Castiel (strappedonwings) wrote in ridgewayresort, @ 2011-01-14 17:10:00 |
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Entry tags: | castiel, dean winchester, jo harvelle |
Who: Cas, Jo and Dean
When: 4pm Just after this
Where: Their new room.
What: A serious talk about dreams and booze.
Rating: TBD
Status: Incomplete
Cas settled back against the cushions he'd rested against the wall, forming a nest on the thick carpet. It was weird, he thought, being on the other side of this particular talk, this talk he didn't want to need. This talk that stressed out Dean and made Cas feel frustrated. But... he got it now. He knew why Dean has pushed him to let go of his chemical crutch. He knew exactly what it had been doing to them. It was a touch realisation but, on the other hand, he knew dwelling on it was almost as destructive as the original situation. He was needed now. He could step up and he was going to. He settled himself and gestured to the others. He wanted them close, he wanted to hold Jo. He wanted Dean to hold her.
Cas knew her problems were big but he felt he barely understood what they even were. That couldn't go on. None of them were going to be carrying their burdens alone. He understood they needed a little time to get used to the idea of sharing everything. He had been used to smothering, stuffing things down, wearing a masks. Masks could be hard to remove but she had to know with them it was safe. He needed her to know. Surely Dean did too. It was their Jo.
All he wanted to do was hold her until she was better. He help up his arms to her. To Dean. It was time to pull someone else from the fire.