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Tweak says, "But its by invitation only."

Stevie Rogers (stevie_rogers) wrote in spinningcompass,
@ 2015-03-15 23:07:00

Entry tags:

!closed, mary ellen winchester, ~stevie rogers

Who: Stevie and Mary Ellen
Where: His apartment
What: Things and stuff.
When: After this
Rating: TBD
Open: Nope
Status: ongoing.
He ahd made quick work of showering, shaving and changing. So quick that he was sure he'd nicked himself twenty times, not that it mattered, besides the little bit of paper that was still stuck to his chin, all was healed up. His hair was still wet, but combed. He was nearly prepared to glue his feet to the ground to keep from pacing back and forth, waiting for her to knock.

If he had really thought things through he would have timed it so that she came in while he was in the shower. But that seemed a little crass. And he wanted to see her face before anything else.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 08:34 am UTC (link)
	"You've always been at least a little scared of her." she teased, only opening her eyes to look up at him once she felt him pulling away a bit. "Yeah, I guess, why?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 08:41 am UTC (link)

"Well, he came home the other night. And I'd been teasing him about the boobs..." He took a deep breath and just plowed on. There was no way to get it out otherwise. He knew he'd want to just hum and haw about the whole thing. "One thing led to another and he ended up pressed up against me in nothing but his underwear. I didn't see anything because the bra didn't come off until he was against me... but..." All in a stupid quest to see who would say uncle first.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 08:46 am UTC (link)
	She disengaged from him a little bit, her hand pulling out of his shirt and leaning away to see him better. She couldn't really understand what he was trying to say at first. She wanted to hear the rest of this, "But what?" she pushed, her voice less gentle than it had been. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 08:56 am UTC (link)

"I might have touched his boob. And said uncle first, because he wasn't going to." Guilt laced his words. He had done his best not to flinch from hers, but he stood to lose a lot. And he wasn't sure what would push her away, they'd never been in this position before. "I put him in one of my shirts, and carried him off to his bed, tucked him in and made sure all the things he would need when he woke up were by his bedside."

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maryellenw
2015-03-16 09:04 am UTC (link)

"How did he end up in his underwear in front of you?" She asked, having fully separated from him now. "And how does teasing him about his boobs end up with your hands on them?" She was a little glad that he'd taken care of his friend, but she was much less happy about why he needed to. "You only called uncle because he wouldn't?" She knew it was a lot of questions but she needed to figure out what had gone on.

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 09:25 am UTC (link)

"JR strips when he's drunk." He eased himself up just a little. "And... he was trying to push my buttons, to see how far..." He chased his fingers through his hair, he wasn't really explaining this very well. He knew. It was hard to explain. "He wouldn't have. If I was some asshole willing to cheat on my girlfriend and take advantage of my best friend while he's both female and drunk off his ass, he would not have stopped me." That sounded a whole lot harsher than he intended. And he flinched at his own words. But it was the truth.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	"So you were feeling up someone else just because you didn't want to give in to your drunk friend too early?" she asked, trying to make sure she really understood what was going on. "I think...maybe I should go." she mumbled, gathering herself up and standing from the bed. "My dad's probably upset. Or something." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	"I..No it wasn't..." It hadn't been like that, had it? It was just more of their screwing around. Panic set in when she said she should go. "Mary please. It wasn't like that. It's JR." As if that were some brilliant excuse. "It's just... I just..." He was at a loss for words. Doing nothing more than stammer and studding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryellenw 2015-03-16 10:14 pm UTC (link)
	"It wasn't just JR. You wouldn't have done it if he was still a guy." she sighed, wrapping her arms around her middle. "I have one more question, and don't lie to me Stevie." she took a slow breath and looked back over to him, "Would you have done it if I was there?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	"I've touched his boob while he was a guy." One way or another, so it wasn't a lie. Be it keeping him from getting in a fight with one person or another or other random reasons his hand would press against the other boy's chest. But her question had him settling on the edge of the bed, his head hanging a little. "Probably not." He muttered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryellenw 2015-03-17 12:52 am UTC (link)
	"Then I think you know that you shouldn't have done it while I wasn't." she whispered softly, her shoulders slumping. She bit at her lip for another minute before she sighed. "I'm gonna go." she didn't give him a chance to say anything else before she started toward the door. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-17 02:18 am UTC (link)
	"Mary please!" He didn't want her to leave. Not like this. "I knew right after I did it that I shouldn't have done it." He shot to his feet and followed her. "Mary, I love you, and I'm sorry. I... I.." If she continued to go he wouldn't stop her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryellenw
2015-03-17 02:26 am UTC (link)

She paused, biting her lip and turning back toward him. Her arms were still wrapped around her middle and her face had fallen. "It was less than a week." she mumbled softly, her voice emotional, "I was...I was alone, for more than a year. I lost my virginity in heaven just because I couldn't stand to have it be anyone other than you. What if it's longer next time? How can I trust that with everything this place throws at us you'll still be there when I wake up?" her voice cracked and she turned away again, trying to hide her face. "I need some time to think."

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-17 03:15 am UTC (link)

He opened his mouth to defend himself, but found that he had absolutely no will to do so. She was right. His Mom was right. He was horrible. "Okay." He sucked in a breath. Rather than face her as she left he turned back around an trudged back down the hall.

This was what he got. Being honest. Telling the truth. Not keeping a secret from her. For just accepting that she'd slept with someone else hoping that if he'd done something like that she'd be just as accepting. With a pained noise he put his fist through the wall before he simply went in his room and slammed the door hard enough to split the wood.

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maryellenw
2015-03-17 03:36 am UTC (link)

She winced hard, actually making a quick, whimpering noise when she heard him slam the door.

By the time she got to the door she couldn't hold it back. She fell back against it and cried softly. She couldn't go home, she really did need time to think and she didn't want her dad to go after him. And she couldn't go to the cottage, she didn't want them mad at him either. She was hurt, and emotional, but she didn't want things to go farther than they needed to.

It was a few minutes, but once she pulled herself together she walked down to the next floor and found an empty apartment, falling in to one of the beds, she didn't want to be alone, but she needed to be.

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