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Tweak says, "Butterflies turn into people"

Donna knows (recursion) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-07-09 13:58:00

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*journal, donna carroll, flash thompson, luke henry, mikey carroll, song mingmei, wren henry

Mikey C; Flash T; Mingmei S; Public
[Public]

Does anyone know if a Pan Galactic Gargle Blaster exists in some door? I would very much appreciate directions.

[Mikey C]

Leo's gone. [...] Does that mean you're going to leave soon, too?

[Flash T]

[Nothing on the journal, but Donna's crafted a whole bunch of lvl 60 gear for him~]

[Mingmei S]

I'm going to be setting up some investor meetings soon. If they get to the negotiation point, would you be willing to join me?

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	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-10 10:57 am UTC (link)
	she was in love with me on my ninja for an hour or two one day. lol he'll be fine. tbh it wouldn't be the first time she's chased guys off, and like 3 days later it's all fine. she does. but then she wants the guys that don't want her too. it's selfish but kind of sad, too omw (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-10 11:34 am UTC (link)
	until she found out you were a chick, right? lol do you think he'll have a harder time with girls in the fc or better? true man, so true. [When she gets there, his toon (Glutes Routine) is a massive Roegadyn Sea Wolf. He looks silly in the fishing outfit, which is a straw hat, flowing pink shirt and kakis. The toon waves at her and then gets back to fishing.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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recursion
2015-07-10 11:50 am UTC (link)

exactly. i almost started that quest just to mess with her, but i don't want to teleport to her ever.

probably better? i mean if it gets out that he likes someone else, the girls will be interested i guess.

[BoPro Terrapin (Yeah, ONE of them owns that shit.) is a little Lalafell Dunesfolk that waves cheerfully before plopping down beside him]

you told him to do the right thing though. it wasn't terrible advice.

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	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-12 05:47 am UTC (link)
	[He fishes for a while. Big lumbering green guy with his little fishing rod.] I bet he'll feel better about it with enough time, you know? Weight off his shoulders. [...] Uh so. [...] Theoretically [...] what do you think about clones. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-12 05:51 am UTC (link)
	honesty is the best course in all that nonsense. he'll get there soon enough. clones? as in attack of? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-12 05:52 am UTC (link)
	IDK what that is? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-12 05:55 am UTC (link)
	star wars? nvm. what specifically about clones? i mean i support cloning and all that if this is a poll. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-12 05:57 am UTC (link)
	oh right, duh. [...] like uhh [Long pause.] why do you support cloning? like a dude dies and then a new one shows up and it's cool? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-12 06:07 am UTC (link)
	well i guess it is different here than back home. [...] okay so like if you can be grown outside of a person, it doesn't make you any less of a person. same genetic makeup, right? idk about replacing dead people. that a level i haven't really thought about. isn't that the sort of thing that happens around here though? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-13 09:07 am UTC (link)
	[He fishes for a while.] like maybe a friend of mine is a clone now. im cool with it, you know? but like. [...] shit what if she gets sick? what if im supposed to look for defects? [Fishing.] tired of worrying all the time, man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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recursion
2015-07-13 10:49 am UTC (link)

[It's her turn for a long pause.] you can't let yourself worry about everything. is she sick now? sometimes you have to cross that bridge when you get to it instead of standing there and wondering what is on the other side. clones are inherently unstable, yes, and she's lucky to have someone that could help her spot any defects. but what ifs will drive you bonkers. just be her friend.

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	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-13 10:51 am UTC (link)
	she's not sick yet. [...] i keep thinking it'd be easier on me if i just act like i don't see her. or i don't accept it, you know? just sorry you aren't her, see you later. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-13 11:03 am UTC (link)
	possible that she won't ever get sick, you know. don't throw that 'yet' around so fast. [...] is that how you want it to be? just write it off? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-13 11:04 am UTC (link)
	why is it easier to think nothing is going to happen instead of everything bad? [...] no. i mean sometimes? [...] that's why i do this. play games. i cant be in the real world all the fucking time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-13 11:14 am UTC (link)
	[...] i didnt say that. i wouldnt because bad things happen. they shouldn't but they do and we are supposed to be prepared. but if we concentrate on everything bad all the time, we'd never leave the house. i know the feeling. escape. but [...] we don't have to talk about this anymore if you don't want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-13 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	[An obvious attempt at a joke:] well i don't have a working wheelchair anymore so idk if I'll be leaving anytime soon anyway. nah i mean. [awkward.] i ask because [...] she doesn't have a whole lot of friends right now and i think you're really fucking rad [...] so i was wondering if you wanted to come hang out. if she turns out to be ok. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-13 04:16 pm UTC (link)
	it's a good thing there's 24 hour delivery, right? [There's a pause. Maybe a little flustered.] of course i would. i'd really like that. [...] you know, i wouldn't have known about the clone thing if you hadn't said anything. and i still would have come to hang out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-13 04:20 pm UTC (link)
	imma get pizza fat. [honestly surprised. enough that he misses a fish.] yeah? [...] well, i didn't want to fucking lie to you. [...] and it's gwen, you know? if i asked you to come hang with us, you'd know something was fucking weird. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-13 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	there's so much more to delivery than pizza! [...] don't let my brothers know i said that. it will get back to dad and he'll be so disappointed. oh [Another pause as things click in her brain.] well you never know how things work around here. everything is pretty weird to me. she's okay though? all things considered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-14 08:27 am UTC (link)
	im sure they got tired of it eventually, right? i think so? [...] i think she's not sure what to make of everything. [...] i think she's scared of going back to being gwen. we all want it to be the same but- well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-14 11:26 am UTC (link)
	something like that. more like the family joke got old. i think she has a right to be scared. and fear isn't bad. it's how we know there's something we need to question. how do you feel about it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: flash/donna flashofvenom 2015-07-15 05:59 am UTC (link)
	Did you get teased at school for the naming thing your dad did? Spent a lot of my life knowing she was going to die. And she did, right? But, now she's back and anything could happen. I fucking hate the uncertainty of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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recursion
2015-07-15 01:14 pm UTC (link)

sometimes? it's not like a lot of people think donna is short for anything. most people didnt pay any attention to me.

everyone dies. everyone. you can't sit around and wait for it to happen. you have a second chance to spend time with someone you care about. that's a rare opportunity you've been given. uncertainty is terrifying, yeah, but no one knows what's going to happen even ten minutes from now. (please don't list those few people that do. i am trying to make a point.) 'anything can happen' is sort of the whole backbone of living. no one's life is pre-destined, so you can't say you knew what would happen. [...] i mean, the comics aren't some weird prophetic gospel, right?

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flashofvenom
2015-07-16 04:31 pm UTC (link)

i was like that until i started giving nerds swirlies.

we thought our lives were pre-destined. like for real. every spidey comic was exactly the fucking same. gwen dies. i get fucked. pete and mj hook up. harry goes nuts. [....] and that's why they are like that, man. im sure the other comic book characters are living out how they are in the comics, too. like tony? drunk scientists who's lonely. That's the fucking comics, man!

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	Re: flash/donna recursion 2015-07-16 04:40 pm UTC (link)
	i think i'd rather be ignored. but it doesn't have to be, right? things can change. [...] right? [A long pause because what if they can't change?] like us talking doesn't ever happen, so that has to have some sort of weird effect, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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