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Tweak says, "make us whole"

inkonstage (inkonstage) wrote in rooms,
@ 2014-06-09 12:09:00

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*journal, helena wayne, marta flores, sam alexander, seven morgan, valerie king

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To the fuck heads who are responsible for me waking up naked with come dripping out of my cunt:

Just what made you think it was fucking okay to use my body as some come-dump fuck toy?

You know, I decided years ago that I'm the one who says who gets to be in my body so thanks for taking that away from me.

Wow and I hope I'm on the pill or something, right? Hate to get knocked up from this shit. And yeah, I hope whoever you fucked my body with doesn't have the clap or herpes or goddamn fucking aids. Because you fuckers obviously didn't use a condom. Did it get you off faster to bareback in a body you didn't have to give a fuck about? Now I get to go to the clinic not just now, but also down the fucking road because some of that shit doesn't show up right away. And I have to worry about giving shit to other people if I actually want to hook up with someone. Hope that if I've got a partner they're real understanding about that.

Thanks for giving me nightmares for fucking ever. Waking up naked, not knowing where I am or who's been inside of me. Real great.

And maybe it doesn't seem like a big fucking deal after all of that other shit but that was my favorite fucking shirt you assholes. It was fucking important to me, and now it's covered in some stranger's nasty jizz. Thanks. Fuck you.

[She calms down a little after talking to Seven, and just wants to get past it. It's struck out, but still visible, to an extent.]

[Anon]
The woman who probably woke up in a wet dress? Are you okay?

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	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 03:42 am UTC (link)
	I used to love that shit. Yeah, ok. I can do that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 03:43 am UTC (link)
	Right? Who doesn't? Your kid's going to love it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 03:45 am UTC (link)
	He's not mine, but if he hates it I'm still blaming it on you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 03:46 am UTC (link)
	If he hates it, then there's something wrong with him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 03:49 am UTC (link)
	I'll blame it on his parents if that's the case. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 03:53 am UTC (link)
	Best idea either of us have had today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 03:56 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. You've been super awesome, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 04:00 am UTC (link)
	[A little serious again.] Listen, I'm not 100% with this still, I'm ignoring a lot of shit right now that my brain is trying to freak out about. But I made a [...] friend ?? the last time the hotel was an asshole, so there's that. Just saying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 04:16 am UTC (link)
	Yeah? You met them face to face and shit? And you weren't freaked they wouldn't be into you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 04:22 am UTC (link)
	I made him buy me a drink. We were both freaking out a little. It wasn't so much about him being into me as that I kind of wanted to prove to him that I was still alive. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 04:25 am UTC (link)
	Did he kill you or something? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 04:26 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, but it was an accident. It was during that memory thing we got chucked into a while ago. Were you around for that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 04:28 am UTC (link)
	I've been around for years, yeah. We've talked before or whatever, you and me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 04:30 am UTC (link)
	[A fairly long pause. It takes a while.] Oh, about blowjobs? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 05:03 am UTC (link)
	I think so. It was a long time ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 05:06 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Fucking seems like forever some days. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 05:14 am UTC (link)
	You ever figure out what you wanted to do there? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 05:16 am UTC (link)
	[Slight delay.] Where? Mac and cheese? IDK. We're on the bus. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 05:19 am UTC (link)
	No. With the blowjobs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 05:20 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. I got it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 05:22 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay. I'll stop talking about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 05:24 am UTC (link)
	No, yeah, it's cool. I'm just sort of out of practice talking like this, and everyone's been asking questions all day, like they think I'm going to lose my shit. Just old noise. So, what's the deal with the guy and the shirt? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F inkonstage 2014-06-11 05:28 am UTC (link)
	I haven't had as many people around to talk to since we left Vegas. I might be making up for lost time. [...] People asking because of hotel shit? Are you going to lose your shit? Shit, you're asking too? Guess I shouldn't have freaked out about it so much, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Marta F jukejoint 2014-06-11 05:34 am UTC (link)
	No. I'm ok. Is he the guy that killed you last time? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)