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Tweak says, "I'm a time bomb, baby"

00.06 Ben Hargreeves (undeadhorror) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-12-27 12:38:00

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active: five hargreeves, active: hugo weasley, active: vanya hargreeves, inactive: cisco ramon, inactive: tea mavelli

uh.... ~~maybe I'm just bad luck. Diego...then Allison and now Luth~~

I --

[Hargreeves + Dave]

Luther is gone. I went to show him one of the pictures I'd taken with the new camera I got and well... all of his things are gone.

I'm sorry.

[Five and Vanya]

I dont
with everyone
if I

I might be bad luck... but I dont want to like... live by myself.

But I get it if you don't want me to live in your fortress either.

Its okay.

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	1st filter quattuor 2019-12-27 06:24 pm UTC (link)
	Looks we're all falling down like toy soldiers, aren't we? ~~Let's just freaking disregard the drug vernacular for a hot second.~~ But this is not your fault, Ben. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	1st filter undeadhorror 2019-12-27 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. something like that. No. I know. It just-- It sort of feels like I'm bad luck doesn't it? [Klaus] I might move in with Five and Vanya if they let me. So I'm not by myself. I don't really do well on my own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1st filter quattuor 2019-12-27 06:51 pm UTC (link)
	~~That sounds like dad talking.~~ Really? Because you just happen to be my good luck charm. Have I died once in the past sixteen years? [Ben] Good. Do it. You know that if we had room, you'd be welcome with us. But you can also always crash on our couch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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undeadhorror
2019-12-27 07:17 pm UTC (link)

Maybe. It just feels like since I got here... Like Diego was going to train with me and then he left. And Allison was helping me with my pictures and then she left. And well, Luther was just sort of stuck living with me and he's gone.

I mean. Doesnt seem like I really controlled that.

[Klaus]

I know. I dont want to bother Dave or the kids or anything.

And I dont really do well on my own.

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quattuor
2019-12-27 07:25 pm UTC (link)

Nobody's stuck living with you. You're family.

Hey, you were also my voice of reason. It's just not your fault I sometimes didn't listen.

[Ben]
I didn't think this needed to be said ~~but apparently it has to be~~, but you, and the others, can drop by whenever the hell you feel like it, or want to. Except maybe at night. Wouldn't want to like, trigger a flashback.

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	onlygoodvibes 2019-12-27 06:51 pm UTC (link)
	You okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-12-27 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	The brother who I live with is gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onlygoodvibes 2019-12-27 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, if you need anything my door is always open for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-12-27 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	It's okay. It's just been happening a lot lately. We've lost three siblings since November. ~~I might be~~ I never got a chance to thank you for the gifts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onlygoodvibes 2019-12-27 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	Ouch. That's not easy at all. I'm sorry, I hope the camera can provide a little distraction. No problem, just enjoy it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	aloneinacrowd 2019-12-27 07:15 pm UTC (link)
	[Hargreeves] Damn. [Five, Ben, Vanya] You are not bad luck, Ben. Not at all. We have the room. You're welcome to move in here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Ben, Vanya, Five undeadhorror 2019-12-27 08:16 pm UTC (link)
	It just feels like it a little bit. I mean, I would like to if you're okay with it. I'll help clean and do the dishes and stuff. I'm a good roommate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ben, Vanya, Five

jumps
2019-12-27 11:49 pm UTC (link)

You aren't bad luck. This place just takes as much as it gives. Sometimes more than it gives. ~~If anyone's bad luck, it's me. Vanya never lived with you when she disappeared. I was trying to bridge the gap between Diego and me and Klaus and me when they glitched. I tried making a friend, and~~

I have complete faith that you're a good roommate, Ben. The only thing I'm really going to ask is to please let us know if you won't be home? ~~I can't lose~~ ~~Every time one of you disappears, it's like~~ ~~After the maze~~ You don't have to say where you're going to be or with whom or anything like that. Just a quick note that you might not be home. Just something so I we don't worry this place took you, too.

We can get your stuff together now if you'd like? Or whenever you want.

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Ben, Vanya, Five

undeadhorror
2019-12-28 01:44 am UTC (link)

Diego was going to spar with me--- even after I killed him-- and then he left. Allison and I were going to work on some photo stuff and then she left. She and Luther both lived with me and now he's gone too. I just. It's just... its not great. And I don't really do well on my own and babs is nice but I don't really want to burden her with everything I am you know.

I don't... go many places. Therapy sometimes. I think I want to do more communication trials with... it eventually. Use that room that Cisco made me.

I'm not going anywhere if I can help it.

Uh. Do you want?

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Ben, Vanya, Five

jumps
2019-12-28 04:25 am UTC (link)

You don't have to be alone. And you're not a burden. It sucks that it happened. It sucks that they're gone. This place can really suck sometimes. But we're still here. And that's something at least.

Do you want to go other places? I know Disney World's bigger than this place, but it does have lots of places to go and things to see. And that sounds like a good idea. You know we're here if you want us nearby but still a safe distance away, okay?

Me, neither.

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	hereishugo 2019-12-27 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	You alright? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-12-27 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Uh. Just my brother left. The one I live with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hereishugo 2019-12-27 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	Bloody hell. Is this a more pizza occasion? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-12-27 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe switch it up--- Fries and milkshakes? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hereishugo 2019-12-27 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	Here for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	iscrewgirls 2019-12-28 03:07 am UTC (link)
	You alright? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-12-28 03:12 am UTC (link)
	Another one of my siblings left. We are... loosing siblings pretty quickly at this rate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)