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Tweak says, "I'm not crazy, my voices are!"

theprettybeta (theprettybeta) wrote in paradisocomm,
@ 2016-04-26 22:09:00

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~alphonso mackenzie (shotgunaxe), ~cassie barnes (notbornabarne), ~chester adams (seregeturgun), ~derek hale (theworstalpha), ~isaac lahey (theprettybeta), ~lydia martin (eunoia)

Music. I'm starting to realize that one of the few things I really miss here is music. Working 12 hour days would probably be a lot less demanding if we actually had something to help us unwind at night.

DEREK.
I shouldn't have snapped at you
I sounded just like him. I sounded just fucking like him
I'm sorry.

CHESTER.
Tell me you're alright? I'm just checking in.

LYDIA.
~~I need you right now~~
Hey Marilyn. How are you feeling? What are you doing right now
Can you
Can I
Can we figure this out please because I can't handle more

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	LYDIA. theprettybeta 2016-04-27 02:43 am UTC (link)
	What? What's wrong, what happened? You're not looking furious. Did it end alright...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 02:49 am UTC (link)
	He was doing that thing again asking questions instead of just being proactive and I snapped and reamed him for it. I feel bad about that, but on the plus side...I was finally honest with him and maybe now things will change. It ended okay, it's fine. And the gods gave me some maternity clothes that are super cute. So that's a plus, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

LYDIA.

theprettybeta
2016-04-27 03:03 am UTC (link)

I'm sorry, Lydia. I'm glad that you finally talked it out, though. Did he mention how amazing you've been looking at least?
I'm not going to ask. Just in case he didn't You shouldn't feel bad. These conversations need to happen.

...Oh. So the tshirt, that's not gonna be a thing anymore...? ...Good. That's good, I'm glad that you have clothes that you're going to be comfortable with.

They gave me two bottles of prenatal vitamins. I want to give you one. I've been concerned about you getting the right nutrition.

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	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 03:07 am UTC (link)
	It's okay, at least now he knows. I mean, I'm still going to wear it to bed and on laundry days, but I'm going to stretch it out soon if I'm not careful and I don't want to ruin your shirt. Really? Thank you ♥ I talked to Martha today and she said I can have fish as long as it's not shark or swordfish. So yay, meat in my diet again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	LYDIA. theprettybeta 2016-04-27 03:18 am UTC (link)
	That's important, I agree. I'm just sorry it got this far. It's your shirt now, Lyd. It looks better on you. Yeah, really. No need to thank me, I'm not the one who brought them here. Arva probably is. And that's great! I can If you want I can cook you dinner. If you have a preference, I mean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Me too. You're just saying that because I have better boobs than you do. :P Yeah? I'm willing to try anything that isn't land game because the smell grosses me out now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

LYDIA.

theprettybeta
2016-04-27 03:26 am UTC (link)

Um, I'm absolutely saying that because you have better boobs than I do. And legs. And sometimes when you sit on the bed it slips up a little and your thigh kind of peeks out and honestly, Lydia, I've been having a really rough couple of days, I need you to keep that shirt.

Fish I can definitely do, I used to cook dinner back home so, why not? Does Marilyn have any preferences?

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	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Well, then maybe you'd be glad to hear that one of the maternity outfits is a pair of shorts that could just as easily slip up a little. I never was a very big fish-eater back home so if I was going to have preferences, I would still need to develop them. Clean slate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	LYDIA. theprettybeta 2016-04-27 03:44 am UTC (link)
	I mean, don't get me wrong, I am glad to hear that. It's not the same though. ...I don't know, it's just... a thing. Ignore me. ~~I don't get it either~~ Sounds good. I'll do it whenever you're free. Or hungry. Or whenever you want. Or now. I can do it n Can I see you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 03:50 am UTC (link)
	You like seeing me in that shirt. I'll wear it next time we get together. ~~You're so cute right now~~ Tomorrow? I can come meet you at the old shelter? I think I'm going to go to bed early, I'm so stupid tired today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

LYDIA.

theprettybeta
2016-04-27 03:54 am UTC (link)

~~You would do that? ...Just because I like it? Why?~~ I mean, I don't know, yeah. It's just... my shirt. You look really good in my shirt. I don't know why it's a thing, I don't get it either, believe me. I've been trying to figure it out.

Or toni
Can I please just see you tonight, I'm so
My head hurts and I can't sleep and when you're here I sleep and
Yeah, of course, tomorrow is perfect. I'll meet you here. At your old shelter, I mean.

Get some rest, gorgeous, you need it. I'll see you tomorrow, alright?

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	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 03:57 am UTC (link)
	It's because it's your shirt. That's the whole kink, honey, that's all there is to it. So I'll wear it tomorrow when I meet you. ...can I stay? You okay...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

LYDIA.

theprettybeta
2016-04-27 04:03 am UTC (link)

...I do not have a kink. Yeah, of course you can stay, you never have to ask that, Lydia.

No. Because Malia almost took the baby and I don't know what to do. I lost it, and I said horrible things and I sounded like a terrible person, Lydia. I sounded like my dad and I heard him in my head. Derek had to talk me down, but what if he didn't? What would I have done?

And I can't stop thinking about you, but I don't know what this is or where we are right now. I just need guidance, whatever you want I'm okay with but I just need to know, it was like this last time and I assumed everything wrong because there was no guideline. I assumed and it all went bad and I don't want to do that again, I don't want to feel like an idiot again but I

I'm fine! Seriously, I'm just tired, it's been a long couple of days. Get some sleep, Lydia, you really do need it. You've had a long day too.

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	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 04:09 am UTC (link)
	It's okay to have a kink. I think that's sexy. I just wanted to make sure. You're lying...but I can't If Stiles and I hadn't just finished fighting then I would just I'll come over after my morning sickness passes and get in bed with you It has been, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. I can't wait for you to hold me again, it'll give me something to look forward to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

LYDIA.

theprettybeta
2016-04-27 04:15 am UTC (link)

You think it's sexy? You just
Lydia Martin just used the word sexy to describe something to me. This can't be my life.
It's the lack of sleep.
Then yeah, fine. I have a kink and apparently it's you walking around in my shirt looking all... I don't know. Disheveled.

I can't wait either. ~~I miss you. Is that weird? That's probably weird~~ Tomorrow. Then I'll hold you for as long as you'll let me.

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	ISAAC. eunoia 2016-04-27 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I do. I'll have to save it just for you, then. Okay, good. I miss you Too soon, awkward (Reply to this) (Parent)

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