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Tweak says, "I'm not mad about sunlight."

Thena (eternallymad) wrote in momadness_net,
@ 2023-06-01 10:27:00

Entry tags:

marvel: ikaris, marvel: thena, ~inactive: alec hardison, ~inactive: elena gilbert, ~inactive: sam wilson, ~inactive: thor odinson

It's a relief to have warm weather again. I've been staying indoors too long.

[Sam]
I think I'm ready for that conversation with beverages now.

[Ikaris]

You're not around to see this, but you will some time. I hope it will be sooner than later. I came apart when I found you were gone. I hurt people and could have killed someone. I feel like any control I've managed to pull back over the last year is slipping away. I'm feeling isolated again. The last time that happened, with Gil in the desert, I lost who I was. I don't want to lose myself again when we have each other now. But mostly, I don't want to be gone when you come back. I don't want you to lose me, and be alone. I love you.

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	icaretoomuch 2023-06-02 02:34 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you for letting me know. I'll make note of it. I could certainly use some beach weather. I'm Elena by the way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternallymad 2023-06-02 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	It's a nice place to relax even if it's not to swim. Nice to meet you, Elena. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icaretoomuch 2023-06-03 01:40 pm UTC (link)
	I feel like I'm not the only one that could use more of that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternallymad 2023-06-03 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	That is very true, especially around here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icaretoomuch 2023-06-03 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, the whole thing with the red portals definitely seems stressful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternallymad 2023-06-04 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	It certainly is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icaretoomuch 2023-06-05 12:21 am UTC (link)
	Have you been pulled into one of those portals yet? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternallymad 2023-06-05 01:48 am UTC (link)
	My partner has and still hasn't returned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icaretoomuch 2023-06-05 02:02 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. When was your partner taken? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternallymad 2023-06-06 12:51 am UTC (link)
	It's been nearly two months now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icaretoomuch 2023-06-06 01:59 am UTC (link)
	And you obviously haven't heard anything from that person. I'm sorry. I lost two friends for months and I thought they were dead. I know it's different, but I can kind of understand what it is like to lose someone and worry they are not coming back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternallymad 2023-06-06 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	It's not been easy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	icaretoomuch 2023-06-07 01:36 am UTC (link)
	No, I have no doubt it's been difficult. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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