theprettybeta (theprettybeta) wrote in multifariousic, @ 2015-11-23 17:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | !network, isaac lahey (theprettybeta) |
JOEY.
[imanursenota___]Hey
Listen, I'm really sorry that
I wasn't sure
I know you probably don't want to hear from me but
Hey.
Look, you don't have to respond to this, I'd get it if you didn't. I know you probably don't like me, and that's okay, I'm cool with that. I'm not trying to make you uncomfortable, so if that's what I'm doing right now then I'm sorry. If you don't respond I promise I won't reach out to you again.
I just wanted to let you know that I'm really sorry for what you're going through. I know how hard it is; I lost Allison twice, and I know that I wasn't with her as long as you were, and I know that I've never been in the sort of relationship that you had been in, but I know what it feels like to lose people. It's a really shitty feeling and no one can make it better no matter how much they think they can or how much they try, and that in itself is a pretty shitty feeling. I don't think that there's any cure for what you're going through, if there is then I haven't found it, and I'm sorry that I can't help you. If I could, I would. I really mean that.
I know that you're close to the Avengers and I know that you're probably going to be spending the holiday there, but just in case I wanted to let you know that if something comes up and that gets canceled or if it's not happening, you're more than welcome to come to the shelter. I know there's a lot of kids and that might not be your thing, but it's kind of just about being together for people who don't really have other places to go. I'm not saying that's you, I'm just saying that you're more than welcome to be here if you'd like. I know you might be going to Derek's as well and that's cool too, it's just an open invitation.
I'm sorry Joey. I don't pity you but I really feel for you, and I'm sorry that this happened. Nobody deserves this. I hope that you have people that you can talk to who can help you through it, because no one should be alone.