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inkonstage ([info]inkonstage) wrote in [info]rooms,
@ 2014-06-09 12:09:00

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Entry tags:*journal, helena wayne, marta flores, sam alexander, seven morgan, valerie king

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To the fuck heads who are responsible for me waking up naked with come dripping out of my cunt:

Just what made you think it was fucking okay to use my body as some come-dump fuck toy?

You know, I decided years ago that I'm the one who says who gets to be in my body so thanks for taking that away from me.

Wow and I hope I'm on the pill or something, right? Hate to get knocked up from this shit. And yeah, I hope whoever you fucked my body with doesn't have the clap or herpes or goddamn fucking aids. Because you fuckers obviously didn't use a condom. Did it get you off faster to bareback in a body you didn't have to give a fuck about? Now I get to go to the clinic not just now, but also down the fucking road because some of that shit doesn't show up right away. And I have to worry about giving shit to other people if I actually want to hook up with someone. Hope that if I've got a partner they're real understanding about that.

Thanks for giving me nightmares for fucking ever. Waking up naked, not knowing where I am or who's been inside of me. Real great.

And maybe it doesn't seem like a big fucking deal after all of that other shit but that was my favorite fucking shirt you assholes. It was fucking important to me, and now it's covered in some stranger's nasty jizz. Thanks. Fuck you.


[She calms down a little after talking to Seven, and just wants to get past it. It's struck out, but still visible, to an extent.]


[Anon]
The woman who probably woke up in a wet dress? Are you okay?



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Marta F/Seven M
[info]luckiestnumber
2014-06-09 05:15 pm UTC (link)
Jesus fucking christ Marta. Where are you?

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Re: Marta F/Seven M
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-09 05:18 pm UTC (link)
[...] In my room. About to take a shower that lasts about a thousand fucking years.

[...] Are you okay?

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Re: Marta F/Seven M
[info]luckiestnumber
2014-06-09 05:22 pm UTC (link)
[...] I'm so fucking sorry that happened to you. I don't t That's fucked up.

I think so. Yeah, I feel alright.

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Re: Marta F/Seven M
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-09 05:26 pm UTC (link)
[A longer pause.] Unless you were one of the people that was doing the fucking, you don't need to apologize. [...] Were you?

Good. That's good.

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Re: Marta F/Seven M
[info]luckiestnumber
2014-06-09 05:30 pm UTC (link)
What? No, I didn't see you at the hotel. Or anyone who looked like you, I guess. What t [...] You know what I mean, yeah?

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Re: Marta F/Seven M
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-09 05:37 pm UTC (link)
No, I know. [...] I'm glad. That it wasn't [Pause and then she scribbled it all out with a shaky hand.]

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[info]monetize
2014-06-10 03:49 am UTC (link)
Sorry, honey. You going to be okay?

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[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 03:56 am UTC (link)
[It takes a little bit for a reply. She's at least calmed down by then.] Yeah, I think so maybe. I mean, it's fucked up and not okay. But yeah. I don't know if I know you? Are you okay?

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[info]monetize
2014-06-10 04:06 am UTC (link)
I'm fine.

I would recommend you go get a rape kit but... I don't know. The hotel. Maybe if people around here took it more seriously when these things happen. I didn't realize any of it would be permanent.

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[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 04:09 am UTC (link)
That's good.

And yeah, trust me, I thought about it. But like, if it wasn't me in my body while it was getting fucked, then it wasn't the dude in his body doing the fucking. But if his jizz turns up shit in some system here, then fuck him anyway, right? And that way they'd do all the [...] testing and shit right away for me.

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[info]monetize
2014-06-10 04:44 am UTC (link)
There were two buts going on there and you lost me halfway through.

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[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 04:48 am UTC (link)
Yeah. I'm trying to decide, but every time I do, it seems more complicated.

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[info]lionessrises
2014-06-10 05:50 am UTC (link)
You too?

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[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 06:31 am UTC (link)
[...] Yeah. What the fuck is wrong with people?

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[info]lionessrises
2014-06-10 06:35 am UTC (link)
I don't know.

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Sam A/Marta F
[info]jukejoint
2014-06-10 06:01 pm UTC (link)
[She almost goes anon, but it makes her think of Micah, and she can't, she can't, she can't. The writing is a jagged mess, because she can't keep still either, and rock, rock, rock.]

It was me. I'm sorry.

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Re: Sam A/Marta F
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 06:24 pm UTC (link)
[The reply takes a while - long enough for her to calm down and start to feel less raw, but it still takes a bit to find the right words.]

I calmed down since earlier. [...] Which one were you?

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Re: Sam A/Marta F
[info]jukejoint
2014-06-10 06:51 pm UTC (link)
Her.

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Re: Sam A/Marta F
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 07:15 pm UTC (link)
Okay. [She takes a breath...] Okay.
This is weird.

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Re: Sam A/Marta F
[info]jukejoint
2014-06-10 08:19 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry.

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Anon/Marta F
[info]roomsanon
2014-06-10 07:32 pm UTC (link)
You want to talk about it, you talk to me.

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Re: Anon/Marta F
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 07:37 pm UTC (link)
[Anger only sustains so long, and hers burns hot but quickly. By this point, she mostly wants to try to move on. But.]

And who are you? The other one?

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Russ C/Marta F
[info]greasemonkey
2014-06-10 07:39 pm UTC (link)
[Ditching anon]

The other one? I'm the only one. Buck stops with me, kid.

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Re: Russ C/Marta F
[info]inkonstage
2014-06-10 07:46 pm UTC (link)
[Facepalm at the familiar name. Face. Palm.]

Godfuckingdammit, Russ.

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Re: Russ C/Marta F
[info]greasemonkey
2014-06-10 07:47 pm UTC (link)
I didn't know it was you, kid.

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