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Tweak says, "Proper tea is theft"

Markus (jericholeader) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-08-31 02:18:00

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active: daisy johnson, active: morgan stark, active: nico di angelo, active: tony stark, inactive: markus

Today I had intended to go over my lesson plans but the beach has a definite pull. I'm going to take my first vacation day and see what it feels like.

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	thanksbutyuck 2019-08-31 01:32 am UTC (link)
	Never had a vacation day before? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jericholeader 2019-08-31 01:35 am UTC (link)
	Never. I'm an android with advanced AI. Or at least I was. Now I would probably describe myself as a synthetic human. This is the first time I have experienced an actual vacation as a free person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thanksbutyuck 2019-08-31 01:47 am UTC (link)
	~~Damn it.~~ What happened to make you see yourself as something else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

jericholeader
2019-08-31 01:56 am UTC (link)

To see myself as a sentient being? It was more seeing the rest of my species being treated poorly that triggered me to break my programming and begin a rebellion. A peaceful rebellion.

My former owner, Carl, allowed me to read books and extend my innate programming beyond that given to other androids. He taught me art and philosophy. History and music. And, most importantly, how to think freely and empathise with others. I learned to be human.

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	thanksbutyuck 2019-08-31 03:08 am UTC (link)
	It sounds like you've been through a lot. ~~I hope you don't turn and want to kill us all.~~ At least you had someone who cared about you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jericholeader 2019-08-31 03:17 am UTC (link)
	Everyone has a story to tell. I'm sure you could tell one yourself? I've been incredibly lucky in the people I have in my life... had, I suppose would be more accurate. How about you? Who do you care about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thanksbutyuck 2019-08-31 03:20 am UTC (link)
	I do, and it's far too long to talk about here on the network. I care about Lincoln. There are others, but they aren't here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jericholeader 2019-08-31 03:28 am UTC (link)
	Then I hope, one day, we'll meet in person. I'd like to hear it. I'm glad you have someone here, I think we all need someone that understands us. My friend, Connor, is here too, though I suspect your Lincoln would be akin to my North, from your tone. She's my... partner. I miss her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thanksbutyuck 2019-08-31 03:40 am UTC (link)
	We'll see. Yeah, me too. I don't know if I could deal with all of this alone. Maybe she'll show up. You never know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jericholeader 2019-08-31 03:54 am UTC (link)
	Are you distrustful of everyone or is it just that I'm not human? I don't ask to be disrespectful, just to understand you. I'm glad you don't have to. I was alone for far too long. I keep North's arrival in my heart. A wish and a dream, but one I won't count on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private thanksbutyuck 2019-08-31 03:59 am UTC (link)
	Let's just say I haven't had a very good experience with AI. She'll show up. I never thought I would see Lincoln again since where I'm from he died, but here he is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Daisy | Markus

jericholeader
2019-09-01 11:15 pm UTC (link)

I'm sorry you feel that way. From what I've seen in my world AI is as unpredictable as humanity. Both have the capability for good and evil. I hope you'll give me a chance to prove I'm by far the later?

Hope you're right. Everything I did in my world was to earn us all a better life, but I'd hoped it would be together.

Are you happy he's back, or does it just make your life here more complicated?

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	Daisy \| Markus thanksbutyuck 2019-09-02 12:38 am UTC (link)
	We'll just have to wait and see. I'm happy. It just took me a little while to let it all sink in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus jericholeader 2019-09-02 12:44 am UTC (link)
	I'll give you a chance if you'll give me one? Can't say fairer than that. Yeah, can't have been easy. I've never lost anyone that close to me, but the people I have lost have been a huge blow. Just coming to terms with them dying is enough but them coming back too... it's a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus thanksbutyuck 2019-09-02 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Fair enough. Sure. It wasn't easy at all. It sucks. It sucks a lot. Especially if you love that person. It's like a piece of you was ripped from your body. He's been here for a while and it's become easier. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus jericholeader 2019-09-02 01:03 am UTC (link)
	Deal. He must have meant an awful lot to you. You have a second chance here, right? Or does it hurt too much? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus thanksbutyuck 2019-09-02 01:07 am UTC (link)
	He did...does. I do. Something I never thought I would have. It hurt a lot when he showed up. I'm taking it kind of slow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus jericholeader 2019-09-02 01:19 am UTC (link)
	That, at least, I can relate to. I miss North. I didn't ever think I could feel that way about another person and now she's gone. You're still healing. Just talking to you it's clear how damaged you were by his death. Have you told him all this? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus thanksbutyuck 2019-09-02 01:28 am UTC (link)
	What happened to her? He knows a little bit. I haven't fully told him everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daisy \| Markus jericholeader 2019-09-02 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	Not so much what happened to her but what happened to me. I'm here and she's back at home dealing with goodness only knows what while I get to relax on a beach. If you love him maybe it's time to share what you've been through? If he loves you, he'll understand. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	inhumanlincoln 2019-08-31 03:39 am UTC (link)
	❤ (Reply to this) (Parent)

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