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Tweak says, "the Wookiee did it."

Allen Walker (Star) (pierrotdetous) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-01-23 03:14:00

Entry tags:

!days 100-109, aeris gainsborough, allen walker, gokudera hayato, howard link, kiryuu zero, watanuki kimihiro, {ushahin}, {vash the stampede}, {zuko}, {{{spock}}}

Who: Lacerta et al
Where: Lakeside
When: Day 101, mid-morning
What: lizard bonding

[Upon the Sudden Idea, Lacerta has PACKED BREAKFAST. It is time for a picnic!]

Here is fine.

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	pierrotdetous 2010-01-23 09:37 am UTC (link)
	Anyway... how are you doing? How do you feel? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-23 09:47 am UTC (link)
	Fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-23 10:43 am UTC (link)
	I wanted to talk to you... since we got really lucky with that Trickster game. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-23 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-23 09:55 pm UTC (link)
	. . . [deep breath] Games like that - we'll try like hell to get lucky like that again. But it's not likely. We might really be forced to choose to protect our own team, or one person over another. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-23 11:55 pm UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 07:47 am UTC (link)
	--And games like that are really bad, and none of us like it. But there really, really isn't any fighting it sometimes, and everybody always comes back to life. It isn't like the "death" we remember that's so terrible, even if it still hurts. And when we refuse, much more permanent things happen. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 07:50 am UTC (link)
	-- So don't... don't think we've just given up for no reason because humans are terrible. It's not that we think Lacerta has more value than everyone else. We really care, okay? This is just how the games work. In this place we can at least protect each other from harm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 07:53 am UTC (link)
	...Is that what I used to think? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 08:03 am UTC (link)
	[lowers his face so it's hidden] Well how do you feel now? Me telling you stuff like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 08:05 am UTC (link)
	Suspicious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 08:07 am UTC (link)
	Of what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 08:12 am UTC (link)
	You're trying to get around something you won't tell me about, aren't you? It's really suspicious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 08:14 am UTC (link)
	I - I am not! I'm trying to say this so maybe it won't hurt you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 08:18 am UTC (link)
	If you hurt someone, doesn't it hurt you back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 08:34 am UTC (link)
	Of course it does. But the consequences of not shouldering that burden are much worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 08:35 am UTC (link)
	So basically you admit I'll be hurt no matter what. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

pierrotdetous
2010-01-24 08:38 am UTC (link)

. . . Yeah. We've all been hurt. This isn't going to be easy. But we all recover too, you know? Everyone was celebrating after we beat Trickster's game, even though we've all suffered and hurt each other before. It's like that. We can still celebrate and be happy.

Before, you couldn't handle it at all. It was too much. I'm - I'm sorry. Even if you don't understand why. I... I want you to be able to handle it this time.

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	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 08:49 am UTC (link)
	I couldn't handle it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 08:53 am UTC (link)
	Not at all. You never could. I promised to look after you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 09:01 am UTC (link)
	Ah... it must've been a real burden. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 10:34 am UTC (link)
	It's not a burden. Idiot. You're someone that's really important to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 10:48 am UTC (link)
	...I am? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-01-24 10:51 am UTC (link)
	[n-nods] Sorry. I've been doing a lot of shit wrong this last week. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tickettoheaven 2010-01-24 10:59 am UTC (link)
	Um... it's okay. There's no real reason you should have to worry about me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)