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Rooms' - A heart's desire (roomsdesires) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-02-06 20:44:00

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*journal, ella dean, plot: valentine's

Ella D
[This.]

When you wish, what do you wish for?

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	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, two. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 10:11 pm UTC (link)
	What are they like? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	Fierce. Sweet. Strong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	Are they here, or stuck somewhere else? I missed mine something awful. And she and I, we don't always get along. Sometimes we hate one another. But she's strong and she's got a great laugh and she's complicated and she could kick ass and she protects family the way I hope my kid gets accustomed to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	They're somewhere else. I wish they were here. I wish it all the time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, honey. It's rough. But I'd be wishing I was there, instead of here. Here's some other kind of fucked up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:25 pm UTC (link)
	It is. But things have a chance to be different for us here and that might be good for all of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	Different is good. I used to think different, life working out some other way to how I had it all planned out, was terrifying. Now, I'm not so sure I don't like the fact I don't know half the time the way it's going. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	All I ever wanted was to have a family. I had that, and it was beautiful, and wonderful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. And losing something you want that badly, it sucks more than losing something you didn't know you wanted. Honey, I wish you had something that made it a little better. I have my sister. I've got my kid, and I've got my friends. Even if one of them turned into a little punk when I was away. Could you make use of a wish? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you, but I don't want your wish. If they were here, I'd want them to be here for real, not from magic. Does that make sense? And I'm not alone. I have friends, good friends, and one of my sons is here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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competent
2015-02-12 10:41 pm UTC (link)

It makes sense. I wouldn't wish my husband back, and I wouldn't wish my mom or my dad. They're real, and I want them real. And I wouldn't want to fuck up my memories. I was poor as mice when I showed up in Vegas, and had bills out of my ears, but I had what I had.

Maybe that's it. I don't care about being poor, but my kid would. So something for her. Money locked away, so she can go to school or do something dumb like me and get married way too young, or buy a house someday down the line.

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	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	A trust? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I can't screw that up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. I can do that. Do you want to include any specifics? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	Specifics how? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	Amount to go in? When she can access it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	God. This, this is why I need my sister. I don't think through anything practical well. Amount. I don't know. Enough for college, and enough for a down payment on a house and a little extra. That seem greedy to you? And I want her old enough to have some sense, but not so old that she don't have it when she needs it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. It doesn't seem greedy at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	Twenty-one? That's old enough to drink. Old enough to join the Army. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked roomsdesires 2015-02-12 11:21 pm UTC (link)
	Partial access at 18 (for college) and full access at 21? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked competent 2015-02-12 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Perfect. And if it needs someone to look after it, can y'all put it in my sister's name? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)