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Linnaea ~ Sigyn ([info]delicatefire) wrote in [info]paxletalelogs,
@ 2010-12-09 23:01:00

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Entry tags:morrigan, sigyn

And when you were born, they looked at you and said...
Who: Naea (And open!)
What: David's called her at work. She's just about had it with everything.
Where: Beginning at Newton's Diner, then a walk down the darkened sidewalk in the rain where perhaps someone from Pax might be driving by and see her.
When: 12/9/10 before midnight.
Warnings: Oh, some foul language. At least at first.
Notes: This was an idea floating around in me head. Linnaea's been needing to allow herself to be vulnerable for, well, herself since the day her mother died.



"Naea! Phone!"

It was at least reasonably close to closing time, which was fantastic because tonight had been slow as molasses. Folks had been Christmas shopping and the rain was coming down like all hell. A few regulars, but nothing that made her much by the way of tips and Christy, well... Christy was lamenting at the fact that Zio hadn't come in. She had her new plunge-type bra on and everything. Oh, well. She'd just try again tomorrow like she always did.

Naea had been attempting to fill the rest of the pepper shakers when her boss, Neil, called from the back. He'd been damn good to her since she'd started at 15, and in turn Naea made sure she did the best damn job she could do. He was the owner, hitting his 60s without slowing down, and probably the closest thing to an actual father Naea had since the day she walked in the door. Letting the shakers rest where they sat on the counter, Naea bounced back into the office, wondering who in the world would be calling her at this time, and especially not her cell.

Neil had a look. Linnaea hated that look. Pressing the palm of his hand against the receiver, he sighed and mumbled, "It's David." He must've seen the whiter shade of pale Naea turned, because he immediately put the phone down and took her by the shoulders. "You don't have to talk to him, hun." And he was every inch sincere about it. "Just say the word and his kneecaps will be dust in the morning." He knew what that asshole had put her through, and he had to fight to keep from hanging up on him.

"Hey, no... It's okay. I'll talk to him. Stuff needs to be said." Naea bit the inside of her cheek, as she had a tendency to do when she was thinking or working one up. She flashed something of a smile of thanks and put her hand on the receiver. "I don't think it'll take long. I didn't think he'd call here." He hadn't called in months, she'd sold his stuff and given it away. Why would she have reason to ever think he'd call? Neil let her be in his office, polite enough to close the door.

David wanted his stuff back. He wondered why she'd moved out. He'd gone to the apartment to 'break up' with her since he met his 'soul mate' somewhere in Tijuana while getting his money from somebody they called El Hombre Rojo. He threatened to sue after Naea told him just where his stuff had gone, what she really thought of him and other choice words and reflections. She hated him to the very core of her being. How could he do that to her? No word for months--he might as well have been dead. She'd almost been evicted because she was still in an apartment that he wanted and was left without a leg to stand on. If he really wanted to sue, sure. Go for it. She would give the court every last thing she knew about every damn thing she knew he was dealing in. He called her a liar, a tatted-up slut and a thieving whore.

The small crowd of Linnaea's coworkers stood outside of the office when they heard her start screaming into the phone. Naea... just didn't do that. She never lost her temper. Sure, she would get riled up about something that bothered her but... never screaming, never swearing with any vindication. "FUCK YOU, DAVID! FUCK OFF AND DIE IN A FIRE YOU COCKSUCKING ASSHOLE!"

Ahem.

Neil had to stop her when Linnaea started slamming the receiver into the cradle repeatedly as if she were trying to prove a point or put a ball peen hammer through the asshole's skull. She had gone from sweet Linnaea to an angry, sobbing mess in less than five minutes. He'd hated David since the day he'd walked into the diner and asked her out when she was 17. By then, she'd lived one hell of a life and Neil knew she could make the decision to date him on her own. She'd put up with far worse, one in particular throwing her through a plate-glass window. Even then, Naea had never spoken with as much venom and shards as she did before hanging up on David. She was always the strong one, even when she didn't need to be.

"Do you want a ride home, Naea?" Even Christy was there to rub her back slowly. The brunette shook her head quickly.

"No," she got out in a whisper. "No, I need to walk home. I need the time."

"Linnaea, it's pouring out. You'll catch your death."

She shrugged. "Been through worse, Neil." And she had. He wasn't going to argue with her.

"Call me when you get home. I'm sorry that fucker called here and for what he did to you."

And so, Naea packed up her bag and started her very wet half-hour walk home in a driving rain at midnight. Her hooded sweatshirt offered little comfort as she started walking, but at least no one would see her cry.

Again.



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[info]delicatefire
2010-12-14 06:22 am UTC (link)
She nodded once in response to the radio comment, not particularly caring about what was on the radio. It could have been Bing Crosby singing "Master of Puppets" by Metallica and she wouldn't have flinched tonight. She really just wanted to be left alone.

Naea understood that Pru was just being nice and was reasonable to worry, even though she'd walked that same path a thousand times. Rain wasn't going to hurt her. Her very wet arms were wrapped around her now very wet bag and she was content to mostly either look out the window on the short trip or just simply at the darkened floor of the car.

The party? "Fine." It was the last thing in Naea right now to want to talk about random things or consider the party whatsoever. Tomorrow or the next day, that would very likely change--rarely did she keep herself in moods like this. Tonight... tonight was the wrong night.

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[info]banrion
2010-12-15 09:50 pm UTC (link)
Wow. Monosyllabic. Pru felt like instead of improving, she'd gone downhill - while arguing, Naea had at least formed full sentences. The brunette driving rapped her fingers on the steering wheel, trying to send glances at the wet passenger next to her as she concentrated on the road.

