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Tweak says, "Mother called me crazy... Once"

inkonstage (inkonstage) wrote in rooms,
@ 2014-06-09 12:09:00

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*journal, helena wayne, marta flores, sam alexander, seven morgan, valerie king

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To the fuck heads who are responsible for me waking up naked with come dripping out of my cunt:

Just what made you think it was fucking okay to use my body as some come-dump fuck toy?

You know, I decided years ago that I'm the one who says who gets to be in my body so thanks for taking that away from me.

Wow and I hope I'm on the pill or something, right? Hate to get knocked up from this shit. And yeah, I hope whoever you fucked my body with doesn't have the clap or herpes or goddamn fucking aids. Because you fuckers obviously didn't use a condom. Did it get you off faster to bareback in a body you didn't have to give a fuck about? Now I get to go to the clinic not just now, but also down the fucking road because some of that shit doesn't show up right away. And I have to worry about giving shit to other people if I actually want to hook up with someone. Hope that if I've got a partner they're real understanding about that.

Thanks for giving me nightmares for fucking ever. Waking up naked, not knowing where I am or who's been inside of me. Real great.

And maybe it doesn't seem like a big fucking deal after all of that other shit but that was my favorite fucking shirt you assholes. It was fucking important to me, and now it's covered in some stranger's nasty jizz. Thanks. Fuck you.

[She calms down a little after talking to Seven, and just wants to get past it. It's struck out, but still visible, to an extent.]

[Anon]
The woman who probably woke up in a wet dress? Are you okay?

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	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 06:08 am UTC (link)
	Okay... Good. [A pause after he asks. There's just enough sound of soft breathing to prove she hasn't hung up.] kinda shitty. I'm dealing. Some woman on the journals is being nice and talking to me, so that's nice. ...You? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M

luckiestnumber
2014-06-10 06:19 am UTC (link)

I'm sorry you have to deal with that shit. Fucking sucks. I know you know that, but - [A break in his words, because he knows that they're inadequate.] Oh yeah? That's good. I mean, that you can talk to... someone. [Someone that isn't him? He's sure that she needs it.

There's a muffled voice, and he puts his hand over the mouthpiece to answer the cabdriver.] Paying with cash.

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	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 06:33 am UTC (link)
	[Softer.] Yeah. I know. ...I don't know who she is and I haven't talked to her before, but she seems nice at least. It's nice. [She waits through the almost crackle of hand over phone.] You there? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M luckiestnumber 2014-06-10 06:36 am UTC (link)
	Just - [A beat.] Be careful, okay? Will you promise me that? Anyone can seem charming on the journals. [Speaking from experience? No, obviously not.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 06:39 am UTC (link)
	Fucking tell me about it. Met you on there didn't I? [An obvious smile and then serious again.] I know. I'm not meeting. Just talking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M

luckiestnumber
2014-06-10 06:43 am UTC (link)

How quickly the young forget. [Slight smirk.] You'll recall that we met in some shitty little apartment that smelled like cheap cigarettes before you had tits and before my skin cleared up. [Knowing that she's probably going to curse at him, and probably hoping for it.] The difference is that I'm still a charming motherfucker.

[...] I meant what I said. Promise me.

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	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 06:49 am UTC (link)
	[Smiling again.] Asshole. Maybe I'm rewriting it so I can have tits in the story. [Another pause, softer and serious and obviously a little surprised by the tone. Everything slips out automatically, before she can stop it.] Yeah, baby, I promise. Don't worry about me. Just get home safe, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M luckiestnumber 2014-06-10 06:59 am UTC (link)
	[A long pause. And then, and then - a slight, dimpled smile.] Yeah, okay. I'll be home as soon as I can. I promise, love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 07:04 am UTC (link)
	[She hears the smile and it makes her smile for a second. But just a second before she realizes what she said. How she said it. Her intake of breath is audible even though she tries to play the next off as casual:] Okay so I'll let you go and I'll just see you when you get h--back. Here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M luckiestnumber 2014-06-10 07:05 am UTC (link)
	[And then it turns into a smirk, and it's totally fucking audible.] Home, Marta. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 07:10 am UTC (link)
	[She's not smiling, and her voice is somewhere between shaky and warm.] Fuck you, Seven. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M luckiestnumber 2014-06-10 07:15 am UTC (link)
	With pleasure. [A muffled slamming of doors in the background as he gets out of the cab.] Goodnight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Marta F/Seven M inkonstage 2014-06-10 07:18 am UTC (link)
	...Night. [And after another second, the sound of her end of the call disconnecting.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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