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Tweak says, "Please release me."

Fitzwilliam Darcy (mrdarcy_) wrote in spinningcompass,
@ 2018-08-17 20:37:00

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fitzwilliam darcy, ~ash sully

Who? Darcy & Ashley
Where? The park on wheel 3
When? Friday afternoon
What? A riding lesson
Open? No
Rating? Ummm plenty of sexual tension? And excessive touching? TBC.

Darcy really was looking forward to seeing Ashley again. After the strange onesies and ice cream event, he had quite deliberately given her a little bit of space to be with her family and grieve. He was always just a call away, and he had checked in with her every evening, just to let her know that she wasn't alone. He would have dropped everything and anything in a heartbeat if she had suddenly needed him.

As it was, she was stronger than she gave herself credit for. He was happy to provide something of a merry distraction for the afternoon. From his own experiences with grief, he knew that there was only so much time one could spend locked away indoors before the sorrow threatened to drown you.

He had headed down a little early to kit Annie out for the lesson, make sure she was well and happy, and let her have a wander about the park with minimal supervision to get that need for independence out her system a little. As for himself, he was also kitted out for riding, complete with a top hat that had successfully dried out and retained its shape after his dunk in the lake a month earlier.

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ashleysully
2018-08-19 09:27 pm UTC (link)

Ashley closed her eyes and just relaxed. Even just laying there beside him, neither saying a word, was enjoyable. And she let her mind wander a bit. Her muscles tensed slightly when he touched her but it lasted only a second. She hadn't been expecting it.

And then she found herself wanting his hand to move in one direction or another. To touch her and make her moan again. A little smile played on her lips as she was silently thankful that her arousal wasn't quite so obvious as his.

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mrdarcy_
2018-08-19 09:38 pm UTC (link)

When he felt her tense, he almost pulled his hand back and apologised, but the reaction passed as quickly as it appeared. He looked over at her expression, and she was smiling a little, her body relaxed again. So, he let his fingers trace delicate shapes across her exposed skin. His thoughts were very similar to her own, his fingers teasing along the waistband of her skirt for a moment before he stopped himself.

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	ashleysully 2018-08-19 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	"It's okay." She whispered softly before looking at him. She so desperately wanted him to touch her. Of course she also wanted to touch him but they could get to that. While they were in a technicality public area, they were in a part of the park that didn't get much foot traffic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mrdarcy_
2018-08-19 10:08 pm UTC (link)

Darcy looked back at her for a moment, thinking about it, considering what he so desperately wanted and weighing up his options. This shouldn't be such a dilemma. He should have the strength to just refuse, but he only knew that he should refuse for her sake. But she was looking at him like that, and it was hard to convince himself that she needed protecting from him.

After an agonisingly long time, he shook his head lightly. "I really do want to, but... you deserve better than this," he insisted. A secretive fumble in a park didn't really seem right for someone he loved. He moved his hand, and propped himself up a little to look at her and consider their options.

"Walk back with me. If, by the time we get there, you still want me to, you can come in and I will do... whatever you please. Or if you find the walk and the passing of time has made you change your mind, then it's fine, you can stay for lunch, or say goodbye and leave it at that," he suggested. "Or if you have already changed your mind, you can have a sandwich and I'll make pointless comments about the lack of weather," he joked a little. He just wanted her to be sure, not caught up in a moment that she might end up regretting or feeling badly about.

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ashleysully
2018-08-19 10:15 pm UTC (link)

Her heart was pounding as he stared at her. She could almost see the struggle in his eyes. And then he said all of those wonderful things and she wanted nothing more than to pounce on him right there.

"Oh my god." She said softly. Ashley sat up and put her hands on his cheeks, looking into those beautiful brown eyes. "Could you possibly be any more perfect?" She smiled brightly and actually felt herself tearing up a bit.

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