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Laura Moon ([info]spitandviolets) wrote in [info]mirage_rpg,
@ 2009-02-05 16:23:00

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Entry tags:andy gallagher, complete, day 31, laura moon

Who: Laura Moon and Andy Gallagher
What: Insomnia!
When: Day 31, very late night
Where: Laura's room, C112.
Rating: PG-13 for language and gory details
Status: Complete


If there was one thing that Mirage already knew about Laura, it was that she no longer had any concept of or any care for the concept of time. It had not supplied the undead woman with a clock. It didn't matter. When the sun was down, Laura was active and the rest of the world was not. When the sun was up, well, sometimes she didn't have a choice, and others she debated with herself as to whether or not she should be doing something. Thus, it was very dark, and possibly late or early.

Laura did not remember her own wake and funeral very well. She was not there, exactly. It was a distant memory, like watching herself from across the room. She remembered when her best friend spat on her face, and she remembered the violets. She also remembered the pose in which she'd been put to rest. At the moment, she was practicing it on her bed, bored, as usual, and cold, as usual. Her body was rigid, laying on her back on the plush, black coverlet, arms crossed over her chest, hands folded. Since she did not need to breathe, she was not breathing. Her eyes were closed but she did not sleep. Her hair was fanned out around her. Only the outfit, a pair of jeans and a black tanktop, which made her look even paler than usual, was out of place for a wake.

Having just retired from her computer, she was expecting Andy. When he would arrive, however, was uncertain. Drunk people ran on their own schedule. When she got drunk, when she was alive, she drank a lot. That, in fact, had been the death of her. Literally. Maybe she'd try to brighten Andy's mood with that story. The likelihood that he wanted to hear about her death, however, was probably not high. L was unique in that respect. Still, maybe she'd have another friend, someone else who wouldn't mind that she was dead and cold.

Focusing on the movements of the lights of humans, she managed to zero in on Andy's with only minor difficulty. Rising from the bed as a zombie from the grave, Laura sauntered to the door, opening it just as her guest arrived. She said nothing, holding the door open for him, dark eyes studying his face.



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[info]spitandviolets
2009-02-05 08:34 pm UTC (link)
Her hands continued to journey across his forehead. They slid down a bit lower, gently rubbing at his jaw. The shape of his face reminded her of Shadow. She did not want to be reminded of Shadow. Regardless, she continued trying to soothe him. It was the least that she could do, but it was selfish at the same time. The heat from his face journeyed up her arms, and she could feel it in her empty veins. The warmth was wonderful, like being wrapped in a blanket. "Yes, it does," she echoed absently. Her voice always got a misty, distant quality to it when she was touching a human. They really didn't know how warm they were.

"So was mine," she replied, completely deadpan. "I never saw my death coming, either. I was too drunk and too preoccupied. Unfortunately, in that situation, I was the little bitch.

"My husband was sentenced to six years in prison for a bank robbery that I encouraged him to help with. He was only supposed to be the driver. I thought that it would be okay. He was only supposed to drive. Shadow was good at driving. He was supposed to get a cut of the money, and we'd have enough to do something with our lives, with our marriage. Well, one of the robbers made Shadow mad. He hit him, nearly killed him. They both agreed to a plea bargain if they rolled on Shadow. They got nothing. He got six years. We still got a cut of the money." She paused. "Heh. They'll never get it, none of them, without me, not Shadow, not that he needs it, nor those two rats.

"I thought that I would be okay; I wasn't okay. Instead, I got lonely. I didn't realize how my life revolved around him. He was my light, my everything. I drank away the first twelve months that he was gone. I knew that I would be dead from the drinking long before Shadow got out of jail, but he was just far enough away that I couldn't go to him, yet he was just close enough to make me feel guilty. My best friend and her husband were really great to us. They took care of me. A day didn't go by without one of them stopping by and the other calling me on the telephone. They were good people, Audrey and Robbie. I was the bad one. I was so lonely, and a woman has needs, especially when she hasn't seen her husband in a year and knows she won't see him for another five. Robbie and I started sleeping together thirteen months after Shadow went away. We had sex on every surface in our house, every surface except for the bed. Shadow belonged there. Robbie was a good friend, a great friend, and a good lover, but he meant nothing to me. He was just filling the void.

"Two years later, news came that Shadow was being released three years early for good behavior. I was ecstatic. Robbie and I were planning the party. I couldn't wait for him to come home. A few days before the party, Robbie and I went out to dinner. Audrey was fine with it. She thought we were testing the party menu. I wanted to break it off with him. I didn't need him like that anymore. Shadow was coming home. Unfortunately, I had a little too much to drink that night. I was happy, and I was tipsy, and I decided that I wanted Robbie, just one more time. One more good time. It was like having a bachelorette party all over again. I was going to be remarried to the only man that I ever loved. So, on the way home, I couldn't wait.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-02-05 08:34 pm UTC (link)

"I leaned over, and my head was in his lap, so I didn't exactly see what happened. Robbie got distracted, my shoulder hit the gear shaft, and the truck didn't see us until it was too late. Death is horribly dispassionate. I don't even think that I was scared. One moment my head was in Robbie's lap, and I was going to town. The next thing I knew, a truck was making it's way through our car and over my body. It's all very fuzzy after that. I remember that I held out until I reached the hospital. It would have been horribly impolite to die on some stretch of road, especially after the paramedics had tried so hard to keep me alive. I made it to the emergency room. Audrey told everyone that I died with her husband's cock in my mouth. That is not the truth. While I may or may not have bitten down in all of the chaos and confusion, I know for a fact that they would have removed that before the hospital, and I know that I didn't die on the side of the road. I remember thinking 'I'm going to die' and then blackness."

After the long, dispassionate story, Laura fell silent for a moment, just rubbing his forehead. She feared that she had overloaded him with information. When you were drunk, you hardly wanted a long winded woman telling you her death story.

"In the end, that's how I know that karma exists. Bad people get what's coming to them. I learned a lot, even though it was too late."

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