InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "Let's get some oaaatttsssss."

- (tinieblas) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-08-29 18:48:00

Entry tags:

!ocean's eleven, *journal, *log, helena wayne, joseph walsh, louis donovan, neil donovan, sam alexander

Louis D, Neil D, Joseph W, Helena W
[Locked to Louis D]
Shane's gone.

[Locked to Neil D]
How're you holding up? And skip the bullshit and go right to the truth, yeah?

[Locked to Joseph W]
Hey, baby.

[Locked to Hels]
Thanks for all the info, yeah? It saved our asses.

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	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 01:42 am UTC (link)
	Alright. [...] Wait, where's he gone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 01:43 am UTC (link)
	Neil? IDK yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 01:58 am UTC (link)
	Is he in some kind of trouble? I can go look for him. Did he say where he might be? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 02:10 am UTC (link)
	He's fine, yeah? Just upset or whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 02:47 am UTC (link)
	[...] Is he saying anything? About Meredith? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 03:11 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. He's talking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 03:17 am UTC (link)
	~~you wouldn't say if something was wrong.~~ I'll talk to him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 03:19 am UTC (link)
	Lou, it's fine, yeah? I'm getting him to see me somewhere, and he's talking about how he feels. Shit's fine. Don't freak. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 03:23 am UTC (link)
	don't freak? after everything we just went through? don't freak? I'm worried about him. After what happened with Meredith. I'm very worried about him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 03:24 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I get it, but don't scare him into a hole somewhere, ok? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 03:33 am UTC (link)
	I'm not radioactive. I know how to talk to my own brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 03:36 am UTC (link)
	[Pen.] Yeah. No. You're right. Sorry, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 03:37 am UTC (link)
	[A long pause.] No, I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 03:40 am UTC (link)
	No, you're right, yeah? I keep doing this shit, butting in where I shouldn't and fucking shit up more. I'm good at that, yeah? Fucking shit up worse. If I'd stayed out of shit with Meredith, we wouldn't be here, and you're right. He's your brother, and IDK we're just exs or something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: louis d/sam a

strikethose
2015-09-01 03:43 am UTC (link)

That isn't true. You know that isn't true. If you were 'just exes' and I somehow outranked you as his brother, he would be talking to me right now. He isn't. He wouldn't at the hospital, either, he avoided me.

You didn't cause this. No one did. I can't even blame Meredith for tripping into the door this time around. It was accidental, as it was for you. And Neil would have gone in after her either way. [...] At least, I hope he would have. I do and I don't, I suppose. Knowing what I know now, I hope he would have.

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	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 03:47 am UTC (link)
	It's true, Lou. It's ok to say, yeah? I'm making a mess of fucking everything. He would have gone with or without us. He's just beating himself up about her being there, and about being ineffectual in the door. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-01 04:01 am UTC (link)
	This was a mess before you got here. Meredith was a mess, Neil was a mess. You're a mess too, but so am I. Cris is certainly a mess. We're all terrible, and that's the truth, and very unfortunate. We're only trying, and that's all we can be expected to do. [...] Did he say anything about what happened when he found her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-01 04:04 am UTC (link)
	I'm not sure Cris will tell me if he's fucked up. I suck at being there for him when he needs me, so can you check in? That's something I'm good at fucking up too. No. But I didn't ask that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-02 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Why do you think you're responsible for what's wrong with everyone you know? [...] No, I suppose not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-02 02:28 am UTC (link)
	Because addicts fuck up everyone around them, Lou. It's just how shit is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-02 02:33 am UTC (link)
	What about us being responsible for ourselves? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-02 02:48 am UTC (link)
	You don't get it, baby. Loving someone with an addiction is a fucking shitty place to be, and there's not a lot you can do to keep from being hurt by that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-02 03:35 am UTC (link)
	[...] We'll only have another conversation in circles if we argue this again. I don't agree. Let's leave it there. You still do a much better job getting Neil to talk than I do. That must be something, for a start. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a tinieblas 2015-09-02 03:44 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to know why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: louis d/sam a strikethose 2015-09-02 04:04 am UTC (link)
	~~I have a guess~~ Go ahead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)