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Tweak says, "think of the red head"

ᴍᴜʀᴘʜʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴀɴ (uprise) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-02-05 22:50:00

Entry tags:

!network post, bella hartley, bellamy blake, clarke griffin, john murphy, johnny storm / human torch (616), melissa gold / songbird (616), penny adiyodi, rick jones (616), ron weasley, tina cohen-chang

Who else does karaoke?

[Bucky (ph)]

I am freaking the fuck out. I think. I feel it in my chest.

[Johanna]

I'm going to be out for awhile.

[Bellamy & Clarke]

Okay. I am admitting right now I am not doing so well.

[Ron]

I don't think I'll be going to the suite tonight. You got free reign of the living area.

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	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Nazi roaches are the worst. Yeah, Clarke said something about self sabotage. Blah blah psychology shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-09 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Clarke sounds like she knows what she's talking about. I'd listen to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 01:41 am UTC (link)
	~~I don't want to listen to Clarke.~~ Yeah, I guess. Who do you listen to? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: MURPHY/BUCKY.

whatthebucky
2018-02-09 01:50 am UTC (link)

I had a therapist. I also listened to my Steve, my sisters Tina and Thalia. I had a partner in my PI business who was more like a brother - Mick. He was good to talk to. My best friend Darcy was the one to give me the swift kick in the ass I needed. And then I had a couple of facetwins that I considered brothers that all took turns pulling me out of my own head.

But I think the one that really brought me back from the messed up shit in my head was a little girl named Mindy. The most foul mouthed little girl I'd ever met, but despite her body count, she gave a shit, was vulnerable about it, and that brought me home. Reminded me that people actually cared about whether I was okay or not.

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	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-09 02:28 am UTC (link)
	Damn, you had a lot of people. I'm an only child so I don't have any brothers or sisters. I'm kind of glad I don't. I'd end up like Bellamy, maybe. I don't have too many people and I'd rather no bother anyone with my bullshit, you know? Like if I can't handle it myself then why burden other people with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 02:54 am UTC (link)
	It took me a few years to get this kind of support group, but it took work. Family just isn't blood. It's not a bother, Murphy. People that give a shit about you want to help you. And you have a few people like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 02:57 am UTC (link)
	You give a shit about me, Bucky? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:00 am UTC (link)
	I do, Murph. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:10 am UTC (link)
	~~Why?~~ I give a shit about you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:11 am UTC (link)
	On a scale to "fuck no" to "yeah, okay," where are you on hugs? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:14 am UTC (link)
	Depends on who's hugging me. But I suppose "yeah, okay". (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay, so you're getting a hug. Feel free to mentally prep for that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:19 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, alright. Just don't make fun of me ~~because I might cry~~. Slight allergy to hugs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I got that allergy too, sometimes. That's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:22 am UTC (link)
	I won't tell a soul. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:23 am UTC (link)
	Good, I got a reputation to maintain or something else equally lame. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:25 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, gotta keep that broody solider look. And I gotta be the local asshole. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Nah, neither of us gotta do shit, but whatever makes you comfortable is fine by me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Someone's got to be the asshole so it may as well be me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. whatthebucky 2018-02-10 03:34 am UTC (link)
	That's not true, Murphy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-02-10 03:42 am UTC (link)
	It's fun? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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