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Tweak says, "Fire bad. Tree pretty."

Caitlin Snow/Killer Frost (frostandsnow) wrote in paragraffiti,
@ 2008-12-04 03:25:00

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damien thorn, gabriel gray, heather mason, henry townshend, ruby

Filtered from god and the angels.
So....god actually admitting being jealous of me.

Aside from the blinding terror it brings its nice to be prooved right about your long held belief that s/he is in fact nothing more than a vindictive self absorbed diva.

Hey, at least I can officially say 'god hates me' without sounding like an over emotional teenager

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	Ruby. ex_demonbloo908 2008-12-03 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	It's not stupid if angels start falling all over the place. What does your contributing have to do with her sending you back? She'd do it either way if you keep at what you're doing with Castiel now. You're right. Like pissing off God. So let's try not to do that for a minute, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Sam

frostandsnow
2008-12-03 11:53 pm UTC (link)

Why should he fall? I have never once questioned his orders or faith. He knows I think its bullshit and we leave it at that.

Its not about him, its about 8 plus centuries of this crap that I've seen, horrible things happen because she doesnt care enough to step in but now...now that one of her angels is crossing a line, a line that SHE made.

Sam I hate her...I just...I do. Its her fault, all of this.

I'd never have trusted Tammi if she woulda just given me...something, anything.

{ooc: Saaaammm, filtered message to god and the trying to help, *huggles him*}

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Ruby.

ex_demonbloo908
2008-12-03 11:59 pm UTC (link)

It's like I said before, Ruby. I don't know why God failed you before. I can't think of anything that would justify it, but you need to remember that you're not the only one who spent years with their prayers unanswered, all right? I prayed every night for God to help me find some way to save my brother. I didn't get the help that I asked for, but I didn't exactly turn my back on my religion either. My entire family was torn apart, Ruby. I lost everything. Still. The only person I blamed was myself. Not God.

[ooc: He feels bad for trying to, you know, kill her. So this is his attempt at making up for it.]

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	Sam frostandsnow 2008-12-04 12:05 am UTC (link)
	Ended up a demon Sam, one that remembers her humanity. You think I wanted this, any of it. I couldn't stop it, the deaths, the disease, listning to Tammi, the magic, hell. But this, all of this is something I can control. That make any sense? {ooc: Ruby says its a start, a very very small start, she still wants to punch him :D But I say ILU Sam!} (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby. ex_demonbloo908 2008-12-04 12:15 am UTC (link)
	No. Not really. Especially since you could have controlled what happened with Tammi. [ooc: ♥♥] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2008-12-04 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Could I? I didn't know what I was doing or where it would lead, Its how Tammi works, you saw that with those women. I didn't have a clue what I was getting into (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby. ex_demonbloo908 2008-12-04 12:21 am UTC (link)
	The witchcraft, Ruby. You knew it was wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2008-12-04 12:30 am UTC (link)
	...I knew it was working. Things were different back then Sam (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby. ex_demonbloo908 2008-12-04 12:31 am UTC (link)
	No. It was wrong. Especially back then, when people were killed for performing the art. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2008-12-04 12:34 am UTC (link)
	...More death. Yeah I was okay with taking the risk. Least that kind of death you went quick, the magic worked Sam. It worked and I didn't know it came from demons (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby. ex_demonbloo908 2008-12-04 12:36 am UTC (link)
	You didn't think that it came from somewhere that wasn't right? Good things don't happen. Not like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2008-12-04 12:39 am UTC (link)
	I didn't know where it came from...didn't ask, just took the protection she offered, she said she'd make me strong again, You can't understand that time Sam, The offer of safety, power. I blundered in without thinking. Then good things happened. So I let myself get deeper, more good things, further in. Its how it works (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby. ex_demonbloo908 2008-12-04 12:56 am UTC (link)
	Right. Gotcha. I just thought you'd be smarter. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2008-12-04 12:58 am UTC (link)
	Not back then I wasn't (Reply to this) (Parent)

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