Thena (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} eternallymad) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} momadness_net,@ 2023-06-01 10:27:00 |
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| Entry tags: | marvel: ikaris, marvel: thena, ~inactive: alec hardison, ~inactive: elena gilbert, ~inactive: sam wilson, ~inactive: thor odinson |
It's a relief to have warm weather again. I've been staying indoors too long.
[Sam]
I think I'm ready for that conversation with beverages now.[Ikaris]
You're not around to see this, but you will some time. I hope it will be sooner than later. I came apart when I found you were gone. I hurt people and could have killed someone. I feel like any control I've managed to pull back over the last year is slipping away. I'm feeling isolated again. The last time that happened, with Gil in the desert, I lost who I was. I don't want to lose myself again when we have each other now. But mostly, I don't want to be gone when you come back. I don't want you to lose me, and be alone. I love you.