▲ (i woke up with this in my head this morning. i like this version.) ▲
[lucifer] if things stay the way they are i won't be here very l-o-n-g. i know i didn't talk to you about it earlier.
are you o.k?
[h3l] i-
i feel like I can't tell you i'm sorry enough. i know you're put off by apologies.
you're- okay, right? i don't know what to say. i don't know what to do. but- thank you, for the bandages. thank you for staying.
i- care about you, and i- i am sorry.
[serpenT] i- should not have shown you all that.
[alexei] Can we talk meds? Or something? that- i'm willing to try anything. i don't want to do this. i don't want to be a puppet. i don't know who else to talk to. what to say. i'm tired of hurting myself. hurting my girlfriend. i'm tired of people who aren't me talking out of my mouth.
if i don't belong here, that's fine. but i- have to try to do something about it. please please help me.