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Nᴇʙᴜʟᴀ ([info]cybertechnic) wrote in [info]somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-15 17:36:00

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Entry tags:active: clint barton, active: five hargreeves, active: james rogers, active: morgan stark, active: nebula, active: thor odinson, inactive: james rhodes

This is. Confusing.

Emotions, feelings. They are still so very... new. People mattering is strange by itself. But this is ... complex.

I am not sure I am able to deal with this. I do not like it. It reminds me of losing Simplification is easier.


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[info]stillworthy
2019-09-15 04:43 pm UTC (link)
I'm constantly confused by my own emotions if that helps.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 04:46 pm UTC (link)
We are both aliens. We process different. Perhaps.

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[info]stillworthy
2019-09-15 06:28 pm UTC (link)
Perhaps that is so.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 08:58 pm UTC (link)
Or how we were raised.

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[info]stillworthy
2019-09-15 09:05 pm UTC (link)
That is probably more accurate. Our fathers were not... exactly emotionally forward.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 10:20 pm UTC (link)
This is exceptionally true. At least only one of them attempted to commit genocide.

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[info]stillworthy
2019-09-15 10:27 pm UTC (link)
My father committed genocide, raised my sister to be a murderess savage, decided that it was too much. Locked her away and rewrote Asgard History. It's just that all of my fathers victims are dead and hidden away.


We are better than the both of them, Nebula.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 10:30 pm UTC (link)
Your father did a very good job of hiding history. But history was never something Thanos bothered to teach us.

Perhaps. There would be many who would disagree with you about me. But they are dead, and cannot disagree with anyone.

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[info]stillworthy
2019-09-15 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Some things were not meant to be hidden.


That is the benefit of being the God of Thunder is that no one disagrees with me.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 10:41 pm UTC (link)
They are not. But the losers seldom get to write history.

I believe that the 'God' aspect does that. Humans seem most impressed with that title.

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[info]cauterising
2019-09-15 04:43 pm UTC (link)
Feelings tend to suck sometimes. It's the hazard of having them.

Do you want to talk about it? Or do you want to hit things?

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 04:46 pm UTC (link)
For long enough, they were not something to have. They were a weakness.

I do not wish to talk. I would like to hit.

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[info]cauterising
2019-09-15 04:54 pm UTC (link)
Tends to go the other way sometimes though. Strength from what you care about, right?

Nat's place isn't entirely finished, but there's a good space for sparring if you want? I could do with the work out.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 04:58 pm UTC (link)
My sister gave me the strength to fight my father. But in the end, she was still lost.

I could fight in a street, unfinished or not, it will do. Send me the address, I will meet you there.

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[info]cauterising
2019-09-15 05:08 pm UTC (link)
I didn't say it always worked out.

Lets not fight in the street, that tends to get messy. {address} Don't bring your electric batons. I am not interested in getting electrocuted.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:10 pm UTC (link)
I dislike this.

... Fine. Although you could bring the swords.

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[info]justrhodey
2019-09-15 04:45 pm UTC (link)
I find eating my weight in sweets adequately helps with emotions.

Everything okay, Neb?

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 04:48 pm UTC (link)
Would that be my weight without my cybernetics, or with? Apparently sugar causes diabetes. I do not know if I can contract this human ailment or not.

Pepper. She has returned. She seems to not remember here. It is... Odd.

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[info]justrhodey
2019-09-15 04:52 pm UTC (link)
It's a hyperbole. It just means to eat a lot of sweets.

I wouldn't worry too much about that sort of stuff. I'm not sure if you can get it, but it's not like you do it a lot, right?


I see. It must be hard to watch people come and go like that. Let's do something until she catches up on whats going on?

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:00 pm UTC (link)
Then I will eat a lot of sweets.

Only when Morgan wishes to make pancakes and we add syrup. It is sticky and sweet, but the best for pancakes.

It is strange. I am unused to it. Maybe because I am usually the one leaving? I am going to fight with Barton. Once I have dispelled this energy, I would like to attempt cooking something. Would you like to assist?

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]maguna
2019-09-15 04:51 pm UTC (link)
I hate my emotions most of the time.

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 04:53 pm UTC (link)
I imagine. This must be hard.

How are you doing?

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]maguna
2019-09-15 04:54 pm UTC (link)
It's...I don't know what it is.

I think I'm gonna put on my suit and go flying for awhile?

Are you okay?

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:02 pm UTC (link)
I understand that lack of understanding.

It may help clear your head. You know I am available if you require.

I will be. I do not know if your mother will remember me, but I am sure it will be fine.

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]maguna
2019-09-15 05:10 pm UTC (link)
I know, Nebs. Thank you. ♥

Go and hit stuff. I will go fly. Then afterward we'll have nachos.

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:11 pm UTC (link)
She will be glad of you when she knows.

And sweets. We must eat many sweets.

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]maguna
2019-09-15 05:22 pm UTC (link)
I'm incredibly happy she's back but I've been so angry, Nebs. And now she's back again, and I don't know what to do with the anger? I need to figure it out before I see her.

Lots of sweets. I'll pick some up while I'm out.

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Nebula | Morgan
[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:24 pm UTC (link)
Fly. Fight. Invent. Scream. They can work.

Be careful.

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[info]thenextavenger
2019-09-15 04:57 pm UTC (link)
I'd hit something.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:03 pm UTC (link)
I am going to.

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[info]thenextavenger
2019-09-15 05:04 pm UTC (link)
Have fun.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:05 pm UTC (link)
I intended to. Mostly. I do not believe Barton will want that though.

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[info]thenextavenger
2019-09-15 05:09 pm UTC (link)
Why?

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:11 pm UTC (link)
I am known throughout the Galaxy as the most fearsome sadist.

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[info]thenextavenger
2019-09-15 05:13 pm UTC (link)
I think that reputation bit the dust the minute kids started talking to you.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:13 pm UTC (link)
Hardly.

Sadism does not require cruelty to children.

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[info]jumps
2019-09-15 05:20 pm UTC (link)
Alcohol can help Simplification is a lot easier. Compartmentalization is useful.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 05:22 pm UTC (link)
Compartments. Those would be good. I could put this there.

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[info]jumps
2019-09-15 06:28 pm UTC (link)
I can't say it won't get messy if you open the boxes, but it's a nice storage solution in the meantime.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 07:40 pm UTC (link)
I do not intend to open any compartments once they are put away.

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[info]jumps
2019-09-15 08:51 pm UTC (link)
Intentional or not, sometimes they find themselves opened. Padlocks help.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 08:59 pm UTC (link)
Then I shall mentally padlock my emotions and expectations.

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[info]machinesrus
2019-09-15 06:50 pm UTC (link)
Gonna have to second the suggestion of compartmentalisation. Takes practice, probably not healthy, but it's handy.

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[info]cybertechnic
2019-09-15 07:41 pm UTC (link)
I do not care too much for messy. I will work at it.

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