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Tweak says, "I'm immanentizing the eschaton"

Abigail Keener (dancingdinos) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-05-22 02:06:00

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abbie keener -- 007
Me again. Not sleeping and back at it with pies.

I think I'll go for more traditional flavors this week, since not sleeping is now a weekly thing, apparently. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I'll put twists on the pies, like caramel apple and Mexican chocolate cream. But I think I'll do the tried and true banana with nilla wafers. It's my favorite.

[Filter to Ironfam Apartment]
Idk why I can't sleep. Things feel fine. I just can't get there...
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[Filter to Harley]
It might be time for me to find a professional stranger to figure out what's happening in my subconscious. Will you help?
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	sevenphds 2020-05-24 03:41 am UTC (link)
	You're fine but it's also not healthy and you shouldn't have to deal with it. Was it this way at home, too? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dancingdinos 2020-05-24 03:50 am UTC (link)
	Less frequent at home, but I know what's missing, and I'm taking steps to fix it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sevenphds 2020-05-24 04:15 am UTC (link)
	As long as you're taking care of yourself. Jut remember, a lot of people here have been there. We know what it's like and it sucks but if you need anything, you can always ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bruce dancingdinos 2020-05-24 04:24 am UTC (link)
	Harley is going to help me look for someone to see. I ask for help when I need it, but I'm not exactly used to adults other than my brother looking out for me. But I know what I need. I've had seven years of practice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abbie sevenphds 2020-05-25 12:18 am UTC (link)
	I'm honestly grateful to hear that. Asking for help isn't always easy, I'm glad you and Harley both have a system going here. I'm not a licensed therapist at all but if you ever do need to talk, I've got a bit of experience in it. To be fair, I'm not a licensed physician either, but here I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bruce dancingdinos 2020-05-25 12:31 am UTC (link)
	Harley does. I'm working on it. I'm less likely to call Tony "dad" or May "aunt" than Harley is. Thanks, Bruce, but I need someone I don't know. Professional strangers are more emotionally objective. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abbie sevenphds 2020-05-25 02:21 pm UTC (link)
	I can understand that. I'm glad that it works for Harley but attachment is different for everyone. He's been here longer, too, and has a different connection to other people than you. You're allowed to sync up differently despite being siblings. Is it difficult being so emotionally intelligent? Just curious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bruce dancingdinos 2020-05-25 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yes? I mean. I kind of needed to grow up a little quicker in some aspects as a way of coping, you know? It was either embrace what my therapist taught me, or become petulant and emotionally stunted. Harley gave up so much to be there for me, and I couldn't do that to him. So it was a choice I made because I understood that he chose me over his future. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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