| A Gackt/Hyde psl? |
[31 Jan 2012|12:41am] |
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[A handwritten letter delivered to Gackt's home in the dead of night]
It's been four months since I've seen you... I realized this today when I finally had a moment to turn on the television. You were giving an interview, talking about your home and they asked you who had been to visit. You said my name, and it occurred to me then that, that visit had been the last time we'd seen one another...
I walked out on you that day and I shouldn't have, but I didn't see any other way. You had reached out to touch my hair, something so simple and yet the look in your eyes weighed it with a heavy amount of emotion and it was bearing down on me in a way that I had to escape from. I couldn't possibly allow it to happen again, and I knew that if I didn't get up and leave you then, that I would be powerless to stop it.
I am married, I have a son. A life outside of my career. A very private life that is safe, one that I need to protect. I need to protect it not only from the media and the public eye, but from you as well. You could single handedly destroy everything that I have worked for, and do so with only that look in your eyes. It's a look that harkens to a part of me that only you have ever had access to, and a part of me that I have wanted to forget. It has had no place in my life, and yet every time that I have tried to push it away, it always seems to find it's way back in.
It scares me... scares me now because I miss you... and I regret that decision to leave you that day. I wanted the kiss that was to come next just as much as you did, which is why I left. I am sorry, I don't want to push you away anymore, I don't want my fears to keep me from you anymore. You mean too much to me... I care for you too much. I have decided that if you will take me back, I will be with you in any way you wish me to be. Fear be damned.
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[31 Jan 2012|03:39am] |
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long-lasting slash psl, por favor!
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[31 Jan 2012|04:58am] |
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would someone slash ryan gosling against him? or another male co-star
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[31 Jan 2012|12:39pm] |
![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) chicagoan more male models for lines.
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[31 Jan 2012|01:58pm] |
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would anyone slash paul wesley, colton haynes, chord overstreet, dylan o'brien, cory monteit, grant gustin, matt lanter, josh hutcherson, kellan lutz, arthur sales, kerry degman or any models against this pb?
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[31 Jan 2012|03:41pm] |
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Does anyone out there play Matt Sanders? I'd love him for a slash line! I have a few storylines in my journal, but I think he'd make an awesome drug lord for the first line. I'm open to brainstorming something up though, if none of my storylines appeal. Contact me on AIM at znaeshlity!
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[31 Jan 2012|03:56pm] |
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warts Looking for a best friend for Rex - preferably someone who is less homophobic than he is, but still a Slytherin - as well as a ton of people for him to goof around with/piss off/prank the living heck out of. I'd also love to find a Ravenclaw or two that he pays/forces to do his homework for him! Additionally, Rex could use a few (very secret) ex-hook ups from his fifth year to the first half of his sixth year, and I would love to find someone to write a cousin or brother of the girl he is engaged to. His unfinished profile is located here for additional information, but details are subject to change.
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[31 Jan 2012|03:59pm] |
PREMISE | RULES | Q & A | AVAILABLE & HELD
CAST | SOUL MATE INFO | APPLY
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Tell me who you are, I am spellbound!
Soul Mates. It is a concept that has been around for ages, whispered about by the romantic at heart, scoffed at by those too pessimistic and cynical to put trust in the ideal. Always, it had been a hope, an almost blind belief that it truly does exist, and is not some hopeless concept.
Everywhere I go, I am spellbound!
What if you were told that not only is the concept real, but that there is a way to prove it? What would you do? Would you be happy? Scared? Would you line up with the masses to get at this wonder, or would you ignore it existence and try to get on with your life?
I will break the spell you put on me. |
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Game NOW OPEN! |
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amesoeurmods is an AU HP, non-epilogue compliant game. We do not focus on fluff, smut, slash or dark themes. We focus on the lives of these character and their social interactions. All kinds are welcomed with open arms. We are, however, an 18+ aged game. Come and join us, we love meeting new people. |
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[31 Jan 2012|08:20pm] |
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Long shot but Bradley Cooper to scopata for a line?
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