"Do you know who's coming? I've only met, oh, one or two other people in the building. I hope quite a few show up at your shindig." Shindig. Who said shindig anymore? Pru mentally smacked herself on the forehead, hoping that her prying was doing something. Even if it just got Naea's mind off of whatever was bothering her, that would be enough.

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[info]delicatefire
2010-12-19 06:33 am UTC (link)
She shrugged lightly with a sigh. At no point did Linnaea really want to have a conversation about anything. Some part of her wanted to tell Pru to shut her face and drive. The other part was trying to not let the first half do just that. "Kami. You. Beyond that, I don't know. If they show, they show. If not, oh well." Deep down, she really didn't mean some of that. She really did want everyone to come and have a good time. David...ruined her for everything tonight.

"Sorry if I'm not exactly Daisy Sunshine right now, Pru. Not in the mood."

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[info]banrion
2010-12-21 04:57 pm UTC (link)
Naea might have been doing a good job of keeping her anger in check, but some of it seemed to seep into her tone. Or just body language, either way, Pru was definitely getting the message that she just didn't want to talk. She tried not to wilt under her friend's non-excitement for the party; Pru was terrible at getting out to meet people (well, she was better than she had been) and the anticipation for the little hallway festivities had given her something to look forward to. She gave a little dip of her head at Naea's apology.

"S'all right. Um, do you want to talk about it? I mean, shitty customers at work? I know the holidays suck when it comes to people and their demands..." She trailed off, knowing that this wasn't going to get Naea talking, but damn if Pru wasn't trying.

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[info]delicatefire
2010-12-22 01:59 am UTC (link)
"Trust me. Shitty customers don't make me take off in the rain. I've worked there too long." She liked Pru. Really she did. How did David manage to try to ruin her life even if he wasn't around?

Naea sighed heavily, looking out her window when they reached a stoplight. "My ex, who is only that way because he chose to abandon me after two years, decided to call me at work tonight. After being gone for four months, he's figured out that he's the one dumping me after he's met his 'soul mate'" Naea's fingers mimicked quotations "in Tijuana. And after I told him I got rid of all his stuff two months ago and moved, he had some choice names and threats for me."

She ran a hand over her face. "Such a winner. Still haven't figured out how I lasted two years to begin with."

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[info]banrion
2010-12-27 08:10 pm UTC (link)
Pru thought she should have felt as though she'd gained a victory, getting Naea to explain her sour mood, but she just felt more at a loss with the situation, even more in over her head. Still, she concentrated on the road and hopefully responding as helpfully as she could.

"I hope you told him where he can shove it," she replied, somewhat weakly, because she wasn't that experienced in the relationship department. "Still, what does he expect, you to throw his stuff in storage in hopes of his imminent return? What an asshole." She was about to go on about never knowing the future, but she felt a little hypocritical saying things like that so she left it out, instead carefully taking the car through a left turn and getting closer to Pax. Just one more block to go.

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[info]delicatefire
2011-01-03 07:35 am UTC (link)
"David was most certainly mostly about David. He took care of me... when he was around, anyway." Naea bit her lip and wiped at her face. "I... just don't have good luck with guys. Except one. But he's married with 2.5 kids and a dog, now. Go figure." She felt bitter. Of all the things in the world she could feel bitter about, not having great luck in the romance department seemed like the last thing she would want to be bitter about. She had no family that readily welcomed her anymore, her now-deceased father had been a perverted gambling drunk... She should have been in her Sophomore year of college by now.

So much for that. But she had her health, and she was going back to school so she could go to college. And her job, as mundane as it could be, was a good job--she loved her boss and coworkers. The best part? Here at Pax, she was making friends. And that was becoming all the family she could have asked for. "Doesn't matter. David knows he won't do anything to me. I've got so much information on him that he doesn't know about. They'd be on him like white on rice."

Naea smirked lightly and turned to look at Pru. "Hey. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I ... I don't do well when I get like this. And it takes a lot for me to get like this. But thanks for the ride. And for calling him an asshole." She was calming down, which made her feel a million times better. "I think I should just become a nun and move to Siberia. Less asshole to deal with."

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[info]banrion
2011-01-11 06:00 pm UTC (link)
The car made the turn smoothly into the parking lot of Pax, despite the abhorrent weather. Pru had a moment to turn and give Naea a smile, glad to see her friend cheered up, or at least seeming so.

"No problem, sometimes...I know you just have to let it out. We'll write it off as a moment of temporary insanity," she responded, driving a little further to find her appropriated parking spot. The VW fit neatly into the space, and the car came to a stop.

"Wouldn't you rather be a nun somewhere where it's sunny and warm?" Pru joked back, putting the car into park and gathering up her belongings. "Got everything? Let's get you inside and warmed up."

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[info]delicatefire
2011-01-14 07:50 am UTC (link)
"Less men to contend with in the middle of nowhere in a convent. It's the principle of the thing." Naea opened the door; it was only now that she was starting to shiver. Suddenly the rain didn't seem all that appealing to collect her thoughts.

Temporary insanity, indeed.

She slung her now very wet bag over her shoulder as she climbed out of the small car--Something like this or a MiniCooper would do very well for her, she thought, if she ever had the money to actually buy one. "Sorry about your seat, Pru. I can pay for it to get detailed, if you want." She felt terrible about A)Making Pru argue with her in the rain and 2) getting her interior all wet and icky. "I just know there's a damn hot shower in my future." She shivered as she closed the door, quickly wrapping her arms around herself while she waited for her friend.

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