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Tweak says, "Why? Do you think I should?"

Stevie Rogers (stevie_rogers) wrote in spinningcompass,
@ 2015-03-15 23:07:00

Entry tags:

!closed, mary ellen winchester, ~stevie rogers

Who: Stevie and Mary Ellen
Where: His apartment
What: Things and stuff.
When: After this
Rating: TBD
Open: Nope
Status: ongoing.
He ahd made quick work of showering, shaving and changing. So quick that he was sure he'd nicked himself twenty times, not that it mattered, besides the little bit of paper that was still stuck to his chin, all was healed up. His hair was still wet, but combed. He was nearly prepared to glue his feet to the ground to keep from pacing back and forth, waiting for her to knock.

If he had really thought things through he would have timed it so that she came in while he was in the shower. But that seemed a little crass. And he wanted to see her face before anything else.

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maryellenw
2015-03-16 04:56 am UTC (link)

Mary had vague memories of the last week when she thought hard but for the most part it just felt like she'd been asleep for a week or something. So while she didn't miss Stevie the way he missed her-it felt like she'd seen him just yesterday-she did understand that. She'd been a year without him and the first few weeks had definitely been the hardest.

She'd taken a few minutes to doll herself up just a little, letting her hair down, putting on one of her favorite dresses and slicking a little bit of color on her lips. Then she'd said goodbye and good night to her dad, leaving a few brownies she'd made on the counter along with a little note thanking him for keeping her happy while she was little and telling him how much she loved him. She took the last three of the brownies with her across the hall, knocking lightly with a little grin. She knew she could just go in, but she wanted to play with him a little bit.

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 05:11 am UTC (link)

Stevie practically jumped out of his skin when she knocked. He'd been anticipating it too much. He took the few steps between him and the table to reach the door, but rather than yank it open. He took a breather, and carefully opened it.

Though there was no keeping the broad smile from turning up his lips. "Hey." Nothing but glad to see her in his tone, as he pushed the door open enough to let her in.

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maryellenw
2015-03-16 05:25 am UTC (link)

"Hey neighbor." Mary grinned, stepping in to Stevie's space. She stood on her toes and kissed him lightly, then reached up and pulled the little bit of tissue off his cheek. "Missed one." she teased, leaving the paper on the table by the door, she could take care of it later.

"I brought brownies." she told him, holding out the little plate. She was in a good mood. She'd seen the way people took care of her over the last week, realized that she was cared about more than she realized. It was nice.

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 05:41 am UTC (link)

Stevie was practically beaming when she kissed him. "Oops. I wanted to be baby's butt smooth for you." It didn't even half bother him that there had been a little speck of tissue paper left. It might have had it been public, but it was her. And he didn't mind a little bit of mild mocking from her.

Glancing down at the plate, he took it from her and put it on the table next to the door. He hauled her up against him. "I missed you." She was the only thing that he wanted. Even brownies couldn't sway him.

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maryellenw
2015-03-16 05:51 am UTC (link)

She settled close to him, wrapping her arms loosely around the back of his neck, resting them on his shoulders. "Next time you'll just have to come babysit. I think I was about that age the first time Mouse made you marry me." she teased a little bit, just resting against him and peering up to his face. One of her hands started to brush through the back of his hair, scratching his scalp lightly.

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	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 06:04 am UTC (link)
	"I could have this time, but I think I would have had to arm wrestle a few people. You were just too damn cute." He could have started purring when she started scratching his scalp. He did let a little groan rumble in his chest. "She'd be proud to know we're still together because of that." he teased lightly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryellenw 2015-03-16 06:17 am UTC (link)
	She blushed a little bit and laughed softly. "She probably would." She slid one of her hands back over his shoulder and then down his arm, wrapping her fingers around his. "C'mon, wanna lay down with you." she grinned, tugging him toward his bedroom, "We can watch a movie or something." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 06:31 am UTC (link)

