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Tweak says, "Jake Johnson is god"

theprettybeta (theprettybeta) wrote in paradisocomm,
@ 2016-04-26 22:09:00

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~alphonso mackenzie (shotgunaxe), ~cassie barnes (notbornabarne), ~chester adams (seregeturgun), ~derek hale (theworstalpha), ~isaac lahey (theprettybeta), ~lydia martin (eunoia)

Music. I'm starting to realize that one of the few things I really miss here is music. Working 12 hour days would probably be a lot less demanding if we actually had something to help us unwind at night.

DEREK.
I shouldn't have snapped at you
I sounded just like him. I sounded just fucking like him
I'm sorry.

CHESTER.
Tell me you're alright? I'm just checking in.

LYDIA.
~~I need you right now~~
Hey Marilyn. How are you feeling? What are you doing right now
Can you
Can I
Can we figure this out please because I can't handle more

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ISAAC.

theworstalpha
2016-04-27 03:12 am UTC (link)

I know. To be honest, I'm proud of you for making it this long without snapping. I wouldn't have been able to. Well just don't hate yourself for too long. Accidents happen, emotions were high.

What am I supposed to do, go cry about it? I came here to move on, she probably did the same. It's not that small an island, Isaac, I'll be fine. We left on good terms, we can still be friends.

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	DEREK. theprettybeta 2016-04-27 03:21 am UTC (link)
	I agreed to do this for the long run, man, no matter what. I've been avoiding acting like that for years. I fucked it up, I thought I was alright. I was really close to being alright. Alright. Well if you need someone to talk to just let me know. I'm not the king of healthy relationships but I can at least hear you out when you need it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ISAAC. theworstalpha 2016-04-27 03:25 am UTC (link)
	In your defense, you've been working practically twelve hour days, you're barely sleeping. You're exhausted. It's a lot harder to reel it in when you're that fatigued because you're not taking care of yourself. I am here, Isaac. I can help. Let me help sometimes. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DEREK. theprettybeta 2016-04-27 03:27 am UTC (link)
	That's just the shit on the surface, man. Things are so complicated here. I don't regret coming. But it wasn't supposed to be like this. I thought it would be easier, that's all. Yeah, of course. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ISAAC. theworstalpha 2016-04-27 03:31 am UTC (link)
	It'll get easier, Isaac. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DEREK. theprettybeta 2016-04-27 03:46 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, it always does, right? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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