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Tweak says, "Kinky!"

Allen Walker (Star) (pierrotdetous) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-09-18 20:06:00

Entry tags:

!days 270-279, aeris gainsborough, allen walker, claude c. kenni, danielle 'dani' phantom, franz d'epinay, nakayama yayoi, rabi, sawada tsunayoshi, shinonome kon, syaoran, watanuki kimihiro, {doumeki shizuka}, ~{persona}

Who: Lizardking, guests, freeloaders, etc
Where: Lizardking
When: Day 273, immediately post game
What: AND LIZARDKING TPK

[helping Watanuki with chores! NOTHING BAD IS HAPPENING!]

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	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 03:45 am UTC (link)
	[Ah... Did he just not want to answer...?] Oh, well if he's in trouble you probably wanna give him time to recover, yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 03:50 am UTC (link)
	[it's complicated] I won't confront him about it now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:20 am UTC (link)
	Then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 04:23 am UTC (link)
	Then what? I'll leave if that's what's best. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:30 am UTC (link)
	Erh, I couldn't really say for sure. I don't know all the circumstances. Most of what I know's just from behavior and conjecture. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 04:42 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. All I really care about is keeping Watanuki safe. It's the reason I came here... not just to your dorm but to this whole terrible place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:46 am UTC (link)
	I guess you really are used to being the only one who can do something about his troublesome habits, huh? Well I don't think he'd mind knowing you're worried about him, but the issue's how you're getting along with everyone else, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 01:46 pm UTC (link)
	It would be easier if I could be on the same team he is. I don't care how they think of me as long as they don't keep me from seeing him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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fill_the_blanks
2011-09-19 02:46 pm UTC (link)

[shrug] I haven't heard of anyone from the same world ending up on the same team. Not use wasting time on what isn't, in this case.

Well I mean, if you tried getting along with them more it'd probably help with that? Ignoring them or going around them when all they want to do is look out for his best interests won't get you too far. You have to adapt your mindset cause the fact is you're not the only one who wants to protect him anymore...

My bet is they'd rather work with you than against you, but it's hard when you refuse to take them into consideration.

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	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 02:51 pm UTC (link)
	Red thinks I'm a stalker, Razzy is distrustful of me for reasons beyond my control and Allen thinks I'm reckless. At this point it may be too late for me to get along with anyone besides Watanuki. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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fill_the_blanks
2011-09-19 03:04 pm UTC (link)

It's no use if you don't make an effort though...

Anyway it's not that you have to change anyone's minds, it's that you can't keep acting on your own. 'Cause that says you don't trust their efforts. It's hard to accept, but Lacerta knows what they're doing when it comes to this place, and they do their best to keep Watanuki safe always. That's something good, that's something you should work with.

It'll keep you out of situations like this, with the whole Mirror thing...

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eggspectant
2011-09-19 03:11 pm UTC (link)

I haven't spoken to Mirror in a long time, I just don't know how else to help when things go wrong.

I do trust Lacerta to keep him safe, or I would be here much more often. But they don't trust me and my ability to keep him safe either. He wouldn't have lived long enough to even be here if it wasn't for me.

[REALLY resents the implication that Ursa can't take care of people]

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fill_the_blanks
2011-09-19 03:31 pm UTC (link)

[hff] Well, I know how that is... I don't have much I can do for my own teams, even, since I'm pretty much just a normal guy. Sometimes your concern and company will have to be enough. That probably would be enough for Watanuki, he seems happiest when he knows someone cares.

Haaa... No one else over here knows you very well though... The biggest impressions people have of you is that you don't care about anything except Watanuki and you'll barrel through them without a thought, making decisions about him on your own... I figure that's not entirely intentional, since you've kinda got Watanuki blinders on, but [shrug...] that's just not how it works here. You may have saved him countless of times before coming here but what they see here will be the difference...

I guess that makes things sound kinda hopeless but knowing where you might've misstepped is a step toward avoiding doing it in the future.

[Unfortunately doesn't seem to notice that button; he doesn't seem to be discussing Ursa's abilities at all, more Lacerta's relation to Doumeki.]

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	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 03:42 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be happy to let them take care of him all the time so long as I can still see him. But I can't help but be upset when I come here and find out he's tried to kill himself again. Though I suppose I should thank whoever stopped him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 03:49 pm UTC (link)
	Haha... Sorry, I guess I'm upsetting you too. Maybe next time just try asking "what can I do?" Even if nobody has a good answer to that, everyone can help each other try to figure it out. And that'd be Allen and Claude... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	[nods] I'll try next time. I wasn't expecting to find trouble when I got here... I just remembered something horrible and I needed to talk to Watanuki about it, and then to find out he was unconscious on top of that because he'd tried to kill himself again, I didn't react well. I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	[Waves that off] Like I said, I'm not the one who needs an apology. Wanna talk to me about what you were here for? If you don't wanna stew in it I mean. Though I'll understand if it's personal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 04:16 pm UTC (link)
	What would you do if someone you cared about made a decision to give up the rest of their life for a hopeless cause? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:20 pm UTC (link)
	Uh... Don't know... Probably depends what I could even do about it. Maybe try to punch it out of them... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	There's nothing I can do about it. I knew he'd done this to himself, but I didn't know the reason before, and I do now. I don't think he's in a good place to punch sense into right now. And even if he was, I don't think that would help my reputation with Lacerta. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah no, probably not... Well I guess the only thing to do is talk about it with him. Figure out what he was thinking and if you can change his mind, I guess. That's all I've got. Maybe it's not an issue anymore since he's here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 04:35 pm UTC (link)
	I hope so. Because I've already failed to change his mind once... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:46 pm UTC (link)
	All you guys from that world can be really stubborn when you want, huh...? So.. probably the best thing is just focusing on how he feels about it, whatever it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] eggspectant 2011-09-19 04:51 pm UTC (link)
	I've never confronted him about his feelings before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [not too much later] fill_the_blanks 2011-09-19 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	It doesn't have to be a confrontation, but it's just what I'd want to know first, if it were me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)