[a little while after this]

holy

fucking

fuck.

I don't care how dopey you think it is. Today, I hugged a puppy. Those fuckers have been known for trying to bite my face off. Ravenously.

You probably don't understand. I don't care if you don't understand. I can talk without worrying about screaming, i don't feel anyone anymore-

i'm okay. i feel okay, at least. a bit. sort of. i don't know. they're still in my head. they're still in my head.

i miss my voice a bit.

[ANGELS]
COME AT ME.

No, I don't know how. I just want to be around one of you. For like, five minutes. It would make me gleeful as fuck. I could totally touch one of you without feeling it burn in my-

So to get my mind off the fact that for some reason I'm not a living sound system, and because I just like music in general...

Give me a number between 1 and 7933, and I'll upload, or link the song that corresponds with that number. Hell, give me 2 or even 3 numbers if you want.

So...we're not going to get raided again right?

Right?

I really didn't come here to get into more trouble that I already am. I mean the people in charge here won't allow it right?

Right??

What I would say is the most frustrating aspect of the riots is not the violence or the vitriol, though they are frightening by themselves, but the ignorance. Representative Jackson's words had nothing to do with science or reason and everything to do with the same old fear-mongering and righteousness of those in power.

I would suggest all politicians take a look at their words, compare the speeches they give about incarnates to other groups we've discriminated against and examine how few differences there are in the rhetoric.

In order to understand prejudice, we have to study people. One way researchers today are doing just that is through Project Implicit.

"Project Implicit represents a collaborative research effort between researchers at Harvard University, the University of Virginia, and University of Washington. While the particular purposes of each study vary considerably, most studies available at Project Implicit examine thoughts and feelings that exist either outside of conscious awareness or outside of conscious control. The primary goals of Project Implicit are to provide a safe, secure, and well-designed virtual environment to investigate psychological issues and, at the same time, provide visitors and participants with an experience that is both educational and engaging."

One test you could take in order to identify your preferences is focused on the 2012 Presidential Election. The interpretations this survey makes about your answers may surprise you.

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[Filtered to Durga]
I had a lovely time at Rasika. I hope you like the gift card to Muddy Waters Coffee - it was a last-minute gift, but hopefully you can find yourself a little something there.

I've got a dilemma, and I need someone smart or with medical knowledge to solve a problem for me. I've got a nasty headache, and I'm not sure what I can take for it. I've got ibuprofen and acetaminophen, so which is safe? I wouldn't want to die so soon after getting back on my feet, you know?

[MMA]
Doctor says I have to avoid strenuous activity for at least a month thanks to these fucking headaches. Sorry. I'll find some way to be useful. Here's hoping you all ended up in better condition than I did.

[JUDE]
How you holding up?

[ADAM/BETHANY/CYRUS/CAIN/JAKE/JAMES/JAZZ/LOKI/MORRIS/TOURMALINE (separate filters)]
How'd you end up making out?

[JON]
Hey, this is kinda awkward, but I miss you had a dream about you ended up mentioning that we used to date to that Eric kid. Publicly. But uh, I said nice shit about your hair, so I wanted you to know that I meant it, even if it was sappy and I was drunk. Yeah... anyway, hope you're alright.

[REEVE]
You wanna go see a movie or something? I'm bored.

嗳! m o n t e n e g r o~ i think i have started all of my entries this way. maybe i should work on a new way to say what's up? but why fix it if it isn't broken too? huhuhu~ （´・ω・｀) i have a couple scrapes from the past~ few~ days~ but they got another thing coming if they think something like this will keep me from going on! they can't keep the great H A T H O R down! (*≧▽≦)

maybe we should do something to get everyone's spirits up? maybe a dance! or a party~ i heard someone was going to throw one. ☆ﾐ(o*･ω･) of course i will be there!

private to egyptian pantheon.

sleepover soon? maybe this friday if it is not the day of the party!

OSIRIS, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BRINGING THE BEER! you are too kind to volunteer~

and set, thanks for offering up your place ♥

private to amatsu-mikaboshi.

let's go out tonight.