If it hadn't been a few weeks that he'd gone without her he would have teased and playfully dragged his feet, and played at it being a chore. But instead, since it had been so long, he bent down and scooped her up. "Do not have to ask me twice." Not that she ever really would. But he had to play at hiding his enthusiasm at least a little sometimes. But not today. Though he didn't run down the hall, he walked. He was tempted to run, but he was sure he'd do something stupid if he did.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 06:36 am UTC (link)
	She giggled softly and held on for the ride. She probably would have teased him too, if she didn't know how he felt. Instead she busied herself kissing at his neck and nuzzling in to his hair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 06:47 am UTC (link)
	Stevie growled softly at the feel of her lips against his neck. He kicked the door closed once they were in. So he didn't disturb anyone if they came in the door, and settled her down on the round bed. Careful as he could be. "You know. You look very pretty in my bed." Not that she wasn't always very pretty, but again he was trying to be less than serious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryellenw 2015-03-16 06:55 am UTC (link)
	"Just get over here." she laughed a little, leaning up to grab the front of his shirt and tug him down with her, kissing him again. She hadn't really had the chance to miss him but with everything that had been going on before she'd been little, she hadn't had much chance to be this lighthearted with him in a while either. "Tonight, very pretty demands cuddles" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 07:22 am UTC (link)
	"Well if she demands cuddles." He chuckled as he eased onto the bed beside her. Settling one arm across her body, while the other snaked beneath her. He immediately felt at home. He drew a slow kiss from her lips, a delicate happy sigh sounding in his throat. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryellenw
2015-03-16 07:47 am UTC (link)

She snuggled in close and returned his kiss. She was comfortable here, knowing she was loved, getting the physical attention she grew up with and craved. She was quiet for a little while, just laying cuddled close to him, one hand dragging back and forth on his hip, just under the hem of his shirt, the other under his neck and in his hair.

It wasn't until they'd settled she went back to the question that had brought her here. "So what'd I miss this week?"

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 08:05 am UTC (link)

Saying he enjoyed the petting seemed to underplay what he was feeling each time her fingers stroked over him, it was the best feeling in the world. He was maybe a little more possessive with his petting, as he held her like doing so would keep anything else from happening, the tips of his fingers just drawing little circles wherever seemed to be handy.

"Well you saw that JR was a girl, right? And Mom's a guy, Dad is a girl, people have been singing..." He trailed off. He then worried over his lip a little bit. Was she going to be pissed off about what happened with JR?

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 08:12 am UTC (link)
	"Didn't see Popcicle yet, but I noticed your mom still isn't a huge fan." she smiled, her eyes closed as she rest her head against his chest, talking just loud enough to be heard. It felt soft and intimate and she didn't want to break that. "And?" she asked, knowing from his tone and the ways his words had just sort of fizzled out that there was more coming. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 08:30 am UTC (link)

"Well, she just got turned. She's huge. And kind of scary." Not that his Mom was actually scary ever, but she was intimidating. And it seemed to radiate from her even more now that she was close to a foot taller.

He sighed a little and eased back, so he could see her eyes. "You know how me and JR tend to taunt each other, just not serious... fucking around?" There was no better word for all the shenanigans they got into. Trouble was another word, but it seemed far too light sometimes.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 08:34 am UTC (link)
	"You've always been at least a little scared of her." she teased, only opening her eyes to look up at him once she felt him pulling away a bit. "Yeah, I guess, why?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 08:41 am UTC (link)

"Well, he came home the other night. And I'd been teasing him about the boobs..." He took a deep breath and just plowed on. There was no way to get it out otherwise. He knew he'd want to just hum and haw about the whole thing. "One thing led to another and he ended up pressed up against me in nothing but his underwear. I didn't see anything because the bra didn't come off until he was against me... but..." All in a stupid quest to see who would say uncle first.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 08:46 am UTC (link)
	She disengaged from him a little bit, her hand pulling out of his shirt and leaning away to see him better. She couldn't really understand what he was trying to say at first. She wanted to hear the rest of this, "But what?" she pushed, her voice less gentle than it had been. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 08:56 am UTC (link)

"I might have touched his boob. And said uncle first, because he wasn't going to." Guilt laced his words. He had done his best not to flinch from hers, but he stood to lose a lot. And he wasn't sure what would push her away, they'd never been in this position before. "I put him in one of my shirts, and carried him off to his bed, tucked him in and made sure all the things he would need when he woke up were by his bedside."

