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Tweak says, "Say hi to Chelsea's mom."

Harry Hook is chaotic neutral (ง'̀-'́)ง (callemfishbait) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-10 20:35:00

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mal
Oy, you.

Talk ta me.

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callemfishbait
2019-09-11 10:23 am UTC (link)

If I hadn't worked at saving the Isle would ye have taken that barrier down? Or would you have kept on as ye were? Mal, ye lied to our faces from the moment I escaped. I mean, aye, you did right in the end, but I still hold issue with the fact you lied to wee Celia and even Evie.

Having Uma and Gil would be nice. I'm not holding me breath.

Funny, Malsy.

...do ye ever feel like maybe yer actions do matter here?

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ifonly
2019-09-11 08:16 pm UTC (link)

yeah. yeah, i would have. it wasn't just you guys that made me realize how wrong i was - and i was wrong, harry. and i'm sorry. it was hades, it was audrey. it was thinking back to when we first arrived and everyone thought we were bad news - and we were, i mean. we were going to try to get the wand. but...we changed. we found something in ourselves that we weren't allowed to see before and everyone deserves that chance. like i said, you never know where the good or bad is going to come from and that would stand even if you guys hadn't done anything.

i shouldn't have lied. god, and i really shouldn't have lied to those two and to my other friends. i have a lot to make up for and i know that. i just hope the barrier was enough of a good start. i wonder what's happening back home right now.

i think that actions matter everywhere. why here specifically?

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	callemfishbait 2019-09-12 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Lovely bedtime tale, Malsy. Nay, ye shouldn't have lied and I guess ye did do the right thing for the kids eventually. I ain't passing judgment on yer sin, I'm just gonna point out that some people gonna hold wee grudges. ... dinnae. People seem to be invested in me or some shite. I dinnae like it. Wut if I feck it all up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ifonly
2019-09-12 02:57 am UTC (link)

you asked, that's my answer and my reason for it. it might be ooey gooey, sugary sweet but it's the truth.

i know and i don't blame them. i'll have to work hard to make it up to them, to rebuild trust or...build it up in the first place, in some cases.

if they're invested in you, then they'll still be invested in you even if you fuck up, harry. that's what friends do, they stand by you even when you've made a mess of things. or when you are a mess, yourself. besides, the people here are good people. i think they would want to help you if you mess up more than they would want to write you off.

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	callemfishbait 2019-09-12 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	Fine, ye meant it. Not like there be much we can do here about yer situation. Only me here and I doubt ye care what I think about the lying bit. We both know I have told me share of twisted words. ... Strange. They dinnae know, do they? They dinnae know my head gets too loud. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ifonly
2019-09-12 11:55 pm UTC (link)

actually, i do care what you think. and believe me, i'm just as shocked as you are. you were manipulated into getting involved in a pretty dangerous situation. if i didn't care how you felt about that, i'd be a pretty shitty person. though i guess that's up for debate after everything, anyway.

no, i don't think they do. but i also think they would be understanding. we've had...really messed up lives. we didn't choose it, not any of it. we just got the consequences of it. and i don't think there's anyone here that would think it was your fault or that you were doing anything on purpose.

i know i don't. i just wish i could help more.

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	callemfishbait 2019-09-13 12:16 am UTC (link)
	... I'm tired, Malsy. We can talk another time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ifonly 2019-09-13 12:22 am UTC (link)
	yeah, okay. anytime, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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