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Beverly Marsh (cagedhope) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-02-14 11:01:00

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active: freddy freeman, inactive: beverly marsh, inactive: liz ortecho, inactive: tia malone

beverly marsh -- 002
[Filter to Richie Tozier]
I want that feeling back. The lack of pain and caring about anything but the good.

I need it back.

I don't know what to do.
[end]

[Separate Filters to Freddy and Tia]
How are you? Are you okay?
[end]

Chocolate isn't working.

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	Freddy \| Bev freemanspeaks 2020-02-14 07:17 pm UTC (link)
	I'm good, Ms. Bev. How are you? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Freddy \| Bev cagedhope 2020-02-14 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	That's good. You're not feeling the affects of that magic too much, are you? I'm well, thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Freddy \| Bev freemanspeaks 2020-02-14 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	No, not really. Are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Freddy \| Bev cagedhope 2020-02-14 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	Going from high fear to high happiness? I'm a little tired. But I'm glad you're good. I just wanted to make sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Freddy \| Bev freemanspeaks 2020-02-14 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	I hope you feel better soon. Anything I can do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Freddy \| Bev cagedhope 2020-02-14 11:21 pm UTC (link)
	No, just be good. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-14 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	Me either. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-14 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	I wasn't looking for magic, but I expected it to do something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-15 12:25 am UTC (link)
	There actually is scientistic proof that chocolate does make people happy and I can find the research to back it up but I think after such a crash like some of us are experiencing, it's going to take more than that to bring us all back from it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-16 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I think I'm asking too much from it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-16 03:25 am UTC (link)
	Possibly. I think I am too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-16 03:45 am UTC (link)
	In your professional opinion, what else works? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mouthyasever
2020-02-16 04:35 am UTC (link)

Homeopathic remedies aren't really my area of expertise but I do know that magnesium, omega-3, vitamin d, and b-12 should help you. They're all supplements that you can take but if you want, I can research some foods for you that you could eat. If you don't want to take anything then try medication, natural sunlight, and exercise. Personally, I've found that therapy has helped me in the past but I know that's not for everyone.

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	cagedhope 2020-02-16 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you for this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-16 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	[ oops she meant meditation instead of medication ] I'm always happy to help. I'm also here if you want someone who isn't a therapist to talk to. I'm Liz. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-16 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	I'm Bev. I'm not a great talker, but I am a good listener, so I offer you the same thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-16 09:20 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not either when it comes to personal things so we could always just do a wine and distraction night instead? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-16 09:56 pm UTC (link)
	That sounds perfect. These apartments feel too empty sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-16 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	I feel that so hard and I have a roommate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-16 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	So do I. One of my friends from home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-16 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Me too but my fiancè and his brother used to occupy this space as well so without them the apartment just seems hollow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cagedhope 2020-02-16 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	We could start a club. A very sad, wine-fueled club. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mouthyasever 2020-02-17 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	Red or white? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bev tcastaway 2020-02-14 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	i'm sad again. i want my brother. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	tia \| bev cagedhope 2020-02-14 11:42 pm UTC (link)
	I'm here if you ever want to talk about it, okay? Or if you don't want to talk about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tia \| bev tcastaway 2020-02-15 05:12 am UTC (link)
	thank you miss bev. are you okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tia \| bev cagedhope 2020-02-16 03:25 am UTC (link)
	My friend Ben left, and I'm also sad, but I'm more concerned with making sure you're okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tia \| bev tcastaway 2020-02-16 03:26 am UTC (link)
	i think it's okay to make sure each other is okay. i'm sorry about your friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tia \| bev cagedhope 2020-02-16 03:45 am UTC (link)
	Thank you, Tia. I'll check in every once in awhile. I know Klaus and Dave are taking good care of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tia \| bev tcastaway 2020-02-16 04:36 am UTC (link)
	yes they do a great job. i am glad i am with them. (Reply to this) (Parent)