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🎵 𝄞 🎸 𝄫 🎷🎶 🎻 (jukejoint) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-06-21 23:26:00

Entry tags:

*journal, ella dean, jack corvus, jezebelle clarke, lin alesi, luke henry, max main, sharon carter

Jack C, Ella D, Lin A, Luke H, Sharon C, Jeze C
[Individual locks, in search of bouncebacks: Jack C, Dylan M, Ella D, Lin A, Luke H, Sharon C, Thomas B]
Still here?

[Note delivered to Jeze C, via messenger boy]
My book showed again, the one I told you about.

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	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 03:56 am UTC (link)
	Shit, girl. [...] Amanda? [...] Did you go back to Vegas, or? Um, yes? Potentially? I'll be honest, I have nfi. I'm chillin'. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 03:59 am UTC (link)
	I haven't seen that kid in a decade. It's alright. Brandon forgot how to be a parent. Maybe he remembers now, wherever he is. Is that a breakup? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Max M/Lin A

sonrisa
2015-06-22 04:02 am UTC (link)

[...] What the fuck? What does that even mean? She's not even ten. Does this mean not Vegas? Like, you did that time-transplant thing? Does this mean you cut yourself open and found the exact egg that made her three years before she was born? Or??? You know, you really like to ask questions and not answer any.

No??? idfk. He's off self-destructing and saving me from him, blah blah.

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	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:04 am UTC (link)
	It means I was eighteen when I was here last, and I'm twenty eight now. Ten years. First decent thing he's done. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:06 am UTC (link)
	Wait, are you telling me there are ten years between 18 and 28? I think it's more decent to let people have agency, but hey. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:07 am UTC (link)
	Amazingly. I might be too much of a mom for that, kid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:18 am UTC (link)
	Either way, for her, it's been months, more than likely. I mean, you could call. I have a Thing about it, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:20 am UTC (link)
	Sure, kid. About agency, or about Webster? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:38 am UTC (link)
	Okay, this is rude, but, if you're too much of a mom for the agency thing, you're confusing me with the whole 'not calling her' thing, esp if Brandon forgot how to be a dad. I mean, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:39 am UTC (link)
	It's complicated, kid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Do you want me to call and holla? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:43 am UTC (link)
	Brandon? No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:44 am UTC (link)
	Only to talk to Amanda. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:46 am UTC (link)
	No, kid. If she's not there, there's nothing I can do anyway. Why would I want to know? She wasn't with me when I left, and she never lived with me until Brandon decided that playing hero was important. She was miserable. The revolving parental door isn't actually doing her any favors, so why keep it turning? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:47 am UTC (link)
	I mean, bc you're her mom is one reason, but, whatever. That's legit. And, fwiw, I meant agency. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 04:49 am UTC (link)
	Kid, I care about you. If you're with someone who makes you miserable, then I'm going to want them gone. Simple as that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 04:50 am UTC (link)
	If it were as simple as that, man, trust me, I'd be gone. I'm not fucking selfless. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 05:04 am UTC (link)
	It's not that simple for you, but it is for people on the outside who care about you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 06:18 am UTC (link)
	[Some doodling. They're not bad doodles. Some cats, chillin' on ringed, non-gaseous planets, looking cute. One has on sneakers. Yk. The usual.] I know. I appreciate that. But, I'm really not miserable all the time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 06:22 am UTC (link)
	Alright, kid. Are there specifics to chilling? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Max M/Lin A

sonrisa
2015-06-22 08:43 am UTC (link)

Well, if I was going to be rude about it, I'd tell you, generally, you want to be in the low 40s, high 30s to chill, but not freeze. Just like some people might say there are ten years between 18 and 28. But, since I'm nice and never rude, I will tell you it largely entails drawing spacecats, attempts at tatebanko, learning how to make an appropriately bio-diverse vivaria using my shower and some cleverly appropriated, antique storm windows, stamp-collecting, watching the entirety of every TV show in a prime-time slot in 1987 (just generally; it could have started years before, for example), and playing hella Pokémon on my Gameboy.

Basically, it means I don't do shit. Find something interesting, that looks kind of difficult, do it until I'm good at it, get to like, 43°, move on. It's kind of fulfilling, actually. I'm a perfectionistic narcissist. I like being good at things. I can't decide if I should like, try to get a job or what, but tbh, I don't really miss it. I thought I would more than I do, I was so involved for so much of my (young, cool) life, but not really. I'd love for it to not be 2001, with the world still feeling the labor contractions of Y2K, but I am so not about to roll up into Marvel or DC. I was thinking of getting into programming. Like, what if I totally became a guru, yk? I'd be one of those cool Dot-Com Bubble people, only without losing all of the venture capital invested in my imaginary company.

[...] You know, Daniel and Dylan are friends. I can ask him about him, if you want.

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	Re: Max M/Lin A jukejoint 2015-06-22 08:54 am UTC (link)
	How do you pay the bills? He's gone. Not much to ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Max M/Lin A sonrisa 2015-06-22 09:45 am UTC (link)
	I still have money from London or whatever, shit I sold. Sometimes I get cheap shit from thrift stores in Marvel and sell them top-of-line here, &c. I'm sorry, girl. I know that doesn't cover it, but. idk. You could call him. Or, shit, he'll probably come back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)