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maryellenw
2015-03-16 09:04 am UTC (link)

"How did he end up in his underwear in front of you?" She asked, having fully separated from him now. "And how does teasing him about his boobs end up with your hands on them?" She was a little glad that he'd taken care of his friend, but she was much less happy about why he needed to. "You only called uncle because he wouldn't?" She knew it was a lot of questions but she needed to figure out what had gone on.

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-16 09:25 am UTC (link)

"JR strips when he's drunk." He eased himself up just a little. "And... he was trying to push my buttons, to see how far..." He chased his fingers through his hair, he wasn't really explaining this very well. He knew. It was hard to explain. "He wouldn't have. If I was some asshole willing to cheat on my girlfriend and take advantage of my best friend while he's both female and drunk off his ass, he would not have stopped me." That sounded a whole lot harsher than he intended. And he flinched at his own words. But it was the truth.

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	maryellenw 2015-03-16 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	"So you were feeling up someone else just because you didn't want to give in to your drunk friend too early?" she asked, trying to make sure she really understood what was going on. "I think...maybe I should go." she mumbled, gathering herself up and standing from the bed. "My dad's probably upset. Or something." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	"I..No it wasn't..." It hadn't been like that, had it? It was just more of their screwing around. Panic set in when she said she should go. "Mary please. It wasn't like that. It's JR." As if that were some brilliant excuse. "It's just... I just..." He was at a loss for words. Doing nothing more than stammer and studding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryellenw 2015-03-16 10:14 pm UTC (link)
	"It wasn't just JR. You wouldn't have done it if he was still a guy." she sighed, wrapping her arms around her middle. "I have one more question, and don't lie to me Stevie." she took a slow breath and looked back over to him, "Would you have done it if I was there?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-16 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	"I've touched his boob while he was a guy." One way or another, so it wasn't a lie. Be it keeping him from getting in a fight with one person or another or other random reasons his hand would press against the other boy's chest. But her question had him settling on the edge of the bed, his head hanging a little. "Probably not." He muttered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryellenw 2015-03-17 12:52 am UTC (link)
	"Then I think you know that you shouldn't have done it while I wasn't." she whispered softly, her shoulders slumping. She bit at her lip for another minute before she sighed. "I'm gonna go." she didn't give him a chance to say anything else before she started toward the door. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stevie_rogers 2015-03-17 02:18 am UTC (link)
	"Mary please!" He didn't want her to leave. Not like this. "I knew right after I did it that I shouldn't have done it." He shot to his feet and followed her. "Mary, I love you, and I'm sorry. I... I.." If she continued to go he wouldn't stop her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryellenw
2015-03-17 02:26 am UTC (link)

She paused, biting her lip and turning back toward him. Her arms were still wrapped around her middle and her face had fallen. "It was less than a week." she mumbled softly, her voice emotional, "I was...I was alone, for more than a year. I lost my virginity in heaven just because I couldn't stand to have it be anyone other than you. What if it's longer next time? How can I trust that with everything this place throws at us you'll still be there when I wake up?" her voice cracked and she turned away again, trying to hide her face. "I need some time to think."

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stevie_rogers
2015-03-17 03:15 am UTC (link)

He opened his mouth to defend himself, but found that he had absolutely no will to do so. She was right. His Mom was right. He was horrible. "Okay." He sucked in a breath. Rather than face her as she left he turned back around an trudged back down the hall.

This was what he got. Being honest. Telling the truth. Not keeping a secret from her. For just accepting that she'd slept with someone else hoping that if he'd done something like that she'd be just as accepting. With a pained noise he put his fist through the wall before he simply went in his room and slammed the door hard enough to split the wood.

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maryellenw
2015-03-17 03:36 am UTC (link)

She winced hard, actually making a quick, whimpering noise when she heard him slam the door.

By the time she got to the door she couldn't hold it back. She fell back against it and cried softly. She couldn't go home, she really did need time to think and she didn't want her dad to go after him. And she couldn't go to the cottage, she didn't want them mad at him either. She was hurt, and emotional, but she didn't want things to go farther than they needed to.

It was a few minutes, but once she pulled herself together she walked down to the next floor and found an empty apartment, falling in to one of the beds, she didn't want to be alone, but she needed to be.

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