood. It's not a bother, Murphy. People that give a shit about you want to help you. And you have a few people like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 02:57 am UTC (link)
	You give a shit about me, Bucky? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:00 am UTC (link)
	I do, Murph. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:10 am UTC (link)
	~~Why?~~ I give a shit about you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:11 am UTC (link)
	On a scale to "fuck no" to "yeah, okay," where are you on hugs? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:14 am UTC (link)
	Depends on who's hugging me. But I suppose "yeah, okay". (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay, so you're getting a hug. Feel free to mentally prep for that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:19 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, alright. Just don't make fun of me ~~because I might cry~~. Slight allergy to hugs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I got that allergy too, sometimes. That's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:22 am UTC (link)
	I won't tell a soul. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:23 am UTC (link)
	Good, I got a reputation to maintain or something else equally lame. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:25 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, gotta keep that broody solider look. And I gotta be the local asshole. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Nah, neither of us gotta do shit, but whatever makes you comfortable is fine by me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Someone's got to be the asshole so it may as well be me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:34 am UTC (link)
	That's not true, Murphy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:42 am UTC (link)
	It's fun? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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